"Heartbreak happens when you give someone way more credit than they deserve," is something that Anna Rose Coyle learned and wrote in her journal at fifteen years old. Anna is the former step-daughter of Terry Wayne East, the Alabama football fan that became an internet sensation for his bizarre antics with a sex doll. "50" is a collection of poems and journal entries that Anna wrote through various types of media beginning in 2015 and ending in 2021. Anna details her experiences growing up with Terry, as well as her life as an adult with post-traumatic stress disorder, anxiety, depression, and more.I love you mama.