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133 pages, Paperback
First published May 1, 1979
Folding a shirt, a woman stands
still for a moment, to recall
warmth of flesh; her careful hands
heavy on a sleeve, recall
a gesture, or the touch of love;
she leans against the kitchen wall,
listening for a word of love,
but only finds a sound like fear
running through the rooms above.
With folded clothes she folds her fear,
but cannot put desire away,
and cannot make the silence hear.
Unwillingly she puts away
the bread, the wine, the knife,
smooths the bed where lovers lay,
while time's unhesitating knife
cuts away the living hours,
the common rituals of life.
- Folding a Shirt, pg. 6
Exciting not by excitment only; subtler:
'beautiful & unhappy''s not enough:
a woman engrossed
in delight or anguish or simply in passing
from point to point: stretched proudly
ready to twang or sing at pluck or stroke.
Northward: now her green eyes
are looking looking for a door
to open in a wall where
there's no door, none unless she make it:
an ice-wall to be broken by hand. Northward
in fact and in fact:
now her green eyes
spend their sea-depth & glitter
remotely; she's gone, who stays so strangely.
And we - we look at each other:
'Where should this music be?'
- A Woman, pg.12-13
If now you cannot hear me, it is because
your thoughts are held by sounds of destiny
or turn perhaps to darkness, magnetized,
as a doomed ship upon the Manacles
is drawn to end its wandering and down
into the stillness under rock and wave
to lower its bright figurehead; or else
you never heard me, only listening
to that implicit question in the shade,
duplicity that gnaws the roots of love.
If not I cannot see you, or be sure
you ever stirred beyond the walls of dream,
rising unbroken battlements, to a sky
heavy with constellations of desire,
it it because those barricades are grown
too tall to scale, too dense to penetrate,
hiding the landscape of your distant life
in which you move, as birds in evening air
far beyond sight trouble the darkening sea
with the low piping of their discontent.
- The Barricades, pg. 21-22
A night that cuts between you and you
and you and you and you
and me : jostles us apart, a man elbowing
through a crowd. We won't
look at each other, either -
wander off, each alone, not looking
in the slow crowd. Among sideshows
under movie signs,
pictures made of a million lights,
giants that move and again move
again, above a cloud of thick smells,
franks, roasted nutmeats -
Or going up to some apartment, yours
or yours, finding
someone sitting in the dark:
who is it, really? So you switch the
light on to see: you know the name but
who is it?
But you won't see.
The fluorescent light flickers sullenly, a
pause. But you command. It grabs
each face and holds it up
by the hair for you, mask after mask.
You and you and you and I repeat
gestures that make do when speech
has failed and talk
and talk, laughing, saying
'I', and 'I',
meaning 'Anybody'.
No one.
- People At Night, Derived from Rilke, pg. 33-34
'The will is given us that
we may know that
delights of surrender.' Blake with
tense mouth, couched small (great forehead,
somber eye) amid a crowd's tallness in a narrow room.
The same night
a bird caught in my room, battered
from wall to wall, missing the window over & over
(till it gave up and
huddled half-dead on a shelf, and I
put up the sash against the cold)
and waking at dawn I again
pushed the window violently down, open
and the bird gathered itself and flew
straight out
quick and calm (over the radiant chimneys -
- The Flight, pg. 34
Not to take
that which is given, to overlook
the grace of it (these gradments
of lives, broken off for you, or
you might say drops of quicksilver
alive, rolling for your eyes' pleasure)
not to take - th t's
the morality:
only desire for money is proof
money's deserved:
only expect echoes
merit attention
not generosities; that the one ('pointless')
lights itself, its whole span
minute to minute, 'perception
to perception,' - no crises
dearly bought, forced up by leverage -
but all of certain
minutes of a certain life,
while the other ('unpayable')
lets you in - in! - to the presence of
two, alone, who speak
for a long time, a long
time hardly moving,
as people speak when alone, late, at last,
at last speaking.
God knows there's enough
deprivation without
self-deprivation - because they tell you
the rules are broken! They gull you!
Let you senses work, let
your head heave its head. The end
is pleasure, and the heart
of pleasure: enlightenment,
mystery:
rhythm
of their alternations, or best
rarest and best,
their marriage -
a grace, fire, bread, what
keeps you moving, keeps your eyes
wife with seeing,
having something to see.
- A Story, a Play, pg. 57-59
i
The peppertrees, the peppertrees!
Cats are stretching in the doorways,
sure of everything. It is morning.
But the peppertrees
stand aside in diffidence, with berries
of modest red.
Branch above branch, an air
of lightness; of shadows
scattered lightly.
A cat
close upon its shadow.
Up and up goes the sun,
sure of everything.
The peppertrees
shiver a little
Robust
and soot-black, the cat
leaps to a low branch. Leaves
close about him.
ii
The yellow moon dreamily
tipping buttons of light
down among the leaves. Marimba,
marimba - from beyond the
black street.
Somebody dancing,
somebody
getting the hell
outta here. Shadows of cats
weave round the tree trunks,
the exposed knotty roots.
iii
The man on the bed sleeping
defenseless. Look -
his bare long feet together
sideways, keeping each other
warm. And the foreshortened shoulders,
the head
barely visible. He is good.
let him sleep.
But the third peppertree
is restless, twitching
thin leaves in the light
of afternoon. After a while
it walks over and taps
on the upstairs window with a bunch
of red berries. Will he wake?
- Scenes from the Life of the Peppertrees, pg. 72-73
Maybe it is true we have to return
to the black air of ashcan city
because it is there the most life was burned,
as ghosts or criminals return?
But no, the city has no monopoly
of intense life. The dust burned
golden or violet in the wide land
to which we ran away, images
of passion sprang out of the land
as whirlwind or red flowers, your hands
opened in anguish or clenched in violence
under that sun, and clasped my hands
in that place to which we will not return
where so much happened that no one else noticed,
where the city's ashes that we brought with us
flew into the intense sky still burning.
- Obsessions, pg. 93
i
A noon with twilight overtones
from open windows looking down.
Hell! it goes by. The trees
practice green in faithful measure.
It could be what I'm waiting for is
not here at all. Yet
the trees have it, don't they?
Absorbed in their own magic,
abundant, hermetic, wide open.
ii
The painting within itself,
a boy that had learned to whistle,
a fisherman. The painting
living its magic, admitting
nothing, being, the boy
pushing his hands further into his
pockets, the fisherman
beginning the day, in dew and half-dark,
by a river whose darkness
will be defined as brown in a
half-hour. The painting
suspended in itself, an angler
in the suspense of daybreak,
whistling to itself.
iii
Where the noon passes
in camouflage of twilight
doesn't cease to look
into it from his oblique
angle, leafwise,
'. . . maintains dialog with his heart,'
doesn't spill the beans
balances like a papaya tree on a single
young elephant-leg.
iv
A glass brimming, not spilling,
the green trees
practising their art.
'A wonder
from the true world,'
he who accomplished it
'overwhelmed with the wonder
which rises out of his doing.'
- Notes of a Scale, pg. 103-105