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Something In My Heart

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Halani Henley experienced a shocking and devastating loss. At six months pregnant she loses the child she is carrying, and it turns her entire world upside down. To make matters worse, she feels she is the only one taking her miscarriage as serious as it was. Her boyfriend of three years, Onyx Sawyer, is moving through life as though he hasn’t just lost a child as well. When a secret comes out, Halani is faced with the fact that she may not have known her man as well as she thought she did.

Onyx Sawyer was loving and living life. He had it all and to top it off, he had a beautiful woman on his arm. Life changed the moment he learned he was going to be a father. When Halani suffers a miscarriage, truths were revealed that costs him his relationship. Onyx thinks that he is giving her time to come to grips, but what he doesn’t realize is his behavior is pushing Halani into the arms of the most unsuspecting person… his brother.

Hendrix Sawyer has always picked up his brother’s slack. Once again, he is forced to deal with Onyx’s mess, only this time, it involves one of his best friends. With Halani suffering and Onyx in the wind, he steps up in her time of need. What starts with the innocence of being a shoulder to cry on, soon turns into a mess of forbidden feelings.

Will Onyx get it together? Will Halani and Hendrix be able to fight their newfound feelings? Or will the weight of their worlds cause everything to come crashing down?

267 pages, Kindle Edition

Published December 19, 2022

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Kimberly Brown

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Kimberly Brown is a South Carolina born and raised author of contemporary/urban romance. She strives to create stories that readers can visualize in their heads as the pages turn. Writing has been a part of her journey since a young age but really became a focal point during her high school years. With the support of her classmates, she began sharing her love of words with others. In 2019 she took her first step towards becoming a serious writer with self-publishing. August of 2021, she made her BLP debut with “Pretty Caged Bird” and is continuing to grow her catalog. With a bachelor’s degree in Psychology and a pending masters in Mental Health Counseling, Kimberly loves to incorporate mental health into her writings as she feels it is not talked about or address enough within the African American community.

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Profile Image for Annette Williams.
1,188 reviews414 followers
July 13, 2022
When Something In My Heart first came out, I purposely waited to read it and I still wasn’t prepared for the gravity of this storyline. Halani suffered a tremendous and unimaginable loss. In the beginning, she was so far gone from the pain that, no one could pull her out of that dark place she was in. Add to that, the person who was suppose to be there for her while she was at her lowest essentially turned his back on her. But, through the worst of her pain, Hendrix’s support never wavered. He was patient, understanding, and showered Helani with love. He continued to show up no matter how many times she pushed him away. Hendrix not only saved her life but, he nurtured her, cared for her, spoke life into her, and helped Helani put herself back together. Onxy and his audacity had me ready to pull up and fight him like I was a grown man. He was such a disappointment. Onyx was spoiled, entitled, and couldn’t see past his own selfish needs to be there for Helani when she needed him most. That shyt he said to her while she was still deep in her depression had me giving him the strongest of side eyes. Like, dude, read the damn room! How on earth do you think now was the appropriate time to clear your conscious?!!! Onyx refused to accept any responsibility for his actions then, had the audacity to throw a tantrum when he found out about Helani and Hendrix. How you gon' fumbled the ball then, get pissed off when someone else picks up your slack and does your job?!!! He just could not get past his anger to see the role his own actions played in that situation. It took damn near the entire book for Onyx to finally acknowledge his behavior and his behavior alone was the sole reason for their break-up and there would be no Helani and Hendrix if he had done his job as her man. While I can appreciate his growth, I was not a fan of Onyx. I was so happy when all the dust settled and everyone was able to finally get past the drama and find some peace. Something In My Heart was an intense but, beautifully written story. This book takes you on a journey through heartbreak, betrayal, forgiveness, and redemption but, it's so worth the ride.
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1,058 reviews290 followers
July 12, 2022
This Story Was Definitely A Ride

