damn there's some good stuff in here. and below are some of my faves from this crepuscular collection!
PATIO
With evening
the two or three colors of the patio grew weary.
The huge candor of the full moon no longer enchants its usual firmament.
Patio: heaven's watercourse.
The patio is the slope
down which the sky flows into the house.
Serenely
eternity waits at the crossway of the stars.
It is lovely to live in the dark friendliness of covered entrance way, arbor, and wellhead.
IN PRAISE OF DARKNESS
Old age (the name that others give it)
can be the time of our greatest bliss.
The animal has died or almost died.
The man and his spirit remain.
I live among vague, luminous shapes
that are not darkness yet.
Buenos Aires,
whose edges disintegrated
into the endless plain,
has gone back to being the Recoleta, the Retiro,
the nondescript streets of the Once,
and the rickety old houses we still call the South.
In my life there were always too many things.
Democritus of Abdera plucked out his eyes in order to think:
Time has been my Democritus.
This penumbra is slow and does not pain me;
it flows down a gentle slope,
resembling eternity.
My friends have no faces,
women are what they were so many years ago,
these corners could be other corners, there are no letters on the pages of books.
All this should frighten me, but it is a sweetness, a return.
Of the generations of texts on earth
I will have read only a few-
the ones that I keep reading in my memory,
reading and transforming.
From South, East, West, and North
the paths converge that have led me
to my secret center.
Those paths were echoes and footsteps,
women, men, death-throes, resurrections, days and nights,
dreams and half-wakeful dreams,
every inmost moment of yesterday
and all the yesterdays of the world,
the Dane's staunch sword and the Persian's moon,
the acts of the dead,
shared love, and words,
Emerson and snow, so many things.
Now I can forget them.
I reach my center,
my algebra and my key,
my mirror.
Soon I will know who I am.
INSCRIPTION ON ANY TOMB
Let not the rash marble risk
garrulous breaches of oblivion's omnipotence, in many words recalling name, renown, events, birthplace.
All those glass jewels are best left in the dark.
Let not the marble say what men do not.
The essentials of the dead man's life-the trembling hope,
the implacable miracle of pain, the wonder of sensual
delight—
will abide forever.
Blindly the uncertain soul asks to continue
when it is the lives of others that will make that happen, as you yourself are the mirror and image of those who did not live as long as you and others will be (and are) your immortality on earth.
from ALMOST A LAST JUDGEMENT:
Ive fixed my feelings into durable words when they could’ve been spent on tenderness. Water keeps flowing freely in my mouth and poems don’t deny me their music. I feel the terror of beauty; who will dare condemn me when this great moon of my solitude forgives me.
from WHERE CAN THEY HAVE GONE:
Nothing improves a reputation like confinement to a grave.
A SATURDAY
A blind man living in a hollow house Exhausts his certain narrow corridors And puts his hands on the expansive walls And the smooth glass of the interior doors And the rough-textured bindings of the books Forbidden to his love and the unpolished Silver that belonged to his ancestors And the old water spigots and the moldings And one or two stray pennies and the key.
He is alone and no one is in the mirror.
Going or coming. His knuckles graze the border Of the first shelf. Without deciding to He has stretched out on the solitary bed And senses that the acts he executes Interminably in his twilit hour Obey a game he doesn't understand And that an enigmatic god conducts.
In a loud voice he rhythmically repeats
Some fragments from the classics and rehearses
Variations of verbs and epithets
And, good or bad, at last he writes this poem.
SLEEP
The night assigns us its magic task. To unravel the universe, the infinite ramifications of effects and causes, all lost in that bottomless vertigo, time.
Tonight the night wants you to forget your name, your elders and your blood, every human word and every tear,
what you would have learned from staying awake, the illusory point of the geometricians, the line, the plane, the cube, the pyramid, the cylinder, the sphere, the sea, the waves, your cheek on the pillow, the coolness of the fresh sheet, gardens, empires, the Caesars and Shakespeare and the hardest thing of all, what you love.
Oddly enough, a pill can erase the cosmos and erect chaos.
THE LIMIT (La Cifra)
The silent friendship of the moon (I misquote Virgil) has kept you company since that one night or evening now lost in time, when your restless eyes first made her out for always in a patio or a garden since gone to dust.
For always? I know that someday someone will find a way of telling you this truth:
"You'll never see the moon aglow again.
You've now attained the limit set for you by destiny. No use opening every window throughout the world. Too late. You'll never find her.
Our life is spent discovering and forgetting that gentle habit of the night.
Take a good look. It could be the last.