Henry Charles Bukowski (born as Heinrich Karl Bukowski) was a German-born American poet, novelist and short story writer. His writing was influenced by the social, cultural and economic ambience of his home city of Los Angeles.It is marked by an emphasis on the ordinary lives of poor Americans, the act of writing, alcohol, relationships with women and the drudgery of work. Bukowski wrote thousands of poems, hundreds of short stories and six novels, eventually publishing over sixty books
Charles Bukowski was the only child of an American soldier and a German mother. At the age of three, he came with his family to the United States and grew up in Los Angeles. He attended Los Angeles City College from 1939 to 1941, then left school and moved to New York City to become a writer. His lack of publishing success at this time caused him to give up writing in 1946 and spurred a ten-year stint of heavy drinking. After he developed a bleeding ulcer, he decided to take up writing again. He worked a wide range of jobs to support his writing, including dishwasher, truck driver and loader, mail carrier, guard, gas station attendant, stock boy, warehouse worker, shipping clerk, post office clerk, parking lot attendant, Red Cross orderly, and elevator operator. He also worked in a dog biscuit factory, a slaughterhouse, a cake and cookie factory, and he hung posters in New York City subways.
Bukowski published his first story when he was twenty-four and began writing poetry at the age of thirty-five. His first book of poetry was published in 1959; he went on to publish more than forty-five books of poetry and prose, including Pulp (1994), Screams from the Balcony (1993), and The Last Night of the Earth Poems (1992).
He died of leukemia in San Pedro on March 9, 1994.
I see you drinking at a fountain with tiny blue hands, no, your hands are not tiny they are small, and the fountain is in France where you wrote me that last letter and I answered and never heard from you again. you used to write insane poems about ANGELS AND GOD, all in upper case, and you knew famous artists and most of them were your lovers and I wrote back, it's all right, go ahead, enter their lives, I'm not jealous because we've never met, we got close once in New Orleans, one half block, but never met, never touched. so you went with the famous and wrote about the famous, and, of course, what you found out is that the famous are worried about their fame's, not the beautiful young girl in bed with them, who gives them that, and then awakens in the morning to write upper case poems about ANGELS AND GOD. we know God is dead, they've told us, but listening to you I wasn't sure. maybe it was the upper case. you were one of the best female poets and I told the publishers, editors, her, print her, she's mad but she's magic, there's no lie in her fire. I loved you like a man loves a woman he never touches, only writes to, keeps little photographs of. I would have loved you more if I had sat in a small room rolling a cigarette and listened to you piss in the bathroom, but that didn't happen. your letters got sadder. your lovers betrayed you. kid, i wrote back, all lovers betray. it didn't help. you said you had a crying bench and it was by a bridge and the bridge was over a river and you sat on the crying bench every night and wept for the lovers who had hurt and forgotten you. I wrote back but never heard again. a friend wrote me of your suicide 3 or 4 months after it happened. if I had met you I would probably have been unfair to you or you to me. it was best like this.
علي الرغم من غرابة أشعاره ، فإن هانك تشارلز بوكوفسكي مميز في هذه الغرابة ، فشعره مختلف تماما عن سائر الأدباء ، وعلي الرغم من حديثه عن العدمية أو العبثية مثله كمثل صموئيل بيكيت وأكتافيو باث وسيلفيا بلاث ، إلا أن كتاباته مميزة عنهم ، فنبرة الحزن في كتاباته تُمزج باللامبالاه والأمل أيضاً ، وبالتأكيد تتميز بالروح الفلسفية العالية علي الرغم من أنك لن تتفق مع كثير كثير من قصائده ، إلا أنه يجب الاعتراف ببراعته كشاعر وبراعته في الإتيان بأفكار لا تخطر لك علي بال وربما تكون معانيها أمام عينيك ، إلا أنك لم تفكر فيها من قبل
WRITING often it is the only thing between you and impossibility. no drink, no woman's love, no wealth can match it. nothing can save you except writing. it keeps the walls from failing. the hordes from closing in. it blasts the darkness. writing is the ultimate psychiatrist, the kindliest god of all the gods. writing stalks death. it knows no quit. and writing laughs at itself, at pain. it is the last expectation, the last explanation. that's what it is. 🇷🇸 🥣ukus-jeftinog vina "Pre nego što sam postao bogat i poznat samo sam sedeo,pio vino i blenuo u zidove." 🎧Zvuk-klasika na starom radio aparatu 💐miris-dim cigarete i dim uopšte. 🎨boja-crvena,boja krvi i boja crvenog vina 🐙dodir-oštar,hrapav,kao brada od tri dana 🎭identifikacija(likovi)-svi smo mi Bukovski oniliko koliko smo spremni da skinemo ružičaste naočare i pogledamo svet oko sebe širom otvorenih očiju 🤓👻🧙🏼♀️vizija(san)-nema sna,samo siva surova realnost 📝ekstra-To je Bukovski,ili ga voliš ili ga ne voliš. Jedinon što je nemoguće,nemoguće je ostati ravnodušan ✒ocena🔟 🇺🇸 🥣taste-cheap wine "Before I became rich and famous I just sat round drinking wine and staring at the walls." 🎧sound-classical music on an old radio 💐smell-"You don't smell like fire,'I yelled,'you smell like smoke!"🚬 🎨colour-red like blood and red like red wine 🐙touch-sharp,rough like a three day old beard 🎭identification(characters)-we are all Bukowski as much as we are ready to take off pink glasses and look at the world with oure eyes open wide 🤓🧙🏼♀️👻vision(dream)-don't dream,it's just grey hard reality 📝extra credit-This is Bukowski,you can love him,you can hate him. Only thing impossible is to stay indifferent ✒grade🔟