***SPOILER**

While I did believe Onyx was a d***head for the way he treated Lani and being unattractive during her time of need…I still have a problem with his brother later developing an intimate relationship with her…Onyx and Lani once declared love for one another and 6 months later she’s expecting with his brother🤦🏽‍♀️…Too Much….BUT, I can’t take anything away from how well this story is written.
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694 reviews85 followers
July 11, 2022
Halani x Hendrix

😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Ya'll, I'm not ok. Ok, so hear me out. I'm a G. I don't cry, I don't tear up, I don't get emotional when I'm reading books. Yes my heart strings get pulled, yes I get sad but I don't tear up….cause I'm a G 💪🏾💪🏾
So why did my face and eyes get all misty when I read the first couple chapters of this book? I know Halani is a fictional character, but she's one of my heroes. Am I being dramatic? I'm pretty sure I am. But it is what it is. She's my hero. I love that woman, my heart broke for her, and I love her strength. What she went through was unimaginable. I felt her pain, and her heart break. Then there's Hendrix. Again I know he's a fictional character, but I am passionately madly in love with him. That's all I'll say about him. As for Onyx, I feel like he deserved more aśs whoopings than what he got. I really really wanted to hate him, towards the end, he made it so hard. I did want to shake him and slap him a couple times and loosen his teeth a little. But yay for his growth or whatever 🙄.
This book was EXCELLENT. It had Romance…lots of it. It had drama…lots of it. It had family…lots of it. 
Kimberly Brown has a way with words that I do not understand. I truly do not understand how she creates these characters. They're sometimes broken, yet so so lovable. She and Mya did a super job with this story.
I may be late to this party, but this goes without saying. Get into this book. You will not be disappointed… but then again, it's Miss Kimberly Brown, she never misses.
10+⭐️
Profile Image for Toya  Davis-Stokley.
2,548 reviews99 followers
February 24, 2022
Okay ladies, my emotions are all over the place with this one! I am so conflicted with my feelings! I thought I would dislike the brother, but after learning about Hendrix, you could not help but love him! I did feel for Lani, and all that she went through! That damn Onyx! I wanted to beat his ass myself for that ole selfish, immature ish he was doing! 🤬 He should be glad Lani didn’t send Marcel to teach him some manners! Hendrix! Bae all day, every day plus one! ❤ He was patient, understanding, showered her with love and healed her in a way that only he could! I feel in my heart, that his friendship with Lani was always meant to be more! I’m still trying to understand how Lani’s family allowed things to get that far, knowing her emotional state! Days you let go by without hearing from her or laying eyes on her? Come on now really? Granny Sawyer! Can I adopt her? She was that wise, feisty grandma that we all know and love. She always there to support both Hendrix and Onyx, but also gave them some tough love too! Can we talk about how Jayla just popped on the scene and stole the whole show? She got Granny and Onyx all the way together! Taught Granny how to eat healthier, and helped get her strength and mobility back. Jayla was the type of woman that Onyx needed all along. She was attentive to him, listened, gave him advice, but what she didn’t do was allow him to disrespect her! I was so glad when all the dust settled, and everyone was able to find some peace. For a while there, I thought no one would be safe from Onyx’s wrath! Would love to see another story about Onyx and Jayla, and see how they have progressed. Great read! 👍👍👍
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828 reviews29 followers
February 18, 2022
YAAASSS, HENDRIX IS BAE ALL DAY😜😍🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

