“I've been searching for you my entire life,” he said seriously. “You're the only one I want, now and forever.”
“I thought of a hundred ways to get under your skirts, and I decided the best plan was to hire you. But somewhere in the middle of my efforts to seduce you, I fell in love with you.”
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Who is the Hero?
Zachary Bronson, Age: 34
~ Zachary is new to wealth and new to London society, but according to him,
“He had made himself into a force to be reckoned with. He had sunk his financial tentacles into banks, businesses, real estate, investment trusts…it was likely that he had some kind of monetary affiliation, whether large or small, with every man of means in England.”
Zachary is good son and brother and takes care of his sister and his mother. A former pugilist, he’s a little rough around the edges.
According to the ton, Zachary was “outrageously, incomprehensibly rich, and he displayed nearly as much vulgarity as wealth.”
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Who is the Heroine?
Lady Holly Taylor, Age: mid to late 20’s, I think
~ Holly’s husband died three years ago of typhoid fever. She has a four year old daughter, Rose. After her husband died, she had to sell her home and is occupying two rooms in her in law”s residence.
She’s been in mourning for three years and is not ready to come back out into society.
“Now that all stages of mourning were finished, Holly had emerged from the dark and comforting shelter of the grieving period into a bright social world that had become terribly unfamiliar”
“She felt conspicuous in her aloneness, uncomfortable in her new identity as the Widow Taylor.”
Plot overview:
~ Zachary needs help understanding all the rules and social graces of proper society. He has servants that don’t properly run a household and a sister who needs to be taught how to be a proper lady so she can make a good match.
Zachary has a bit of an interlude with Holly at a ball
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“We're strangers in the darkness,” he whispered back. “We'll never be together like this again. No, don't pull away. Show me how an evening can be magical.”
After that, he is intrigued enough to seek her out and make an offer.
With these words, Holly was intrigued enough to meet with Zachary
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“Although I have never had the honor of making your acquaintance, I find that I have need of your assistance in a matter that concerns my household…”
And once she arrived - she found out the exactly what Zachary needed:
~“You are received everywhere, and you have knowledge and influence that I need. Badly. So I would like to employ you as a sort of…social guide.”
Of course - he did meet her acquaintance when he kissed her passionately at the ball, but Holly doesn’t know that he knows it was her (it was dark and they really couldn’t see each other). Also, if Holly moves in with this man and his family, she risks losing all her social standing and reputation. But when he offers her a huge sum of money in order to secure her daughter’s future, it’s an offer she can’t refuse.
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The following are my thoughts about this book:
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* * for a dead character, George certainly took centerstage in this book. I did a search and he was mentioned more than 260 times. :( I got very tired of constantly being told how perfect he was. He was on such a high pedestal I wanted to knock him off myself
* * I’m glad Holly’s first marriage was a love match. But…….see my next point -
* * Lady Holly…..Yes, I understand the era and the strict rules with which she was raised. However, where was her backbone and her ability to think for herself? I was really happy when she accepted Zachary‘s employment proposal thinking this would really show her character strength. But then she just couldn’t let go of George, and what George wanted, and what George meant to her, and what George wanted her to do, ……..and OMG. Could she think for herself?
* * I really, really don’t like it when the hero sleeps with other women after he has met the heroine. To be fair, the H/h weren’t having any sexy moments yet, but she was living with him. And Zachary desperately wanted Holly, but because he couldn’t have her he visited the brothel every single night and slept with a different woman. Not my favorite aspect of his character.
* * I needed more “cute kid” moments. I mean, you have an adorable 4 year old girl - the material was ripe for oozing adorableness…..sigh😕
* * When Holly and Zach finally got together, I was so happy the George drama was finally over. But nope - more unnecessary drama - thanks to George’s wishes. Ugh!!
* * way too much inner dialogue and descriptions. I got a bit bored.
* * Holly’s illness…..really??? And then when she “sees” George and he “allows” her to go to Zach - her soulmate - just ugh. After everything - that just made it feel like she couldn’t move on without, once again, getting direction from George.
**Overview:**
- Content Warning: loss of spouse
- Setting: London, 1830
- POV: Dual POV
- Tropes: historical, love after loss
- Hero likeable? yes. I really liked Zachary. He was described as “ambitious” and “energetic”. I found him to be determined, business savvy, caring, considerate, gentle thoughtful and strong.
- heroine likeable? she wasn’t my favorite. Her character is the reason I dropped this down to 3 stars
- h virgin? No
- First time they kiss: 3% (although he did initially think she was someone else- but we don’t know who).
- First time they sleep together: 70%
- Safe sex? it’s a historical - so nothing mentioned, which is common for this era
- First time they say I Love You 84%
- steamy? Yes. Descriptive bedroom scenes
- Chemistry? I wasn’t really feeling it. Nothing much happens between the kiss at 3% and when the sleep together at 70%. I’m sure it was missing something thanks to the dead husband constantly being mentioned
- OW/OM drama? Yes
- H/h cheat? No
- Time apart? about a month
- Did I skip pages? yes - I started skimming long passages of inner dialogue and descriptions
- Big secrets? Kind of. Holly doesn’t know Zachary is the man who kissed her on the veranda at the ball. She finds out around 62%
- Did I cry? No
- Did I laugh? No
- Did I swoon🥰? Yes. All the ways he spoiled the daughter and took care of his mom and sister gave him many swoony moments. Plus, when Holly had migraines and he rubbed her head and sat with her holding her hand…..Gah. ❤️
- Cliffhanger? No
- HEA? Yes
- Epilogue? about two months later
- Recommend? not really. This was definitely not my favorite LK historical.
Quotes:
“I would fight the world for you.”
“Men aren't like women,” he said raspily. “You prefer gentleness…all we require is enthusiasm.”
“I suspect if someone were drowning in quicksand, you would extort all manner of promises before throwing him a rope.”
He shrugged philosophically. “My sweet, that's the entire point of having the rope.”
“You're my entire life. If anything ever happens to you, Holly, there is nothing left for me.”