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That's the wonderful thing about writing, I suppose. There's no one there to talk back to you.
I don't believe in luck; I believe that people get what they deserve.
You must be wondering why I am trying to contact you now, after all this time. Perhaps it will strike you as a thoughtless invasion of your privacy, or worse, a deliberate unkindness, an attempt to open up old wounds.
Here it is: I want you to hear me out. An apology is a limp thing, I know that, and its late by about eleven years, but here it is.
I suppose the odds are against me, but then I don't believe in odds anymore. I believe it could just as easily go my way as not.
I would never have been able to explain the fact of you in my life. Just pure dumb luck. You needn't write back. If you hear me, that's more than enough.
The thing I want to say -- the world would be empty without you-- i can't seem to say, even though its true.