Bay-be, I love when my faves get together and collab. Queen Kimberly Brown & Mya did their motherfudgesicklestix thang with this one! They took us on an emotional rollercoaster, filled with some moments that have you ready to fight and fall in love.
My heart broke for Lani 💔. That postpartum is a motherfudgesicklestix, but I couldn't even imagine going through it after the loss of my baby😢. That damn Onyx😡😡😡. He was a true spoiled, entitled, selfish a** fu** nigga. The way he treated Lani after they lost the baby😤, I wanted to fu** him up for her. Then them tantrums, although I hated the friction, I'm glad Hendrix fine a** laid hands on him, cause he needed it.
HENDRIX IS MOST DEFINITELY BAE, OH-KAY😜😍! That man right there was EVERYTHING! He was Lani's saving grace. The way he showed up no matter how many times she pushed him away. The way he loved, nurtured, and cared for her, spoke life into her💕. Even with all the drama and friction, I couldn't get enough of them and their families.
Jayla was all their saving grace. Her coming on the scene had Lani & Hendrix finally coming to terms with their feelings for each other. She was able to assist granny with her healing after her health scare and I loved Jayla for Onyx. She was the one for him and ain't have no problem calling him on his shi*.
The message was loud and clear, it is so important to take the time to heal, pray, seek therapy and have a strong support system.
THIS IS MOST DEFINITELY A MUST READ🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥!!!
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1,391 reviews1,113 followers
April 15, 2022
*** Possible Spoilers***

What a story! I loved everything about this book and After crying through the first 4 chapters and getting my self together I became completely enamored with Hendrix and Halani! I mean could Hendrix be any more perfect?! If it’s one thing my heart is going to do, it’s going to go out to a book character as if their pain is real and boy did I feel Halani’s pain. The love from Hendrix pulled her from the darkest moment in her life and he was what she needed, what Onyx couldn’t be for her. Yes we can go back and forth about brothers and her moving on with Hendrix but the love was so pure and untainted that it couldn’t be passed by. Onyx couldn’t be mad at anyone but himself because he pushed Halani away when she needed him most. He was so nasty to them and when he tore down Halani and their grandmothers birthday dinner, I wanted to jump through the pages and knock his head off. I loved the family dynamic and the love and support they each displayed for one anywhere and Jayla was truly a godsend.
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1,404 reviews157 followers
July 15, 2022
It was okay.

Well I was Low key bored with this book. Halfway through I felt like the story line was repeating itself. There were also noticeable grammar issues where words were missing to complete a sentence. I did like the characters and the premise of the story. The time spent overall wasn't really valuable to me. Onyx's raggedy self needed to get with it or get lost.

To back up, Hailani went through a traumatic event and she was so deeply depressed that she didn't understand how to accept help. Onyx her supposed boyfriend didn't have the capacity to help her, nor did he seem to want to. I mean the fool didn't phone a friend or family member. He was just in the wing waiting to profess his love when she got "herself together." He was hot trash. Hendrix, Onyx's brother and Hailani's friend, was then left to pick up the pieces for him. He was the sweetest, and very intentional with his actions. There was too much history in my opinion for me to ever entertain a swap, but I mean sometimes you gotta ride with the winning team. Considering Onyx was hot trash, I didn't feel that sorry for him.

Things that irritated me..are we really that surprised about unplanned pregnancies when there is no protection in sight? Hendrix was Low key passive to me, Hailani was always pushing someone away and then you say she is doing everything well as a girlfriend, no ma'am allow me to be there for you. The rift between Onyx and Hendrix dragged on forever and I was over it. I feel like there was an opportunity to reduce some of the sub character noise or find a better way for the stories to be more cohesive.
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116 reviews376 followers
October 23, 2022
whew. something in my heart very much lived up to the title because it tugged at my heart from the very beginning.

my heart hurt deeply for halani. going through a miscarriage is already difficult but doing it alone because your partner is absent is heartbreaking. i teared up multiple times as she moved through her journey with grief.

i loved the bond between her and hendrix. usually i feel like family members of your ex are off limits but how could you not root for the two. hendrix picked up onyx’s slack from day one and had halani’s back when she needed someone to lean on. their love was pure and beautiful.

while i can understand giving onyx a redemption arc so we can see the way he grew, i’m a certified grudge holder. i did not like him. the things he said to halani were so hurtful. i love that she got the apology she deserved but onyx can actually go to hell. i’m not even joking. i hope he stubs his baby toe every night for the rest of his life.
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609 reviews41 followers
February 21, 2022
Wow! Just wow!

