Luang Por Sumedho is a monk of the Thai Forest Tradition and the most senior western pupil of Ajahn Chah, and he helped set up the Chithurst and Amaravati Monasteries in UK. As of this year, when I read this book, he is 89. I attended an event earlier this year where Luang Por Sumedho was the guest speaker, and I could see that he is already very frail and needs support when he walks.
The reasons I picked up this book was because I head someone talked about Sumedho's experience of a high-pitched internal sound which he calls the pervasive sound of awareness. I also just finished reading a book on the history of the set-up of the Chithurst Monastery (actual name is Cittaviveka Monastery in Chithurst) and was curious about Luang Por Sumedho's teachings. Lastly, I was due to attend a meditation retreat led by 76 year old Luang Por Viradhammo who is a little more junior to Luang Por Sumedho and was part of the same team that helped set up Chithurst. I think they would have similar approaches so I decided to read this book before the retreat.
Here are the main points that resonated with me.
I hear this pervasive high-pitched sound now too. Once you hear it, you cannot un-hear it! When I pay attention, I am immediately aware of it and it helps me step back and bring my awareness to the background while still paying attention to the foreground sensory inputs. It really helps in immediately becoming more aware.
One of the chapters I enjoy is the one on "Simplicity". Sumedho said that we have complex personalities, overthink, are anxious, and are complicated by our memories and perceptions, and that we are always planning (so true - I am aware of these tendencies most acutely when I am meditating). He said that the Dhamma - Vinaya (that is the knowledge/teachings and the training/practise) aim to simplify things for us. And that we can adopt a trusting attitude towards our "intuitive awareness" to see and accept things "as they are". That we can avoid the "I should or shouldn't have" because these notions complicate life - we can just see that "it is as it is".
The chapter "Ending" especially resonated with me. He said that we can learn to observe the ebb and flow of life/events. Just notice it, and no need to be judgmental or critical. Eg this is the end of the meditation retreat, and just a week ago we just started. Things start and end, rise and fall. (I just listened to a talk by Master Sheng Yen today. He was a Taiwanese Chan monk who said exactly the same thing about a flower - when it wilts and dies, do not feel sad, or think too much about it philosophically. Just note that this is "as it is", "just as things are". This sounds so much like Sumedho's words). Sumedho said it is helpful to have s skillful relationship to emotion, reflect, see and receive it as it is (arising/ceasing/anatta), and that this is a very skillful way to resolve kamma. That this "still point of awareness" is the centrepoint of the turning of the world.
He said conditions are always changing, and that we can take refuge in our own ability to pay attention and be aware no matter what the conditions may be. That can experience timelessness because experience is always in the present. Time is the creation of the mind.
While we cannot control what we experience, awareness allows us to discern where wisdom can operate in our lives (vs habitual reactions).
Ultimately, the attitude of relaxed openness, flexibility, responsiveness and awareness is more important than technique in meditation. Because we can apply the same attitude to whichever meditation technique and it would still be very useful. He said mindfulness is actually very ordinary - it is about being aware of our body, postures, breathing, mood and mental state.
He said that there is the danger of us always depending on retreats or such extreme situations for mindfulness and then feeling you can't be mindful in daily life. He said don't believe such thoughts. That we when we are aware of our self criticisms, self judgments not as a critique but as an observer - this awareness becomes our refuge. It is not know-it-ll critique, a jackal, a tyrant. This is very important, otherwise we persecute ourselves endlessly. If jealousy is an emotion you are having at the time, then what does that feel like as a physical experience that is not a judgment?
Luang Por Viradhammo's approach during the meditation retreat I attended is the same. Attitude more important than technique. That what we experience is "not our fault" (don't be so hard on yourself because a lot of your response it is automatic and habitual which happens very fast) - but it is your responsibility to train and let yourself be more aware and investigate these responses, and then let them go. And that the whole purpose of meditation is to be aware of how our mind works - that simple.
Lovely teaching isn't it?