a smoky room at the edge, it’s always been a smoky room at the edge. the edge never goes away. sometimes you understand it better, sometimes you even talk to it, you might say, “hello, old friend,” but it has no sense of humor, it slams you in the gut, says, “this is a serious business, I’m here to kill you or drive you mad.” “all right,” you reply, “I understand.”
Charles Bukowsk's poetry is beautiful in terms of meaning and complicity, but it is not as swift as most of the contemporary poets to read it. His poems often talks about daily life and the loneliness and the life harshness. Overall, one can love most of his poems.
// the illusion is that you are simply reading this poem. the reality is that this is more than a poem. this is a beggar's knife. this is a tulip. this is a soldier marching through Madrid. this is you on your death bed. this is Li Po laughing underground. this is not a god-damned poem. this is a horse asleep. a butterfly in your brain. this is the devil's circus. you are not reading this on a page. the page is reading you. feel it? it's like a cobra. it's a hungry eagle circling the room.
this is not a poem. poems are dull, they make you sleep.
these words force you to a new madness.
you have been blessed, you have been pushed into a blinding area of light.
the elephant dreams with you now. the curve of space bends and laughs.
you can die now. you can die now as people were meant to die: great, victorious, hearing the music, being the music, roaring, roaring, roaring. // each man must realize that it can all disappear very quickly: the cat, the woman, the job, the front tire, the bed, the walls, the room; all our necessities including love, rest on foundations of sand - and any given cause, no matter how unrelated: the death of a boy in Hong Kong or a blizzard in Omaha ... can serve as your undoing. all your chinaware crashing to the kitchen floor, your girl will enter and you'll be standing, drunk, in the center of it and she'll ask: my god, what's the matter? and you'll answer: I don't know, I don't know ... // There is enough treachery, hatred violence absurdity in the average Human being to supply any given army on any given day
And the best at murder are those who preach against it And the best at hate are those who preach love And the best at war finally are those who preach peace
Those who preach god, need god Those who preach peace do not have peace Those who preach peace do not have love
Beware the preachers Beware the knowers Beware those who are always reading books Beware those who either detest poverty Or are proud of it Beware those quick to praise For they need praise in return Beware those who are quick to censor They are afraid of what they do not know Beware those who seek constant crowds for They are nothing alone Beware the average man the average woman Beware their love, their love is average Seeks average But there is genius in their hatred There is enough genius in their hatred to kill you To kill anybody Not wanting solitude Not understanding solitude They will attempt to destroy anything That differs from their own Not being able to create art They will not understand art They will consider their failure as creators Only as a failure of the world Not being able to love fully They will believe your love incomplete And then they will hate you And their hatred will be perfect
Like a shining diamond Like a knife Like a mountain Like a tiger Like hemlock
Their finest art // and the sun wields mercy but like a jet torch carried to high, and the jets whip across its sight and rockets leap like toads, and the boys get out the maps and pin-cushion the moon, old green cheese, no life there but too much on earth: our unwashed India boys crossing their legs,playing pipes, starving with sucked in bellies, watching the snakes volute like beautiful women in the hungry air; the rockets leap, the rockets leap like hares, clearing clump and dog replacing out-dated bullets; the Chinese still carve in jade,quietly stuffing rice into their hunger, a hunger a thousand years old, their muddy rivers moving with fire and song, barges, houseboats pushed by drifting poles of waiting without wanting; in Turkey they face the East on their carpets praying to a purple god who smokes and laughs and sticks fingers in their eyes blinding them, as gods will do; but the rockets are ready: peace is no longer, for some reason,precious; madness drifts like lily pads on a pond circling senselessly; the painters paint dipping their reds and greens and yellows, poets rhyme their loneliness, musicians starve as always and the novelists miss the mark, but not the pelican , the gull; pelicans dip and dive, rise, shaking shocked half-dead radioactive fish from their beaks; indeed, indeed, the waters wash the rocks with slime; and on wall st. the market staggers like a lost drunk looking for his key; ah, this will be a good one,by God: it will take us back to the sabre-teeth, the winged monkey scrabbling in pits over bits of helmet, instrument and glass; a lightning crashes across the window and in a million rooms lovers lie entwined and lost and sick as peace; the sky still breaks red and orange for the painters-and for the lovers, flowers open as they always have opened but covered with thin dust of rocket fuel and mushrooms, poison mushrooms; it's a bad time, a dog-sick time-curtain act 3, standing room only, SOLD OUT, SOLD OUT, SOLD OUT again, by god,by somebody and something, by rockets and generals and leaders, by poets , doctors, comedians, by manufacturers of soup and biscuits, Janus-faced hucksters of their own indexterity; I can now see now the coal-slick contaminated fields, a snail or 2, bile, obsidian, a fish or 3 in the shallows, an obloquy of our source and our sight..... has this happened before? is history a circle that catches itself by the tail, a dream, a nightmare, a general's dream, a presidents dream, a dictators dream... can't we awaken? or are the forces of life greater than we are? can't we awaken? must we forever, dear friends, die in our sleep? // these things that we support most well have nothing to do with up, and we do with them out of boredom or fear or money or cracked intelligence; our circle and our candle of light being small, so small we cannot bear it, we heave out with Idea and lose the Center: all wax without the wick, and we see names that once meant wisdom, like signs into ghost towns, and only the graves are real. // I can remember starving in a small room in a strange city shades pulled down, listening to classical music I was young I was so young it hurt like a knife inside because there was no alternative except to hide as long as possible— not in self-pity but with dismay at my limited chance: trying to connect.
the old composers — Mozart, Bach, Beethoven, Brahms were the only ones who spoke to me and they were dead.
finally, starved and beaten, I had to go into the streets to be interviewed for low-paying and monotonous jobs by strange men behind desks men without eyes men without faces who would take away my hours break them piss on them.
now I work for the editors the readers the critics
but still hang around and drink with Mozart, Bach, Brahms and the Bee some buddies some men sometimes all we need to be able to continue alone are the dead rattling the walls that close us in. // this fear of being what they are: dead.
at least they are not out on the street, they are careful to stay indoors, those pasty mad who sit alone before their tv sets, their lives full of canned, mutilated laughter.
their ideal neighborhood of parked cars of little green lawns of little homes the little doors that open and close as their relatives visit throughout the holidays the doors closing behind the dying who die so slowly behind the dead who are still alive in your quiet average neighborhood of winding streets of agony of confusion of horror of fear of ignorance.
a dog standing behind a fence.
a man silent at the window. // there is always that space there just before they get to us that space that fine relaxer the breather while say flopping on a bed thinking of nothing or say pouring a glass of water from the spigot while entranced by nothing
that gentle pure space
it's worth
centuries of existence
say
just to scratch your neck while looking out the window at a bare branch
that space there before they get to us ensures that when they do they won't get it all
ever. // Making love in the sun, in the morning sun in a hotel room above the alley where poor men poke for bottles; making love in the sun making love by a carpet redder than our blood, making love while the boys sell headlines and Cadillacs, making love by a photograph of Paris and an open pack of Chesterfields, making love while other men- poor folks- work. That moment- to this. . . may be years in the way they measure, but it's only one sentence back in my mind- there are so many days when living stops and pulls up and sits and waits like a train on the rails. I pass the hotel at 8 and at 5; there are cats in the alleys and bottles and bums, and I look up at the window and think, I no longer know where you are, and I walk on and wonder where the living goes when it stops. // We are like roses that have never bothered to bloom when we should have bloomed and it is as if the sun has become disgusted with waiting // It's never quite right, he said, the way people look, the way the music sounds, the way the words are written. It's never quite right, he said, all the things we are taught, all the loves we chase, all the deaths we die, all the lives we live, they are never quite right, they are hardly close to right, these lives we live one after the other, piled there as history, the waste of the species, the crushing of the light and the way, it's not quite right, it's hardly right at all he said.
