**I'm just tired.**
These books just keep going over my head again and again. I hate to even say this, I'm just not enjoying them. Or more specifically, I'm not enjoying the convoluted nature of them. As with the previous entries, I'm fine with the human aspects, for the most part. They are relatable, and easy (ish) to understand. And I REALLY like the moments when the archangels are in play, particularly Uriel. I can't deny that the imaginative nature of this series is pretty cool.
But the Nephilim and gods' chapters don't resonate with me at ALL, at least not since the first couple of entries. I can't follow them anymore (and I barely did so to begin with), nor do I find myself even wanting to follow. As has become habit, I'm finding myself skimming these chapters like crazy. I'm too often to the point of dreading every paragraph and every page because nothing appeals to me. I'm disconnected and, as I said earlier, just plain tired.
This being said, I keep forcing myself to stick this series out because I'm anxious to reach Jesus' entry, and unfortunately, part of this is no longer true. I've decided to just skip the next two in the series and go straight to the one I've been wanting to read this entire time. Whether or not I'll regret this, I'm not sure. But I'm honestly just ready to move on, and so I might as well jump to the end so I can go ahead and do so.