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128 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1980
Let me tell you
that this weekend Sunday
morning in the country
fills my soul
with tranquil joy
- June 30, 1974 (pg. 5)
The plants against the light
which shines in (it's four o'clock)
right on my chair: I'm in my chair:
are silhouettes, barely green,
growing black as my eyes move right,
right to where the sun is.
- Dec 29, 1974 (pg. 13)
Tomorrow is St. Valentine's:
tomorrow I'll think about
that. Always nervous, even
after a good sleep I'd like
to climb back into....
- February 13, 1975 (pg. 50)
A day in February: heart-
shaped cookies on St. Valentine's.
- Sleep (pg. 51)
July 8 or July 9 the eighth surely, certainly
1976 that I know
- The Morning of the Poem (pg. 57)
that fell and iced
the walks and streets
is melted off...
- The Snow (pg. 27)
in the garden. Sun
on the river
flashing past....
- We Walk (pg. 44)
...It was in
that apartment I just missed
meeting Brecht and T. S. Eliot.
I remember Chester so often saying
"Oh Wystan!" while Wystan looked
pleased at having stirred him up.
- Wystan Auden (pg. 28)
Doug (Douglas Chase, the poet)
had to work (he makes his bread
writing speeches)...
- Dining Out with Doug and Frank, II (pg. 32)
By the by did you know
that John Ashbery's grandfather
was offered an investment-in
when George Eastman founded his
great corporation? He turned it
down....
- Dining Out with Doug and Frank, II (pg. 32)
so I went with Frank (the poet,
he makes his dough as a librarian,
botanical librarian at Rutgers
and as a worker he's a beaver...
- Dining Out with Doug and Frank, II (pg. 32)
I always thought he would live
to a great age. He did not.
Wystan, kind man and great poet,
goodbye.
- Wystan Auden (pg. 30)
..."Your poems,"
a clunkhead said, "have grown
more open." I don't want to be open,
merely to say, to see and say, things
as they are. That at my elbow
there is a wicker table....
- Dec 29, 1974 (pg. 13)
The past ten months
were something else:
pneumonia, diabetes, a
fire in bed (extase, cauchemar,
sommeil dans un nid de flammes)
months getting skin
grafts for third-degree
burns (for laughs, try
sleeping in an airplane
splint) and getting
poisoned by the side
effects of a potent
tranquilizer: it took
two more months to
learn to walk again
and when I came out
feeling great wham
a nervous breakdown: four
weeks in another hospital.
- Afterward (pg. 22-23)
"Strange business" the chinky Chinaman said...
- The Morning of the Poem (pg. 57)
I pick up a loaded pen and twiddle it.
After the blizzard
cold days of shrinking snow.
At visiting hours the cars
below my window form up
in a traffic jam. A fast-
moving man is in charge,
herding the big machines
like cattle. Weirdly, it all
keeps moving somehow. I read
a dumb detective story. I
clip my nails: they are as hard
as iron or glass. The clippers
keep sliding off them. Today
I'm shaky. A shave, a bath.
Chat. The morning paper.
Sitting. Staring. Thinking blankly.
TV. A desert kind of life.
- Pastime (pg. 52)