Unstable Connections

Valor and Doyle Mysteries #3

by Nicky James, Nick J. Russo (Narrator)

Missing children are reappearing, and ties to a thirty-year-old cold case can’t be ignored.

Between his shaky, brand-new relationship with reformed office playboy Detective Aslan Doyle, his sister’s case going from cold to hot overnight, his father insisting on being involved, and his boss breathing down his neck, Detective Quaid Valor is on edge.

The stress of the case is impacting Quaid’s whole life. He isn’t eating or sleeping, and every time he and Aslan are together, he is overwhelmed by feelings of inadequacy, which threaten to ruin the one good thing he has. Aslan’s patience seems unending until something happens to turn his life upside down too.

Can their relationship survive the personal and professional pressures they’re facing, or will it crash and burn?

Between media rumors and unstable connections, Quaid and his team need to work quickly to piece together a complicated case before more children fall victim to their unknown serial kidnapper. Maybe once everything is solved, Aslan and Quaid will have time to work on their rocky relationship and find stable ground once again.

Genres: M M Romance, Mystery, Romance, Contemporary, Crime, Audiobook, LGBT

Audible Audio

First published October 17, 2022

About the author

I live in the small town of Petrolia, Ontario, Canada and I am a mother to a wonderful teenage boy (didn't think those words could be typed together...surprise) and wife to a truly supportive and understanding husband, who thankfully doesn't think I'm crazy.

I have always had two profound dreams in life. To fall back hundreds of years in time and live in a simpler world, not bogged down by technology and to write novels. Since only one of these was a possibility I decided to make the other come alive on paper.
I write mm romance novels that take place in fantastical medieval type settings and love to use the challenges of the times to give my stories and characters life.

Reviews

[Snjez · Rating 5 out of 5]

This was the most intense book in the series so far. I can't say if it's the nature of the case or the fact that it's so personal to Quaid, but it definitely made me anxious while reading it.

The investigation was so good in this one. It kept me guessing and intrigued the whole time. I'm still not sure how I feel about the resolution, though. Everything tied up nicely in the end, but I do have a question or two.

The relationship development between Quaid and Aslan was wonderful. It wasn't all roses, but I think it was realistic. I felt for Quaid, even though he was frustrating at times, and Aslan was truly amazing. Love those two.

******
Re-read 1/2023 via audiobook
Re-read 5/2025 via audiobook

[len ❀ · Rating 4 out of 5]

“This is real, Quaid. You and me. Yes, it’s only been a month, and I know we haven’t found our groove. We are perfectly imperfect, but there isn’t a day that goes by that I regret asking you out to dinner. I don’t regret making this commitment to you and shedding my old life. This is far better.”

Leave it to Nicky James to make the third book in a series even better than the previous one. As far as my ratings go, this series has only improved with each new installment, showing the author’s ability to show growth. Quaid and Aslan have become one of my favorite book couples, and I am in awe of how this author has managed to evoke strong feelings and emotions from me because of them.

I mentioned this before in previous books, but I love how balanced the author keeps the mystery with the romance in this series. There is no favorable factor; instead, there is a mix of mystery gripping the reader and distracting the characters and a relationship growing between the pages that the reader can’t help but love. Nicky’s writing has grown a lot from what I have read previously, and I can’t help but think there are a few notes she takes down from readers to include in her upcoming books. There has been so much change in her characters that it’s difficult to think there wasn’t an influence. There is so much to look forward to in this installment, whether it’s just her creative brain taking charge or an impact. From the mystery to the heartbreaking situations some of the characters are in, to the progression of the relationship, to the way everything wraps up.

For that moment, that night, we existed in a bubble with feelings too big to express. Our relationship wasn’t without flaws, but that made it real. We were willing to work through our issues instead of giving up at the first sign of trouble. We would be stronger because of it.

Let’s get to the point.

Mystery-wise, I’m a horrible guesser, through and through. I am lost if you put me in a mystery game where I have to uncover clues and figure out a riddle. If I had my life on the line, I’d be one of the first people to get murdered or thrown away. I don’t read a lot of mystery (hardly ever), and when I do, it’s usually the romance kind. Even though I tried to get into the genre when I was in high school–as a way to expand my horizons–I never really did. Regardless, I have loved the author’s route with the cases. Each one seems to be getting better for me. The case in this installment is a lot more personal, especially to Quaid and his father, as it is related to Juniper, his sister, who was kidnapped and disappeared thirty years ago. As the story progresses, the case becomes clearer, and more clues start showing themselves. The case also takes an emotional toll on Quaid, evident in how he acts, thinks, and does his job. I didn’t see the plot twist coming. There weren’t any suspicions from my side, and I guessed that different characters were at fault instead. With a book over 400 pages, some might think it could be cut short, but with the mystery aspect being a big part of the story, it makes it easy to follow along with the characters. There’s always something happening that doesn’t make it feel overly long or like it’s missing. The length is perfect for what it’s trying to address, keeping it balanced to show the case unfold slowly.