don't I know it? I answered.
I walked away from the mirror. it was morning, it was afternoon, it was night
nothing changed it was locked in place. something flashed, something broke, something remained.
I walked down the stairway and into it. // I even hear the mountains the way they laugh up and down their blue sides and down in the water the fish cry and the water is their tears. I listen to the water on nights I drink away and the sadness becomes so great I hear it in my clock it becomes knobs upon my dresser it becomes paper on the floor it becomes a shoehorn a laundry ticket it becomes cigarette smoke climbing a chapel of dark vines. . . it matters little very little love is not so bad or very little life what counts is waiting on walls I was born for this I was born to hustle roses down the avenues of the dead. // the flesh covers the bone and they put a mind in there and sometimes a soul, and the women break vases against the walls and the men drink too much and nobody finds the one but keep looking crawling in and out of beds. flesh covers the bone and the flesh searches for more than flesh.
there's no chance at all: we are all trapped by a singular fate.
nobody ever finds the one.
the city dumps fill the junkyards fill the madhouses fill the hospitals fill the graveyards fill
nothing else fills. // we had the goldfish and they went around and around in the bowl on the table near the purple drapes across our front picture window and my mother, poor fish, always smiling, wanting to appear happy, she always told me, "be happy, Henry," and she was right: it's better to be happy if you can be but my father beat her two or three times a week while raging through his 6 foot two frame because he couldn't defeat what was attacking him. my mother, poor fish, poor goldfish, poor nothing fish, wanting to be happy, being beaten two or three times a week and telling me to be happy: "Henry, smile! why don't you smile? and then, she always did to show me how, and it was the saddest smile I ever saw upon the earth, like hell and hell and hell and hell, and nothing else one day all the goldfish died, all five of them, they floated on top of the water, on their sides, the eye on each top side still open, and when my father got home he threw them to the cat there on the kitchen floor and we watched as my mother smiled
charles bukowski is one of the very rare poets that i have extremely mixed feelings on, he has a selection of good poems but on the other hand he has A LOT of illiterate and dumb pieces that are either degrading or just sentences that cant be considered a poem
- "Los muertos no necesitan aspirina o tristeza supongo. Pero quizás necesitan lluvia. Zapatos no pero un lugar donde caminar. Cigarrillos no, nos dicen, pero un lugar donde arder."
- "Me pregunto que hacen cuando se sienten mal Probablemente no hablan de eso. Dicen: "Mira, está lloviendo" Es la mejor manera."
This is on my shelf till date, some blues music with a gin and Bukowski. Yeah, sometime its ok to be self-indulgent and congruent about the fact that end that awaits us all. I love to read him occasionally.
Zbirka pesmi z naslovom Angeli so na dnu mojega kozarca.
Str. 40\41(ENA ZA DOBRO STARO ŠKRBAVKO)- [........] če pa zdaj ramislim o njenem življenju in ga primerjam z življenjem drugih, bolj razburljivimi, izvirnejšimi in lepšimi, ugotovim, da je ranila manj ljudi kot kdorkoli drug (in z ranila mislim enostavno ranila). preživela je nekaj strašnih trenutkov, trenutkov, ko bi ji mogoče moral bolj pomagati, [......] in če tako gledam - ja, ustvarila je boljši svet, zmagala je!
I LOVE Bukowski (Bukowski The Poet), not Bukowski the person, he seemed a little nope a lot "........" :D.
I love reading his poems, for any situation I always find the right poem. This book didn't have the best poems, but it has some of my favorites nonetheless.
The thing about Bukowski is that he has a knack for capturing the smallest of moments in words. And that's a simply brilliant thing to do because the realest things are felt. And there are no words for that. But he manages to find them. So awesome.