Re Uncertain Destiny - I tend to think that the H of Uncertain Destiny is probably the most Alpha Manly Studly H in all of HPlandia - sure Charlotte Lamb and a few others have written OTT aggressive, possessive and leaning towards the heavily psycho with a side order of most likely to need a restraining order Alpha dudes, but as far as I can recall (and I can recall a lot,) not one of them has ever beaten the outright Alpha Studly H's Alpha behavior in UC.
He is so Alpha his nickname is The Wolf - (and so scary that people only say that behind his back, except for the h). But even more than that Wolfie has soooo much Alpha Manliness that even his little purveyor's of HP lurve club mojo quintessence have the power of the Hammer of Thor when it comes to pushing through barriers and filling his chosen chaste h with the gift of his Wolfie offspring. Yes fellow HP voyagers, this H is so Alpha, even surgical disconnection can't stop the power of his manly mobile essence.
It is a very good thing that our h, while being virginal, sweet and nice and all things HP h goodness, is also as stubborn as a mule. Cause of course our Wolfie Master of the HP universe doesn't believe that the power of his shooting mojo is more powerful that the force of his manly will and goes to the ridiculous lengths of accusing her of getting her little love cup filled from another, lesser minion of HPlandia.
CM brings us the very first ever HP twist on the Icily Sardonic HP H accusations of h infidelity trope, she has the H admit to having had himself sterilized in his bid to ward off the procreative power of his love flood. No wonder she had to make Wolfie so Alpha, firing blanks is the equivalent of an HP limpy noodle doodle, and where does that fit in with the usual HP Alpha H? It doesn't. But believe it or not, CM gives us a sterile H and makes it work. This one is definitely on the required HP reading list.
The story starts with the 23 yr old nurse h announcing her forthcoming little bundle of joy to our Wolfie and the H shooting her down by saying it isn't his. Cause his mojo firing capability is only powder and flash that makes a big bang but doesn't deliver the shot. Then he takes off for a few days and we find out that our little love kitten and her Wolfie have only been married for seven weeks.
It seems they met when she was at her former boyfriends's family anniversary do. Wolfie took one look at our angelic but small and curvy h and that was all CM wrote. Wolfie dumped the exes sister that night and his instinctive pursuit ran her boyfriend off (to allow the h's sister to snatch him up and hogtie him in marital bliss,) and the h eventually succumbed to his stalking, er his dinner invitation. They did not make it to dessert or to the H's bed, the h wound up riding the tower of power on the H's dining room carpet - altho Wolfie consoles the lurved shocked h by telling her at least it wasn't ON the dinning room table. Wolfie and the h married four days later, he figures he won't ever find anyone else as great as climbing his tower of power and he isn't about to let a good climber go, so public branding, er, marriage it is.
But now the h is preggers, and Wolfie says he is not the father and then he left and some guy shows up and says that he and Wolfie are old friends. The h thinks that is kinda weird cause with Wolfie's cold, analytical legal mind and his icy veneer that makes defendants and associates tremble when staring in the face of his eye patch and one steely eye, she did not think Wolfie even had any friends. He never seems to need them, but then everyone has friends don't they? Probably even Lone Wolves.
Besides the h has to worry about a father who doesn't want to BE a father and at the moment is denying the possibility that he could ever be one. The h has never met ANYONE who doesn't like children before, it seems quite unnatural. Not only that, but her adopted sister who is biologically the h's parent's child (along with her twin brother, the h is adopted,) and also now married to her former flame is demanding the H and h show up at her house for dinner.
The parents are worried about the awkward situation that might develop since the lil' sis ( who is a fashion model) scuppered off with the h's ex-beau and married him so quickly. Dinner will probably be inedible as lil sis can't cook, but at least they can bury the hatchet and start being a family again. The h is having pregger hormones too, but she has character and a backbone, so she doesn't take Mr. Bear and crawl under her blanky in the closet to hide.
