I really don't know what this author was thinking when he or she wrote this book. I am a huge fan of vampire books period and I try to be positive in all my reviews. But-because there is always a but-I could not find one thing I like about it. In fact I am still amazed at how many other reviewers have stated how much they loved this book. However, I have yet to see one of them give a good explanation of "why"; they indeed love it!!! So, I wanted to go over some of the aspects in this book; I don’t want to give any major things away. But I do want people to be informed before they decided to throw away their time on something this horrible.
The main character Jespa is not a good person, rather I found myself wanting to punch her in the face; she is the type of character that you learn to hate after the 1st page that contains her major characteristics . Jespa has had a hard life and works at a bar to support herself, the author makes you feel like this character is strong; but in fact you see her do stupid things. Right after you are told she is strong, you learn that she has found out that her so called first love is cheating on her with her close friend that she allowed to move into her home. And instead of her confronting them, she runs off crying and can barely hold herself together and on top of that she allows them to continue to stay in her apartment. Now-Really? How strong is this character? But instead of moving forward in a positive way, Jespa leaves work that night with one of her co-worker (who is a guy) and finally sleeps with one of the guy’s gay roommates (named Craig). Not to mention Craig is in a relationship with this really sweet guy named Martin. How nasty??? This should tell you a lot about how this character operates. Then she has a friend named Kristine that was a very likable character and had shared a lot of her inter most secrets with Jespa. Well, Kristine had been dreaming about Julien (who is a vampire) every since she was little and when it is time for Kristine to be turned into a vampire; Jespa shows up to ruin her perfect moment. Wait, let me say this right quick-I do believe that Kristine thought that her and Julien would be together and from how and what he said to her, I believed that too. But guess who is there (when it is time for Kristine to be turned)…yep, you guessed right-Jespa!!! And when Julien goes to turn Jespa, they have a sexual experience right in front of Kristine!!! What a friend right? Not only does Jespa want Julien, she also wants Martin (he was Craig’s boyfriend), but after she slept with Craig; Martin broke up with him (Craig). And needless to say all this book was basically about her, I so didn’t feel like the author gave the other character enough “face time”; because if she had…then this book would have been much better. Because with the information you get, you are too focused on what a horrible character Jespa is and how she is only out for herself. You try to focus on the plot, but it is futile at the least.
The vampires in this world:
1. Can't go out during the day.
2. They feed from humans and animals alike.
3. At one point in the story, vampires don’t realize that they can have sex; because they usually share what is called “The Circle of Love”. Meaning they feed from (humans or animals), then when they want to be intimate; they exchange blood with each other (vampires).
4. Must vampires get to a certain age and finally walk into the sun, to commit suicide; and yet I have no idea why this is. (Better yet, the author did mention that because the oldest vampire eventually hands down knowledge to a younger vampire; but still the description of this belief is still unclear.
5. These vampires can come to people in their dreams, perform mind control, mind tricks and varies other telepathic things.
Plot: Now, this is only what I think I should have gotten out of reading this book. Almost forget, there is the aspect of reincarnation in this story. The whole events in this book were to lead up to the Chosen One (who is Jespa) getting rid of a demon or demons that had been living for some time, the main demon had been in Julien’s dad or was Julien’s dad. I am still unsure about that one. And the vampires are supposedly gods and rule over Dusk, Dawn, and Day & Night. And these positions were offer to the vampires by Jespa after she destroyed the demon. And finally Jespa is a god or one of the heavenly gods. I just don’t get any of the stories; it is almost like my time had been wasted on reading this; because I didn’t understand the plot of the book.