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56 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1945
Coming down to Catherine's room, I begged her to look at my face; I said to her: "Don't you see that it is the exact representation of the world?" (p. 15)
TRIGGER WARNING'as savanoriškas vėmimas
This was the first stage of my identification with the external world. I was the car. the car had jammed on account of me, because I, too, was jammed between Saint-Martin and Spain. I was horrified by my own power. At that time, I was still limited to my own solar system, and was not aware of other people's systems, the importance of which I realise now. (p. 7)
I had heard about several pavilions; the largest one was very luxurious, like a hotel, with telephones and unbarred windows; it was called Abajo (Down Below), and people lived there very happily. To reach that paradise, it was necessary to resort to mysterious means which I believed were the divination of the Whole Truth. I was meditating on the manner in which I could get there as rapidly as possible when I was warned by the arrival of Moro, the dog, of Don Luis's visit. His expression was so different from yesterday's that it seemed to me that the world had turned backwards; with the night, his usual self-possession had vanished; he was disheveled, dirty, agitated, and behaved like a madman.I have previously read Carrington's The Hearing Trumpet, a novel about an older woman who, with the use of a hearing trumpet, discovers her family is plotting to institutionalize her, which I would say is based on some personal experience. Also a surrealist novel and one I highly recommend.
(p35)
“The room was papered with painted, silvery pine trees on a red background; a prey to the most complete panic, I saw pine trees in the snow. In the midst of convulsions, I relived my first injection, and felt again the atrocious experience of the original dose of Cardiazol: absence of motion, fixation, horrible reality. I did not want to close my eyes, thinking that the sacrificial moment had come and determined to oppose it with all my strength.”