Plus Wolfie returns, a bit abashed but at least he is willing to admit he could be the father. Then the h learns the awful truth, the H wasn't randomly sterile from a bad case of mumps - he deliberately went out of his way to get that way. It seems Wolfie was really SERIOUS about never wanting kids. The h is pretty appalled, kids were a big part of her future plans and she can't believe a man would just marry her like that and not tell her.
Not that it matters now, the h is getting a visit from the stork anyways and Wolfie will just have to man up and deal with her being up the duff. Except Wolfie is throwing wobblies about that, he tells the h she can just keep the baby and he will buy a big house outside of London and he can have a Wolfie side for Wolfie things and the baby can have a baby side and the h can just migrate between the two of them. ( I always think it is such a shame that h never her voices her opinion that Wolfie has just lost his Alpha mind at this point, then again discretion is the better part of valour.)
Anyhows, the h doesn't push and the H admits that he doesn't want to lose her love and hopes she doesn't hate him cause he doesn't want rugrats. The h is moved by how vulnerable he seems as he explains that curtain climbers are really vulnerable and she figures it is sorta impossible for HP Alpha Manly H's to REALLY not like plot moppets in the end. Things are just loverly between them, with plenty of boudoir bouncing and joyous grandparents to be and a sisterly invitation to dinner. The H is being extra nice to the h and they may have to find reinforcement slats for their mattress.
When they finally make it to dinner with the lil sis and the ex, the h remembers the H's friend stopped by and mentions it over dinner. Wolfie goes on point and seems to be rather angry that the h hadn't mentioned his guest earlier. The h soothes the situation by announcing her impending new arrival. The dinner goes fairly well after that and the H assures the h he isn't angry with her, but that night they don't have the usual boudoir bouncing and the h is feeling a bit rejected and fretful. Her fear increases when she wakes to hear the H talking in his sleep and calling out another woman's name.
This goes on for a few days and the h is having some really mopey moments. Then the H decides that they need to go away on a honeymoon and the h firmly refuses. She thinks her Wolfie is actually pining for another and she just can't bear to go pretending with a mate that so clearly loves another woman and doesn't even want his own little cub and probably only married her for the power rides.
The h goes to work and winds up having a weepy moment all over her ex, who tells her she has lost her mind cause any guy who works so hard to steal his girlfriend, dumps his admittedly hot but witchy sister on a dime and then rushes her into marriage is obviously into her. The h should just ask about the woman he keeps dreaming about and calling out her name in his sleep, it probably has a trivial explanation. Then Wolfie shows up and kinda apologizes in his Alpha Manly Non-Apology way and tells the h they are going away for a week. The h shows some feisty snark when she considers telling him to lump it, but she wants to go and get this situation sorted.
They go to a lovely little inn, but once again the four poster bed goes to waste as the h attacks the H with her own version of HP h carpet shagging mojo . They are both cast adrift on the passionate shoals of transcendent bliss afterglow, but then the h gets a bit of morning sickness and is frightened that it is going to irritate the H.
He is very nice about it and says all the right concerned things, and gives the h a lot of extra coddling with tea and toast, so the honeymoon is a big success - but the h doesn't mention the woman's name he had been calling in his sleep. The h feels that she and the H are going to be fine and is floating around in a bubble of sparkly love. Wolfie and the h are socializing and spending time together and even going over to the h's sister's for dinner on occasion - they just bring extra antacids.
One night the h and H and the ex and the h's sister also have to put up with the ex's mad wanna be OW sister - she is a solicitor in the H's law chambers and she thought she had first dibs on the H but he dumped her to stalk the h. The wanna be she cow OW makes a lot of nasty innuendos and then questions the paternity of the little wolf cub and taunts the h with being adopted. The H shows that it isn't really a joke that people think he is a cold deadly predator. As he promises dire retribution and the weeping of bovine wanna be OW if she bothers either him or the h again and then shows her to the door.