What a beautiful love story. I was prepared to enjoy this story because, Kimberly Brown, but as I was reading, I was NOT feeling the storyline or Onyx. And then the more I read, I did not want the story to go where it did. However, it was so beautifully written, I continued on and by the end my heart was bursting with love. I would have NEVER thought I could support the events that unfolded but I did. Love will make you do some crazy things. Kimberly Brown and Mya did an amazing job of walking us readers through heartbreak, betrayal, forgiveness and redemption. I loved this story.
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5,989 reviews106 followers
February 21, 2022
I'm not sure

Okay, I had a hard time with this forbidden love connection story. I tried and I just could not. Much of the second part I skimmed. Give it a try, see what you think.
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957 reviews156 followers
July 12, 2025
3.5 ⭐⭐⭐💫

Thank you for writing another compelling story. I like forward to the next amazing read. 3.5 stars 🌟 ⭐⭐. I hope we can get a novella on Onyx and Jay to follow up on their romance.
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286 reviews
February 17, 2025
I liked it but I didn’t love it. At times it felt a bit unrealistic and I felt like it wasn’t all on Onyx though he deserved a large amount of the blame.
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796 reviews54 followers
February 19, 2022
My Heart 🥺❤️

Chhhiillleeeee, what a ride!
I knew from the very beginning i was in for a treat and I was not disappointed at all. It’s crazy how you can connect with characters as if they are real people, that’s true talent.

The storyline was absolutely amazing but one thing I loved about it was that it wasn’t one sided. A lot of times with these types of stories, the other person is made out to be a complete villain, justifying the other persons actions. I loved that they shined light on Onyx as a flawed but redeemable human. I really felt like he loved Halani, he just wasn’t prepared for handle her in the bad times. He wasn’t some terrible boyfriend who lied and cheated throughout the relationship. He was a good person, he just couldn’t be what she needed.

Hendrix is BAE 🙌🏾❤️🔥 Lord, Hear my prayers!
I see what you’ve done for others!
The love and passion that embodies this man was everything. He was Lani’s saving grace and it’s such an amazing thing to have someone willing to love you through your pain. Someone to encourage you and lift you up in your darkest moments.

My heart of full. The love within this family was undeniable. I was almost jealous. The elements of faith, forgiveness and redemption were beautiful. Amazing Job ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Profile Image for Kerry Ann.
140 reviews463 followers
March 27, 2023
i can't even put into words how i feel right now....This was phenomenal. Hendrix and Halani have a special place in my heart and big shoutout to my girl Jayla
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329 reviews1 follower
February 21, 2022
Round of applause ladies!!!!!

Y'all wrote TF out of this book!! I couldn't put it down, from the beginning to the end! I cried , I laughed, and I wanted to fight lol. It was beautiful! But I really wanted to fight Onyx
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859 reviews8 followers
February 24, 2022
Really good read!

This was definitely a good read. Oowwee Hendrix and Halani were messssy! Onyx may have been a jerk but they took the cake for me. A page turner I couldn't put down and highly recommend for all readers!
5 reviews
April 8, 2022
I liked the book but I felt they fell short with the narrative of onyx being selfish and spoiled. I didn't see enough evidence to support him being spoiled. Hendrix and lani were wrong no matter what yall keep saying. Onyx handling of lani miscarriage was horrible. The family totally disregarded onyx's feelings in being betrayed by his brother and not supporting him at that dinner was messed up. I just keep asking myself how was he that selfish and how did lani stay with such a horrible person for 3 years? Because he wasn't that bad. She just wasn't the woman for him and he doesn't handle death properly. I loved jayla, hopefully we will get an update on her and onyx.
This entire review has been hidden because of spoilers.
Profile Image for Anniscia Montanez.
77 reviews6 followers
April 23, 2022
Halani suffered a tremendous lost, but to add the lost of someone you gave your all to for years of your life when you most need them is horrendous! Hendrix came in and loved and nursed Halani right! Onyx just really had a lot of growing up to do! This book was everything and some! Great job ladies!!🔥🔥🔥
Profile Image for Sunshine.
228 reviews5 followers
March 4, 2022
Not for me

The book was well written and the flow was good. I just couldn’t rap my head around the concept with the brothers issues. Not that the book wasn’t good. It just wasn’t good for me.
7 reviews
April 29, 2022
I just don't agree

The book was well written but I just will never think getting with your ex brother is ok no matter what he did.
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961 reviews38 followers
February 19, 2022
The number one rule....

