Aaaaagain. I sobbed so hard into my pillow.
And that means...
I absolutely loved this book.
The O'Conners are one of my all-time favorite fictional families. The good-natured banter, the freedom to confide in each other, the family dinners, the rivalries over chess, and even the tense fights - it all feels so believable and I simply love each scene featuring them.
My dear darling poor amazing beloved PARKER. Guys. I love him. He needs a book for himself (if there already is one, I MUST READ IT.) Sooo sacrificial, so a lot of things. The love triangle tore me into a thousand pieces - I didn't want anyone to be hurt, but, UGH.
Katie was an amazing, spirited heroine who I also wanted to smack a few times. In spite of her strong-willed independence and desire to fight for women's rights - and her initial aversion to the thought of having more than one kid, she wasn't annoying. (Praise Jesus!) Not as I'd perhaps feared she might be. Her backstory and fully developed personality made her feel so real and lovable. Yes, she was a snotty brat to her parents at times, but... again, her backstory and FULLY developed personality made her emotions understandable, even forgivable. Especially because of the character arc (she doesn't stay bratty forever). And if we're talking about bratty, I love Charity to death. And we all know what she was like before she was saved.
AND LUKE. I love him even more than P-P...Par... groans. Fine, I'll say it: I loved him even more than Parker! (Some of you might be like "duh" but seriously, Parker was... he was something else.) Oh, Luke. Soda jerk, King of Misery, Cluny McGee, whatever you want to call him, I'm in love. At the moment, I don't have anything else to say. I guess I'm still kinda speechless.
I rejoiced when... well, I won't say that since it's a spoiler, but whenever Jack left the scene, I rejoiced.
Julie Lessman's prose is one of my favorites EVER. Bursting with perfect, strong verb choices, just the right amount of description and action beats (some might call it too wordy, but me? I savor every single word. Honest.), it is as passionate as the romantic and spiritual content itself.
That said, I wouldn't recommend this book for everyone. And that's okay if you don't want to read it because the romantic content makes you uncomfortable! It does gets heavy. Intense. Edgy. Heartbreaki- *pulls myself away from going on a tangent* *clears throat* Where was I? Oh, yes. It's edgy. Kisses are described in raw, lavish detail. But it's clean. If the definition of clean is that there is no explicit sexual/violent/language content... I'm afraid (friendly slight sarcasm alert), for all those who'd call this dirty, that A Hope Undaunted technically is indeed clean. Again, if that's the definition we're using.
Not only does it not have explicit or gratuitous content, but it HAS strong spiritual content. A powerful theme of full and complete surrender to God. That still gives me chills. And speaking of themes, I absolutely love how the characters learn to pray. About. Everything. That's a common theme in all her books - characters (usually siblings, close friends, parents with the child, or mentors) come together and pray about the things that are tearing them apart inside. They learn to surrender their plans, hopes, fears, and dreams to God. Yes, the O'Connors are Catholic. But (I must say, to my delight), I don't remember coming across anything that actually "smacked" of Catholicism, per se. They don't pray to Mary, or any saints, from what I remember. That makes the spiritual themes in this very... erm, for lack of a better word, inclusive for all Christians.
Oh, and Steven! I almost forgot about the whole... ahem, scare with Patrick. Oh wow. I can't imagine being poor, misguided Steven at that time. Ugh! That was another part that made me cry, along with when Parker put aside his desires for that of his friend. And when Luke... never mind. Also, not to rant any longer, but that last scene with the whole family on Mother's Day was pure gold. The humorous banter and serious conversations with the women in the kitchen, and the hilarious interactions with the guys with the kids outside... I felt like I was right here with them, loving every minute of it.
So yes, I loved this book. And I need a sequel about Parker. (I mean that.)