Then the h's sister mentions that the H is a widower. The h is shocked, she never even knew he was married before her. The h now begins to wonder if they even have a marriage at all or just a license to lurve club - surely married people talk to each other and share things and actually trust each other. The h is having another mopey moment and when the H's friend shows up again, the h has to dig deep to be even marginally hostessy but the man doesn't stay long and tells the h that he is actually popping in on his way to the airport. He wanders off and the h is startled when the H comes rushing in.
The h explains that his friend stopped by again and then the H sees the marriage certificate that shows he was a widower sitting on the table, and the h explains that her sister let the cat out of the bag about his former marriage and that she learned the woman's name from the H's dreams. The H seems to be at a bit of a loss and tells the h that it was twelve years ago so he still isn't in love with the dead wife, he has sworn off love forever.
The h then tells him that he did not ever have a problem taking her love, but since he isn't going to feel that way about her, she needs to go - babies don't stick to their own sides of houses and she is not into migration. The H refuses to let her leave. He says he can't let her go cause the friend who keeps stopping in is not a friend. The guy is the man who the H prosecuted and put in prison and then the guy attacked the H and he lost his eye and now he is stalking the H, the h and the h's family. The h has to stay until the bad man is caught, but the H won't pester her with his attentions, she is preggers and needs to be under his protection and she can leave when things are more settled. The H is very anxious that the pregnancy is proceeding normally.
The h agrees to stay until the H says it is safe, but they develop a rather armed truce and keep their distance from one another and never spend any time together. The h is having more weepy mopey moments. Especially when she really wants to leave the H and he tells her nothing has changed except they don't share a bed and the h sadly acknowledges that is true, they never really shared anything and runs from the room as the H is saying he did not mean it like that.
The h is slowly going stir crazy and then her sister, messenger of all really pertinent information, storms over to yell about the evil guy and reveals the fact that now the evil guy is caught. The h is in for another shock, because the H knew a few days earlier and never told her. The h confronts the H and tells him that she is ready to move out. She is walking out of the room when the H tells her "Please don't leave me". The h turns around in shock cause our Alpha Wolfie is CRYING! He grabs her and holds her close and tells her his loves her madly and he will do anything she wants if only she will stay. The h is crying, Wolfie is crying and I admit a I had a little tear in my eye too as the whole sad story comes tumbling out.
When the H was young and kinda dumb, he fell in love with a really nice girl who wanted the H and huge family. But she kept losing the babies at the midway point and she refused to accept that she just couldn't carry a baby. The H was devastated, but he couldn't cry when his first wife demanded that he grieve with her. Finally the first wife got really depressed and committed suicide and our Wolfie decided to wall himself off emotionally ever since.
But the h crept under his Wolf vigilance and stuck herself right in his heart. When he met the h she knocked him for six, but he still felt guilty that he couldn't help his first wife. Then when the h got preggers, the H really panicked cause he was afraid she would lose the baby. He really, really wanted the h and the baby but he had the Alpha Manly Control thing going on and couldn't share his anxiety. The H has a really happy moment when he feels the baby move. The h totally understands everything now and is all about lurving it up and make up clubbing, vowing to never, never leave the H - they are in it together forever.
We get a nice little epilogue where the H and h have their fourth anniversary and three kids-- a little girl and two little boys. The Wolf is now the bestest Cub Daddy ever and the h's sister and the ex are expecting their own visit from the cabbage leaf delivery service. The evil bad guy got killed in prison and the H and h are mating it up for the big HPlandia HEA.
This one is a winner, I put it on the required HP reading list cause CM takes the most Alpha of the Alpha's and makes him into a really great guy by the end. The h has a backbone but doesn't give up on her love until it seems she just has no choice and when put to the real test, the H totally comes through for a highly believable and excellent HEA.
Give this one a go if you want a Romance, there is drama and angst, but it is so well done and so well plotted that you just can't help but think this is one of those HP trips you will take again and again just to re-experience the happy glow of truly destined lovers all over again.