Mrs. Brown and Mya have brought us some more 🔥. It wasn't short of the drama at all, as a matter of fact, it was dramatic 4.0. Halani, Hendrix, and Onyx had a whirlwind of a love triangle going on. It quickly change once Onyx started to portray his true colors. It went to just Helani and Hendrix dealing with all the backlash of their relationship. I have to say that the number one rule of the game is to never push your lady, boo thang, or significant other into the arms of another man. A man is a man no matter if he shares similar DNA as you or not. A loving man like Hendrix that was attentive to Halani's every need and by her side during her darkest hours is dangerous. The woman is going to always be receptive and develop feelings which are exactly what happened with Halani. He is going to always swoop in and get the lady. I know Halani made the right choice because although she had a history with Onyx. Onyx just wasn't ready to be a grown man yet, he had a lot of maturing to do. When people say that two people can be in a relationship for years but don't know the other person it held true in this predicament. Halani did not know Onyx as well as she thought. His actions made her question their whole relationship and his feelings towards her.

Halani and Hendrix were made for each other, their relationship may have been unorthodox in the eyes of others however they clicked. Hendrix was the man that Halani just point blank period needed in her life.

This is one of those novels where you read the synopsis and think the brother is wrong. You quickly realize when you get the whole story just how right the brother was. It was refreshing to read through all the amends and healing along the way. It was a lot of emotional, mental, and physical growth throughout the book. I love the role Granny Sawyer played in the family. She was their backbone, she kept the family running like a well-oiled machine. It was also great to read Onyx find love with Jayla. Jayla was Onyx saving grace just like Hendrix was Halani. This book will keep your attention, it's a page-turner. I recommend you get into it. You will be surprised at the twists and turns it takes along the way.
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Author 4 books19 followers
February 19, 2022
Happiness is…

This was an emotional ride, but a good one. I felt so bad at the hand life dealt Halani. And then to have Onyx not be supportive was a straw that would have broken a lot of camels back. I loved how Hendrix loved on her as a friend. That foundation that was set was incredible . Onyx was selfish and spoiled beyond belief and he definitely needed a reckoning moment or two to force him to see outside of himself. I loved Granny Sawyer, elders give a different type of love, wisdom and life advice. I wasn’t sure the relationships could be mended, but I was happy with the way it all ended. I also appreciated the fact that therapy was mentioned, too many people try to fight battles alone so it was great to emphasize that therapy is a great and necessary option at times. This book showed Happiness sometimes comes in the least expected of ways.
422 reviews2 followers
February 19, 2022
Such a Great Book!❤️

This book was EVERYTHING!!!🙌🏾 When I say it gave me ALL the feels! My emotions definitely went on a ride reading this book. The story began with such an emotionally charged situation and it just built up from there. Poor baby, Halani was going through it! And Onyx was just trash to her at that point. He really was emotionally immature and that was going to be their downfall eventually even if they hadn't suffered that loss. Now Hendrix was a man's man! He did not play about those he loved and there was a heart connection to Halani that neither of them realized at the time. This story was written so well that I truly felt their conflicted emotions as their love developed. It was beautiful! This story gave everything it was supposed to give. Excellent job, Brava!👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾 5 ⭐ Stars!!!!
1,059 reviews1 follower
June 15, 2025
As someone that has suffered multiple miscarriages, this book was both triggering and healing. Halani's grief, fear, and depression were accurately depicted. Halani needed support from Onyx, her bf at the time, but he was either unwilling or unable to give it to her.

