Burnt out and afraid to feel, Roger is the stone cowboy, an American expatriate reluctantly in Bolivia and trying to get out any way he can. Possible plans for escape include duping a fellow gringo named Agnes who is searching for her brother. She needs Roger's worldly know-how, he needs her money. Roger signs on as her unlikely guide through a horrifying Third World gauntlet as they pursue the magician brother, who dabbles in Russian roulette for amusement while looking for a mystical source of real magic no longer available in the First World. The brother also seems to have taken up residence with an international hood who shares his interest in how things disappear. Meanwhile, Agnes and Roger find that their wounded spirits become agents of redemption for each other.
I read this book years ago but when I recently sorted through my library, I couldn't remember a thing about it, which surprised the heck out of me as I went along. It is not a forgettable story, it is very vivid, darkly comic at times, but generally just dark and mostly sad. How could I have forgotten this book? I can only assume that I read it during one of my own dark spells. I had a few years of fuzziness while my health played games with me. I must have read it then. I know this time it will be hard to forget, hard to stop thinking about it, almost as hard for me to get out of Bolivia as it was for Roger. But did he ever get out of the country?
We meet Roger just as he is leaving prison in La Paz. Roger has roamed the world for years, trying the various drugs available, and basically just being a no good bum surviving in whatever manner he can.
All he wants to do now is leave Bolivia and go home. Give a normal life a try again. Maybe this time he will be able to fit, you know?
But how to do that? Enter Agnes, the last person in the world you might expect to find in a rugged place like Bolivia. She is looking for her brother but she speaks no Spanish and is not at all a Woman Of The World.
Well, it just happens that Roger saw the brother performing magic tricks in the plaza, and he promises to help Agnes find him. But is brother Jonathan really worth all the effort, all the hardship these two endure during their search? Will Roger yield to his baser instincts and steal everything from Agnes, leaving her abandoned and nearly helpless? Or does he discover a slight connection with a surprisingly decent human being deep inside his stone cowboy self?
All he wants is to get away from Bolivia. And he wants his heart back. He wants to BE again, or maybe BE for the first time in his life.
I'm curious about whether or not Bolivia is or ever was the way it is depicted here. If so, it would be a sad place to try to live, even beyond the expected difficulties of the altitude and climate. It appears in the book as both a place of magic and a place of horror.
I never expected to like Roger as much as I did by the end of the book. I hope he does end up getting his heart back. There is no clear black and white result for him. The reader gets to decide. It would be easy to say oh, THIS will happen next, simply because of the other characters involved in the final pages and the events on those pages. But who knows?
I've thought about the book all day and I've changed my last-night's rating from four to five stars. I think both the book and Roger deserve that.
It took me about 20 pages to get used to the author's style, but after that I really enjoyed this book - a very different read for me and one that I stumbled upon on the recommendation of my hubby. He really enjoyed it and said I should read it. Given I enjoy a good romance, I loved the unfolding relationship between Roger and Agnes - this was the highlight of the book for me. Also, Roger's growth from the weakling described in the early chapters through to the man who can live up to the word 'hero' and who really becomes Agnes' equal. I also loved the Bolivian setting and the background of the drug trade - really well described - and I found it set up the atmosphere and the bleak mood of the story so very well. But the ending!! This book lost a star for the ending which I didn't understand at all. Way too obtuse for me and I felt I'd invested so much with Roger and Agnes through all their travels and troubles, I wanted something far more concrete to finish.
A psychedelic trip through Peru, featuring a burned-out loser who sometimes acts ethically and often has visions and a woman looking for her magician-brother. Jacobs evokes just how hard it is to live in Peru--for anyone, but especially, of course, for the poor. There is a moral, philosophical aspect to Jacobs writing, including his spy novel, that I find appealing and unforced. In that sense, he reminds me of Graham Greene. Fine writer.
I'm biased, because a few years before the book came out I wandered along the same route as the main character. Very evocative of places I spent time in. Absorbingly written, too -- though I wonder what readers with no particular interest in Bolivia would think.
I read about this book in "The Believer." It was mentioned in the same breath as "Swimming in The Volcano," which is great. I don't know what the reviewer was talking about, however, in regards to this book because it reads like low brow bullshit and pretty much sucks.