It’s been a while since a book kept me up till three in the morning. This was haunting, beautiful, and tragic. A gripping psychological thriller full of intense moments and downright scary situations. The book does not hold back. Adult read and adult themes for sure. It reminded me a little of “You” meets “Misery” but with its own unique direction. I love when a story can embed itself into my head and make me question my moral compass.
From the start, the struggles of Alex Alphine are apparent and what initially hooked me. She’s an author and working mother trying to support her daughter. Her book sales flop and a minimum wage job aren’t cutting it. Doesn’t help that her husband is not only lazy, but emotionally abusive. I could not stand Peter. Ugh! Alex’s troubles only increase when obsessed fan, Jamie, forces his way into her life. Stalking turned into kidnapping, he refuses to let Alex throw away her writing career.
I don’t want to go too into what happens between the two because of fear of potential spoilers, but I want to go over them as characters. I would say they are complex inside and out. To say they stretched my mind in every direction is an understatement. As the story progresses, the reader gets to peel back each layer of Alex and Jamie, which is done so delicately. There is much more to them than meets the eye. They are both troubled individuals with horrific pasts who are just trying to survive their traumas. The pain that bleeds from each line, each paragraph, especially from Alex, is so incredibly loud that I found myself screaming back at them in hopes that my consolation could be heard.
Overall, complete page-turner. This author is now on my radar.
Favorite quote:
“Everyone has their scars. Some people just don’t wear them on the outside, but you can bet they’re still there. Everyone you see on the streets has their own mask of strength on. I think that’s what adulthood is. Pretending that you’ve got it all together when really, you’re confused inside.”