2.5 stars & 3/10 hearts. Okay, I wanted to love this… I really did. But it just wasn’t my cup of tea. It could (and is!) totally other people’s type, but I just didn’t jive with it. So take this all with a pinch of salt as my personal opinion.
First off, I haven’t read much dystopian, but what really confused me was that it was a sort of contemporary dystopian? Most things were totally contemporary, and then there was all this stuff that wasn’t, and I got dreadfully confused trying to figure out if it was code words for things we actually have, or if it was totally made up. (For example, Kiera had a “public journal” which I finally understood to be a blog or social media account… but at the beginning I was so confused why the girl was sharing her diary publicly, haha! And the radiation completely blew my mind. I could not figure out what was going on with the food and thunderstorms). Personally, I struggled with feeling everything was negative and fear-ridden. I just don’t handle books where the government and everything connected to it (courts, police, army, restaurants) is this BIG BAD MONSTER. It wears me out and depresses me. And the church issue really made me personally uncomfortable. However, the setting was a good warning of what our world may come to, with the truth being suppressed and monitored—and a warning to hypocritical Christians and complacent churches!
The draft rather bugged me. I didn’t get why it was such a big deal? First off, no one ever explained really why they were so against it. And then no one else was drafted, or really in danger… it just disappeared and I felt like it was purely added to create the marriage of convenience situation. I was also really confused how she got away by “becoming the mother” of a toddler, while options for terminating pregnancies were given so being a mother wasn’t an excuse. Perhaps I read over that too quickly, and it’s on me, but it never made any sense to me. I also thought she made the skip from babysitter to mommy way too fast (and I speak here as a big sister who had to play mother to kids for a couple days all alone… it’s not easy). But she was a great babysitter and a really cute mother and wife, and I did feel for her with her confusion and fear and desire to be perfect… <3
I felt that the big climax came out of nowhere, and really seemed to have no reason except to make life harder for Kiera. And it made no sense to me… it was such a flagrant piece of injustice and lying that I had a hard time swallowing it, even in the setting. It felt like it was just added on to force Brennan and Kiera into loving each other? I don’t know. I felt like the story had 3 different climaxes and none of them were connected, just added and then disappearing—and for no reason except drama. I felt like all the emotion was shown instead of felt, and I wasn’t able to feel with the characters… except in anxiety, haha. And the story didn’t feel resolved to me. On the other hand, I appreciated seeing Thorne’s good testimony, and how his story helped bring people (back) to Christ. And the thread about the sparrows was very sweet. I adored the poem at the end! The sudden insertion of embryo adoption surprised me, but kudos to the author for tackling the topic, and she piqued my interest into checking this out. Sounds like it’s an unknown that really ought to be heard of more!
The characters didn’t really grab me, but Jade was cute, and I loved Kiera’s sweet relationship with her parents. And Destiny’s friendship was adorable! Kent was fascinating, Aric was pretty cute, and I enjoyed the moments of everyday banter.
Unfortunately, as I said before, this just didn’t turn out to be my type of book, but I’ve read and loved the author’s other books and totally plan to again. I look forwards to her next novel with anticipation. And maybe I’ll try this one again in a year or two and see if I can appreciate it more!
Content: a lot of talk about embryo storage and embryo adoption. Mention it can affect a mother’s fertility. A certain woman has two children out of wedlock. Mention of women soldiers. Anti-abortion marching. Mention that embryos are killed after 2 years of waiting.
A Favourite Quote: “I just hate that the sparrows still fall, you know? … But I keep reminding myself that, whatever happens, He is still good.”
A Favourite Beautiful Quote: Rain streaked her window, and lightning angled across the sky in a fierce storm. A raindrop rolled down the window, and she traced its path with her finger. So many tears.
A Favourite Humorous Quote: “Oh my goodness, dear! You nearly gave me a heart attack when I recognized the truck. What are you all doing out this way?” ....
“The farms we usually go to are having the blight, so we went to Tatler today instead; but they didn’t have good eggs, so here we are,” Kiera explained with a wide smile.
“And anyway, we like giving out heart attacks to people who run with pitchforks,” Brennan said from next to Kiera.