When I was an instructor at Walla Walla Community College books that were in the arts section were being discarded by the library. They would put them on a cart outside the library and many of my students would grab them and give them to me, thinking I would like them. I kept them, but I haven't read many of them, yet. I started on one, when I needed a break from Thomas More's UTOPIA (I'm almost done with it, but...it was too much at the end of the day to read, sometimes, and an autobiography sounded fun).
Anyway, this is a very interesting book because it is very similar to the autobiography that I read about Laurence Olivier; where the famous actor says nothing about how they do what they do, but...they, did, indeed, live a full life. My only context to Sarah Bernhardt before this has been in theater history books and an abandoned theater in Cerillos, NM, that mentions on a sign outside of it, that she performed there.
The book chronicles her life from birth to her first American tour. It never mentions any love affairs or even her pregnancy of her only son. It has many names redacted in the text, leading me to believe that she was censored either in this English edition or in her own country, but other than that, it was a very entertaining read. I dog-eared many pages with fun quotes to give the interested reader a feel for this book. I guess this book is out-of-print, but...maybe an inter-library loan would be in order for anyone who has had their interest piqued.
Sarah Bernhardt on Theater Entitlement Bullying:
"I felt, without exactly defining it, a slight contempt for these pitiless judges. Since then I have very often thought of that trial of mine, and I have come to the conclusion that individuals who are kind, intelligent, and compassionate become less estimable when they are together. The feeling of personal irresponsibility encourages their evil instincts, and the fear of ridicule chase away the good ones."(70)
Sarah Bernhardt on the importance of good hair, makeup, and physical specificity on stage:
"All these thoughts shaped themselves later on in my brain, and this first lesson, which was so painful at the time, was a great service to me in my career. I never forgot Marie Lloyd's prize, and every time that I had to create a role, the physical body of the character always appeared before me dressed, with her hair done, walking, bowing, sitting down, getting up. But this was only a vision which lasted a second, for my mind always thought of the soul governing this personage. When listening to an author reading his work, I tried to devine the intention of his idea, endeavoring to identify myself with that intention. I have never played an author false with regard to his idea, and I have always tried to represent the personage according to history, whenever it is a historical personage, and when it is an invention, according to the author." (89)
Sarah Bernhardt on the importance of the work on stage and not off:
"I used to think of my few months at the Comedie Francaise. The little world I had known there had been stiff, scandal-mongering, and jealous. I recalled my few months at the Gymnase. Hats and dresses were always discussed there, and everyone chattered about a hundred things that had nothing to with art. At the Odeon I was very happy. We thought of nothing but putting on plays, and we rehearsed morning, afternoon, and at all hours, and I liked that very much." (133)
On the unknown:
"When events occur which disturb my life, I always have a movement of recoil toward the past. I cling for a second to what is, and then I fling myself headlong into what is, and then I fling myself headlong into what is to be. It is like a gymnast who clings first to his trapeze bar in order to fling himself afterwards with full force into space. In one second the "now" becomes for me the "has been," and I love it with tender emotion as something dead. But I adore what is to be without seeking even to know about it, for what is the unknown, the mysterious attraction. I always fancy that it will be something unheard of, and I shudder from head to foot in delicious uneasiness." (243)
Sarah Bernhardt on the English:
"Hospitality is a quality made up of primitive taste and antique grandeur. The English are, in my opinion, the most hospitable people on earth, and they are hospitable simply and munificently. When an Englishman has opened his door to you he never closes it again. He excuses your faults and accepts your peculiarities. It is thanks to this broadness of ideas that I have been for twenty-five years the beloved and pampered artiste." (315)
Sarah Bernhardt on fearing stardom:
"'What's the matter with you, my dear?" she asked./ "It's all over with me, grandmother," I said, "they want to make a 'star' of me, and I haven't talent enough for that. You'll see they'll drag me down and finish me off with all their bravos."/ My grandmother took my head in her hands and I met the vacant look in her large, light eyes fixed on me. "You told me, my child, that you wanted to be the first in your profession, and when the opportunity comes to you, why, you are frightened. It seems to me that you are a very bad soldier." (318)
Sarah Bernhardt's appeal and the gossip that surrounded her:
One day I was complaining of this to Madeleine Brohan, whom I loved dearly. That adorable artiste took my face in her hands, and looking into my eyes, said: "My poor dear, you can't do anything to prevent it. You are original without trying to be so. You have a dreadful head of hair that is naturally curly and rebellious, your slenderness is exaggerated, you have a natural harp in your throat, and all this makes of you a creature apart, which is a crime of high treason against all that is commonplace. That is what is the matter with you physically. Now for your moral defects. You cannot hide your thoughts, you cannot stoop to anything, you never accept any compromise, you will not lend yourself to any hypocrisy, and all that is a crime of high treason against society. How can you expect under these conditions not to arouse jealousy, not to wound people's susceptibilities, and not to make them spiteful? If you are discouraged because of these attacks, it will be all over with you, as you will have no strength left to withstand them. In that case I advise you to brush your hair, to put oil on it, and so make it lie as sleek as that of the famous Corsican, but even that would never do. For Napoleon had such sleek hair that it was quite original. Well, you might try to brush your hair as smooth as Prudhon's then there would be no risk for you. I would advise you," she continued, "to get a little stouter and to let your voice break occasionally, then you would not annoy anyone. But if you wish to remain yourself, my dear, prepare to mount on a little pedestal made truths. When you are once upon it, though, do the right thing, and cement it by your talent, your work, and your kindness. All the spiteful people who have unintentionally provided the first materials for the edifice will kick it, then, in hopes of destroying it. They will be powerless to do this, though, if you my dear Sarah, as you have an ambitious thirst for glory. I cannot understand that, myself, as I like only rest and shade." (332-333)
Sarah Bernhardt on the femininity of theater:
"The public so beloved and so loving, was intoxicated with joy. That was certainly one of the finest triumphs of my whole career. Some of the artistes were very delighted, especially the women, for there is one thing to remark with regard to our art, the men are more jealous of the women than the women are among themselves. I have met with many enemies among the men comedians and with very few among the women. I think that the dramatic art is essentially feminine. To paint one's face, to hide one's real feelings, to try to please and to endeavor to attract attention, these are all fault for which we blame women and for which great indulgence is shown. These same defects seem odious in a man. And yet the actor must endeavor to be as attractive as possible, even if he is obliged to have recourse to paint and to false beard and hair. He may be a Republican and he must uphold with warmth and conviction royalist theories. He may be a Conservative and must maintain anarchist principles, if such be the good pleasure of the author." (342)
Sarah Bernhardt on forgetfulness and death:
"Is it forgetfulness or death which has caused the artist to discontinue this graceful little token of gratitude? I have no idea, but the sight of the box always give me a vague felling of sadness as forgetfulness and death are the most faithful companions of the human being. Forgetfulness takes up its abode in our mind, in our heart, while Death is always here laying traps for us, watching all we do, and jeering gayly when sleep closes our eyes, for we give him then the illusion of what he knows will some day be a reality." (450-451)