Where to start?
Don't read this book. It's not worth it.
Now buckle up, I have thoughts.
I was excited to start The Circle series, as I knew it was a popular series with some of my friends and I had heard positive things about it. I figured I would start with Black, but the audiobook of all four begins with Green, so that's where I started. And I regret it.
I have a weakness. And that is I have to finish what I start. Once I start something, I have to know how it ends. I have to hear the whole story. I seriously debated putting this one aside, I probably should have, but I stuck it out, hoping for a redeeming end and telling myself others have read it, so I can too. 😕
I'll first start off with the book in general, why I didn't like it, how it only takes away from the series, and then I'll get into the content issues.
I know one of the things people love about this series is that it's written in a "circle" format. You can read book 0, then the trilogy, then book 0 - it fits wherever you want it. First, last, in between a re-reading. And that's the problem. SPOILIER ALERT. Life in the Circle has taken a turn downward. There's disagreements, and divisions, and discouragement. So, Thomas sets out to save the circle. And by the end of the book, when all life is lost, we've come to the end, everyone is dead, evil has won, Elyon gives Thomas another chance. With one condition. He can go back and live it all over again, hopefully this time with a better outcome, but he won't remember any of it. It will be like he's living it all for the first time. So hopefully, hopefully, he just makes better choices.
HOW. HOPELESS. IS. THAT.
That's not how God works. This series is supposed to be an allegory. God gives us freewill; He allows us to make bad choices and wrong decisions, and yes, sometimes He gives us second chances, He allows for repentance and forgiveness, and He doesn't strike us down where we stand. But we still have to face the consequences, the pain, the broken relationships, all the struggles. He gives us grace through those. But He doesn't give us a redo. And praise God for it.
Thomas Hunter is going to be living this narrative over and over, never to break free from wrong choices, never to save his son. There's no "happy ending", no ending at all. He's just in a hopeless cycle of repeat.
Life in the physical isn't all about happy endings, but it does have an ending - physically. Our painful, sin-riddled, full-of-wrong-choices, broken, fallible, lives will come to an end. For those who have believed in Christ we will go to an eternal life of beauty, joy, and goodness with our Lord. No sin, no pain, no tears, no brokenness.
But poor Thomas is stuck in his cycle of living life over and over again, never to escape, never to find meaning. Evil wins in the end, so we start over and try again. Over and over.
Friends, this is not the Christian life. You don't have to live with this hopelessness. Our lives on earth are filled with struggles and pain as we imperfectly follow Christ and live as broken vessels for Him. But there is joy in this life, because we walk with Christ, we have relationship with Christ, and we grow deeper and love Him more. He makes life worth it. He gives us purpose. And we have hope because we know this broken life will come to an end; Christ will set all things right. You don't have to live in the cycle of sin forever. Praise the Lord.
Content. This is not a clean book. I can tolerate most violence. I don't appreciate graphic violence, but I can tolerate it. There's graphic violence in this book, and at least one scene that is way over the top. The sexually content is intolerable. It's sensual and inappropriate. Evil is described and explored in dark ways. We don't need to fill our minds with an in depth look at demonic forces.
This book is a completely different taste from the other three. If I hadn't heard this from others, I would have stopped at Green. Don't waste your time. Don't fill your mind with this.
Read the trilogy. Enjoy the story. But you don't need Green to complete it. Sure, there's a couple of loose threads that are tied up in Green, but it's not worth it. It will only ruin the story for you. And the violent and sexually content is not wholesome. Don't hurt you mind with it. I've blocked it out of my memory. I'll pretend this book never happened and enjoy the trilogy as it is, ending White with the promise and hope that the Warrior will return to claim His bride.
The End.
A few quotes I appreciated,
-Blood is life. Disease here and evil there are both carried by blood. And they're wiped out by blood.
-How could she, who'd drowned and found new life, question the reality of Elyon now, just because the world was dark?