One of Sandra Brown's very first books (I think maybe her second), originally published in 1981, this edition was published in 1997. In an author's note at the beginning, Ms. Brown comments on how "This story reflects the trends and attitudes that were popular at the time..." I wouldn't know if that's true since in 1981 I was just turning 18 and was not yet into romance novels. I read a lot of older romance now, and I often refer to them as being quaint (not derisively - I love that they are quaint). This was not quaint. It was more cringe.
Camille, on a skiing trip with two friends after their college graduation, meets Zack, who is a bit older than her, and they end up sleeping together. The next morning, horrified, embarrassed, ashamed, and feeling guilty for giving up her virtue to a man outside of marriage, she flees while Zack is still asleep. Not just flees his bed, but packs up and cuts her vacation short to race home.
Two years later they are thrown together. He's mad that she ran out on him. She's mad that she hasn't stopped thinking about him and the fact that she left him deflower her. But what killed me was that she would throw that in his face, accusingly, as if it was his fault. Even though he did not realize until they were doing the dirty deed since she didn't tell him beforehand that she'd never been a man. So many times I wanted to tell her to get over herself and stop blaming Zack.
Classic they love each other but are both in denial, until literally the last few pages. However, since it's Sandra Brown, I still enjoyed it well enough, and her writing skills were already evident.
And now, my alternate review:
“I like this guy, I’ma have sex with him but not tell him I’m a virgin! Oh I’m so ashamed, I’ma sneak out while he’s asleep! Oh this neglected plantation house is gorgeous, I’ma fix it up good for the elderly owner! Oh, his son is my one night stand that I haven’t stopped thinking about for two years! Oh, he wants to know why I ran out! It was your own fault Zack, for taking my virtue! I hate you! I love you!”