1.5 stars
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First of all, let me clear something.
America is NOT just the United States. It's a fucking continent that includes 35 countries, including my country, yes. But I'm not gonna name all of the 35 countries (North America, Central America, South America and the Carribean). It's a big issue whenever I hear/read "America" just making reference to the US. No, people. Let's not minimize or ignore the other countries.
In Spanish, we don't call it "americans". We call it "estadounidenses" and that's exactly how I'm gonna refer to them, or US to the country. Not America.
In one of my Cultural Studies class, someone asked us "What's America?" and I clearly said this: "America is a continent, but people (I'm not saying everyone, ok?) tend to think first in the US, when it's not like that. Hola, amixes, sí, existimos. No sólo es Estados Unidos; hay muchos países que hablamos español y que existimos también. Gracias."
Now, let's move to the review.
I'm terribly disappointed. I honestly thought that this book was gonna be filled with mystery/thriller, but I found myself getting bored and predicting many "plot twists" of this book.
"Nothing ever happens in a sleepy town like Middlebrook. Until the residents are shaken to their core, when one hot Saturday afternoon, at a back-to-school party, nine children sneak into a barn...and only eight come out unharmed.
The press immediately starts asking questions. What type of parents let their children play unsupervised in a house with guns? What kind of child pulls the trigger on their friend? And most importantly: of the nine children who were present in that barn, which one actually pulled the trigger, and why are the others staying silent?"
That's the synopsis of this book. So, I told myself "this gonna be amazING", and guess who's not amazed anymore with this? Yup, me.
Let's start with the characters.
We have six families involved in this problem. It's supossed that we have different characters and personalities, but they all felt the same: empty and flat. All the characters lacked of personality and I got to think that all of them were the same.
The adults think and speak like children. And the children think and speak like adults. Oh my Gods. This was confusing and amusing at the same time. The adults seemed more like children and viceversa. And it wasn't a funny thing trying to figure it out if the one who was talking was a child or an adult.
The writing wasn't something that I liked. Also, many of the dialogues weren't logical at all.
There was this character, Priscilla, who kept repeating people's words, but in questions.
Here, let me show you.
"No, but I'm saying there have been suggestions that she's unpopular."
"Unpopular?"
And so it goes.
Now, the "plot."
I didn't find one. And I ketp guessing several "plot twists".
Also, I dont' quite know if this was about the kids's secret, the guns or what.
First, I don't know how's the thing of firearms on the US, how los estadounidenses deal with it, but I guess there are laws that say that you need some permissions to have a gun legally. Well, unfortunately, here the thing is different.
In my country, you still need to have permit to carry a gun, to keep it on your house, etc. But the detail is this: people has guns ilegally, gangs sell them and all that bullshit, so you can get one really easily. I'm not normalizing this. No. But we're so used to read in the newspaper about some shooting, or to see in the news that some gang killed someone.
Latinoamérica, pls, saben de qué estoy hablando y no me van a dejar mentir con que es terriblemente común que por día haya más de 10 muertos debido a algún arma de fuego. Y, además, contemos a aquellos de los que nunca se sabe nada que han muerto. Estamos acostumbrados a ello, con que cerca de donde vivimos haya tiroteos o disparos con regularidad (incluso donde yo vivo se da eso) porque, equis, ✨somos✨ tercermundistas✨.
Dealing with guns is serious, people. I'm still trying to understand how people can feel safe knowing that are firearms on their houses. I'd be scared as hell. Yes, it's some people work to carry guns, but teaching to your own kids (mostly, minors) to shoot? That's so twisted. I don't know how the US works with this, but it's fucked up.
This book touches that topic: guns. Priscilla tries to make people realize that it's not right to have firearms on people's houses and I honestly agree. I mean, her daughter was hurted and almost dies because someone shooted at her. tHEY'RE ALL KIDS OF ELEVEN AND THIRTEEN YEARS OLD. OH MY FUCKING GODS. How or why the fuck do y'all normalize have guns on their houses? Nu-uh, this is a big no from me.
This is a big deal, honestly. And at the end, all it's forgiven because... They were children. I mean, I don't blame or excuse that, but I do blame the fact that parents normalize that shit and feel like it's their duty to have them.
I felt this book very white. And the only poc was like "yeah, I wanna be AmErIcAn".
I guess this book would've been good if there were real and actual mystery and thriller on it. Not just a bunch of kids and adults (you don't know who is who anymore) keeping secrets and repeatint each others' final words.
So, nope.