Hendrix (Onyx brother and Halani's best friend) gave her the support she needed. he also saved her life. Halani and Hendrix were 100% wrong for falling for each other. I get it how it happened but i didn't blame Onyx for being pissed.

Onyx's audacity is what got me. H&H should've never happened but Onyx's refusal to acknowledge the role he played in them getting together was frustrating. there would've never been an H&H had he not tossed Halani away when she was at her most vulnerable. I’m so glad he and Hendrix were able to find their way to being brothers again.

this was a really good read. I highly recommend it.
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144 reviews7 followers
February 19, 2022
Choose Love

Very well written. Hendrix is definitely a book bae. I liked all of the characters, hopefully we'll get Novi & Allen's story. Not sure if I care to have a whole book with Onyx although I'm glad he was able to gain redemption. A holiday novella would be cute, too.

Two things irked me deep: Lani's people letting her push them away to the point of not hearing from her for so many days at a time, especially her mom; and how was Lani so shocked and dismayed, and Hendrix so clueless at the news?! Shiddd I think I'm pregnant with quintuplets because those seggz scenes were litty! 🥵🔥😂
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743 reviews18 followers
February 19, 2022
Hendrix!!

Kimberly B and Mya are the dynamic writing duo I didn’t know I needed until I read “Something in my heart” The blending of both of their styles formed a fantastic story. Lani and Hendrix were always friends who truly fell in love during a very dark time in Lani’s life. Lines are crossed although they try their best to deny their feelings they can’t. Their love causes issues between family and questions of their love being real or revenge. This is a great story of love, redemption, forgiveness, growth and finding love where you least expect it.
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241 reviews12 followers
February 23, 2022
This book caught my attention from the very first page . The way Onyx treated Halani at the start of this book had me so angry and heart broken. No one can just get over loss we all grieve differently. To loose a child I can only imagine that pain and hurt . I love how Hendrix step in an was the friend when so he need onyx to be her man and support . Onyx wanted to blame someone instead of been man enough to admit his wrong and pain he cause . I’m glad Halani found a friend, nan and live run Hendrix who help her overcome that hurt and pain and turn it into joy! She book teaches us about mental health and love and the family dynamics. It also show that sometime we have to come through the pain to see the hurt we cause also.
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456 reviews8 followers
August 3, 2025
I think this was the first time a book made me cry within the first chapter. Helani suffers an unimaginable loss and the one person she thought would be present & support is too up his own ass to do so. Thank God for Hendrix, her best friend/ex bf's brother because he saved her in sooo many ways.

We get to watch Hendrix help Helani heal and fall head first in love with each other. Meanwhile Onyx (the ex) is losing his shit because he is being held accountable or his poor actions.

The story was beautiful with just Hendrix and Helani but watching Onyx heal from his own hurt and gain some emotional maturity and regulation was an added bonus.


TW: pregnancy loss & suicide
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367 reviews
February 19, 2022
Definitely a must read read. I have so many mixed emotions but don’t want to give the story up. Onyx wasn’t supportive as he should have been. I truly feel onyx wasn’t a bad person and that he and Halani grieved differently. His attachment to his niece at the end let me know that he was still hurt by his loss as much as Halani was. Hendrix was definitely what Halani needed. Without Hendrix, Halani was on her way to self destruction. Great read!
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Author 76 books188 followers
February 24, 2022
Whew

This is was a wild ride, that I didn't want to end. I felt a conception with the characters like I knew them personally. Hendrix...he was everything and them some. The way he took care of and loved Halani, whew. Made me swoon. I could understand Onyx's anger but at the same time he needed to be held accountable for his actions. He wasn't a bad person, he just wasn't the person that Halani needed. Jayla was able to get him to change his ways and she was the perfect one for him.
I wouldn't mind a full story on them now that things are looking up. Also, we can get Novi and Allen😏. You ladies did a fantastic job.
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