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160 pages, Paperback
First published January 1, 1981
What ensued was, as I recall, a heated and ragged exchange around topics like violence, nonviolence, piety, denials of complicity, settings right of the record, denunciations of the British, affirmations of loyalty to the church; a curious Irish stew of every ingredient and savor and surprise; from prime beef to Missus Murphy's overalls. It was ludicrous and tragic, it was music hall and street bloodshed, it summoned the rambunctious ghosts of Parnell and O'Connell and the dead of the Easter uprising, without forgetting the Blessed Virgin Mary and our holy father the Pope. And the rosary. And the bombs. Which may God be our judge, it isn't our people who t'row, but the British, who as long as they occupy our fair land, every Irish lad will be in arms, so help me God.
On Hiroshima day, I had this dream. A heap of atom bombs was put in my arms as I sat cross-legged, quietly on the floor. Suddenly the bombs were changed into round and oval loaves of bread. It was simple as that. Maybe, I thought, the dream was saying something about my vocation. Such a sublime transubstantiation might, as in the case of Jesus, require that one give his life. Not ready, by any means, but willing.