This memoir does a fantastic job describing how a young, smart woman gets entangled in a system build on sex and the abuse of power until, much too late, she realizes what she got herself into - so while Flannery's coming-of-age happened in the aughts, the content is highly relevant (here in Germany, the Rammstein scandal has been ruling the news for weeks, with quite some people arguing that as long as the 20-ish women did not object to the sexual wants of a 60+ international rock star, there was no abuse of power). Young Kate has just graduated college and gets hired at the hip, growing company American Apparel, a fashion brand that prides itself not only with ethical production, but also frames its semi-pornographic marketing as part of a sex-positive revolution, which would be a simple question of taste did the founder Dov Charney not routinely have sex with his employees, hire due to looks, jerk off in stores or in front of journalists, encourage employees to have sex with each other etc. pp. you get the idea.
Kate, trained in feminist theory, is insecure: Isn't Dove's sexual libertinage a crusade against puritanism, and the people objecting are prudes? Kate becomes a hiring manager, traveling the States and selling young attractive people the cultish company pseudo-agitprop to hire them as employees for new stores. Looking back, the author does a fantastic job describing how her younger self tried to find her own identity, enthused by the allure of L.A., excited to be part of a company that (allegedly) fights for good and dabbles in the sexually verboten, desperate for acknowledgement from Dov, competing with other "American Apparel girls", trying out modeling and even being a music video girl.
And Kate is highly relatable, even for people like me who never had the slightest interest in entering the fashion industry or living in L.A. and meeting Lindsay Lohan: This young woman wonders what turbo-capitalist feminism is actually trying to convince her of, while she also longs for excitement, joy, and belonging, and due to her age and the high skill of Dive's ploy, she is vulnerable and makes bad decisions in good faith - until she makes bad decisions in bad faith, driven by fear and guilt, realizing that what Dov calls sex-positivity is actually exploitation. After several lawsuits in which Charney was accused of sexual harassment, he was fired from the company.
Flannery expertly evokes the atmosphere of the early 2000's, with its music, fashion, tv, and general vibe. This is a great memoir that discusses cycles of harassment by showing how they function instead of theoretically dissecting them. It's also highly absorbing and a real pageturner.