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176 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1990
In what little van Gogh wrote about him, it’s clear that Roulin was alcoholic and republican – which is to say that his words and beliefs were republican, and he was, in fact, an alcoholic – with an atheistic deportment that the absinthe encouraged; he was a big talker, voluble and occasionally profane, but a good guy, and his fraternal behavior toward the suffering painter made this clear.
Francisco leans toward me, tells me, squinting, that with some dove feathers and some pink roses we’d have an angel presiding over a paradiso: he described it all, cattlemen, drunk painters, wasps fallen in wine, trees of paradise, and me with him, at his side. He laughs, his head in his arms on the table, amongst impeccable black hats and the carafes. He’s had a lot to drink.
My face was painted over two mornings, in the icy little temple I have already mentioned. The painting was all but finished before I had even arrived: it was of a tall Pierrot with his arms at his sides, standing there stupidly. What can I say? I haven’t any ambitions now, but on my way there I had hoped, for once, to find myself in the pose of prelate, or perhaps as a prophet…




Curse the world, it will reward you.
... And he did it in the old style or the new, the gothic manner or the antique, which seemed somehow fresher, with the soft Siennese touch or the Florentine precision, all shose thing that don't matter; ...
... you do nothing for hours until suddenly you rise, extending a theological hand that blesses the wall with a single stroke, and once again sit, meditating, frowning, discontent, perhaps that's all painting is, the perfection of a gesture and instant Revelation.