This book is not for the squeamish, nor is it for those who insist on good writing. In fact it is sometimes so badly written that it's hard to understand, and some of events are so brutal that you want to stop reading anyway. So why persevere, you may ask. Only because the book provides a detailed, often eyewitness account of the life of the church in Cambodia before, during and after the Khmer Rouge years. It's not like any other book I've read, and this is my second reading. I highly recommend it.