Re Wanting - for all the PJ angst junkies out there, this one is for you! It has alllll the classic PJ h stereotypes, (in fact this storyline is practically the model for most HP's written today) and the usual PJ uber-Alpha H characteristics as well, (also traits predominate in the stories today).
HPLandia newcomers need to understand a few HPlandia rules before reading this book tho.
The first rule being that all models who are not an h in HPLandia are promiscuous, gold digging good time girls and therefore are fair game for whatever Alpha Male H who comes along to take one look and demand instant sexual gratification from them -- which they will instantly provide as soon as an acceptable price - Prada, diamonds and a luxury penthouse is settled upon.
The second rule being that if the model happens to be an HP h, she is still a virgin and exterior appearance to the contrary, not very responsive to men or normal relationships.
I know that sounds stereotyped and bad, but this is HPlandia and the rules were established like physics in the laws of the cosmos - even quantum can't change it.
It is interesting to see the contrast to the HP book blurb vs the M&B book blurp. IMO the M&B version is more accurate. The HP blurb wants the reader to believe that the h is some kind of male teasing vigilante, but in actuality she just lets them chase her and then turns them down as she was badly hurt by a man in her past who dated her, swore undying love which she returned, but in actuality was sleeping around with petite blondes (she is a tall brunette) while telling his friends that he will marry the h for the money her parents left her when they died. She dumps the former flame by pretending disinterest and moves in with her cousin in London and becomes a very successful model.
The H sees her picture and decides he has to have her. The h has a bit of a reputation for seeing lots of men and no one seems to care that she doesn't actually sleep with them, so the H gets her cousin to manipulate the h into a party he is at where he proceeds to tell her that he is going to sleep with her - pretty much whether she wants it or not. The h makes no bones about being repulsed and disgusted and goes home. He basically pressures the cousin and the man the cousin wants into forcing the h into his company. The h wants to be away from the H and so the cousin suggests an isolated Scottish cottage the h can go to for an extended stay. Needless to say, this was a machination of the H to get the h alone.
The h gets to the cottage, finds out she has been set up, tries to leave but gets snowbound and after several days finally gets drunk and succumbs to the H's advances. The H then finds out she is a virgin (after they go to bed) and completely rejects her. The h goes home, the cousin (who is an irresponsible twit and should have been horsewhipped) figured it would all be okay, (pimping her orphaned cousin out should be fine cause the h was really in love with him even though she said he repulsed her,) but feels a bit bad when the h tells her about the H's rejection - the cousin irked me a lot and the aunt wasn't much better in the end- cause the cousin was so sure the H really loved her.
Well the cousin was sure until the H started sleeping with a more experienced woman right away. The h, meanwhile goes home to help her aunt with her sick uncle and discovers she is preggers. She can't handle the thought of an abortion, so she decides to have the baby but not inform the H. Which I agreed with based on how decidedly weird the H was in setting her up and then dumping her once he figured out she wasn't a skank. The h's male cousin is really in love with her but she doesn't realize it until too late, she explains that she loves him like a brother and then the H shows up. The aunt sets it up so that the H gets her alone, (and in a way I can understand why she did it, but I did not like her for it,) and the H threatens all the usual H stuff of court, kidnapping etc unless the h marries him.
The h has convinced herself she lurves him by this time, and agrees and then suffers in silence while he dumps her in the country to skank around with his ladies in London. She goes into labor without him and the aunt lectures her about neglecting her husband (another reason to really dislike the lady, he is off ho'ing in London, insults her and can't stand to be around her and the h married him in part because her aunt thought it was the right thing to do) but the h basically goes home alone with a newborn alone.
The H shows up, gets jealous of his son breastfeeding and the h figures he is there to ask for a divorce, even though the H has stated that he won't divorce because of his son (he will just cheat on her all over the place and get into the newspapers with his lady-friends as well), so she decides to seduce him one last time.
Sex apparently makes the H avow a bit of love and confess his jealousy and HEA. Forget about the ladies he was sleeping with in London and will sleep with again, they aren't even mentioned, the h is just happy he lurves her a little bit and she can have more kids, he doesn't swear fidelity and I guess he figured with the country home and the London penthouse he can continue to split up his lifestyle as long as he keeps her preggers and into motherhood.
Needless to say this isn't one of my favorite PJ's - I love her ones where she has beta males or alpha's pretending to be beta and I really love the ones where she keeps both H and h celibate for twenty years, but IMO she makes her uber Alpha's too distant and detached so they always come off as sociopaths with the h's being pathetic doormats who will do anything because they mistake a physical passion for love.
This book really shows a bit of the dark side of the standard HP trope of ultra feminine doormat virgin and oversexxed uber Alpha Male. I had a hard time believing the HEA 30 years ago when I first read it and really did not believe it this time around at all.
Still it is a classic PJ and while I did not like the characterizations, the writing and the angst are highly entertaining--just don't think too seriously about the very real sexism and discrimination behind the facade of a romance and maybe have some adult beverages with cookies to boost the rosy glasses glow and you should be fine.