But, I won’t lie to anyone or myself. The best part about this was the relationship growth, hands down.

“I’m serious, Quaid. When I say let me know how it goes, I mean it. Stop avoiding my calls and ignoring my texts. Stop pretending you’re fine when you aren’t. You know, the benefit of having a boyfriend means you can lean on me if you need to. This is a heavy weight. I can’t put myself in your shoes and know how it feels, but I can be there for you if you let me.”

Quaid and Aslan have had their individual growth, although a little frustrating. Quaid is still struggling like he was in book 1. Still, I found this to be a realistic portrayal of what an emotionally abusive relationship does to you and how it leaves you afterward. I’ve seen how some describe him as whiny, self-absorbent, selfish, and withdrawn, but I’d have to disagree. While Quaid’s actions and way of thinking can be annoying and frustrating (even Aslan felt this way), it’s essential to understand where Quaid comes from. Not only has he never been in a relationship where he was treated right and loved, but being with his ex-boyfriend, Jack, for a year messed him up. It contributes to all his insecurities, assumptions, and conclusions he jumps to. He becomes selfish, yes, but not in a narcissistic way, but in a way where if there isn’t attention given to him, he starts questioning everything. And isn’t that how insecurity works? You keep searching for that praise and approval, and when you don’t get it, you think something is wrong and want to change. Quaid’s inner conflict continues to eat him alive.

I liked how he still suffered through the actions Jack put him through. I’m not saying I like what he went through; I’m saying the side effects of an abusive relationship are apparent in his actions. A relationship with a new man isn’t going to cure that magically. Keeping in mind that he and Aslan have been dating shortly, as well as the case stressing him out, Quaid isn’t going to become okay after one month of dating. Many obstacles are interfering with him and the positive ways he wishes he would think. I’ve seen a few mixed thoughts about Quaid and how he acts, but his feelings are entirely valid, considering his background. He isn’t purposely selfish and tries to calm himself down when he jumps to conclusions. He’s a little broken inside, and the pieces he needs to put together aren’t strong enough to be held in a short amount of time. I want to say that I understand where others are coming from by describing him as whiny and needy, but I would be lying to myself because I don’t. However, I will say that I understand how it can be annoying and frustrating because there were a few moments when I wanted to shake Quaid and tell him to see Aslan wasn’t going anywhere.

“Here’s something you should know about Quaid. He’s afraid to let himself be vulnerable. He thinks he needs to act a certain way or people won’t respect him, which means he isn’t always forthcoming about the things he likes. He hides his true feelings behind thick walls. He’s got this warped idea that people in the department can’t see past his sexuality, so he’s afraid to let anyone see the parts of himself he thinks are cliché and make him stand out as a gay man, like his musicals and love for romance novels. He puts on a front and hides things he sees as weaknesses even when they’re not. He needs a man who will let him be his true self. You gave him a tiny taste of that freedom tonight with those tickets. It’s a good start.”

And isn’t that what most, if not all of us, want? You have this immense pressure on you sometimes that you’re afraid your vulnerability will show you off as weak, and therefore you shield your emotions. You hide them because you think they will distract you from making others proud, showing the world you’re capable of doing what you’re doing, even if those emotions wouldn’t be a reason you mess up.

Which leads me to Aslan. In my eyes, he was the ideal, perfect boyfriend material. What? He’s bisexual. Let a girl dream. Aslan has developed a lot, and his growth is evident on every page he steps in. I have loved seeing the change made in him, mainly because I feel like Nicky has kept him as the same playful, confident bisexual man we met in the first book, but he’s no longer childish, immature, and arrogant. His childish tendencies are sometimes added with the playful banter he has with Quaid, but because the two are dating now, the banter is snarky and cute, no longer annoying. He has the patience of a saint, but he knows what he is getting into. At the end of book 2, we know that Aslan knew he would be dating a man who felt a little emotionally unavailable and a wreck from his previous relationship. There would be trust issues, lack of communication, and judgment. But the best thing is how Aslan never gives us, and it was beautiful seeing how strong he held himself up for the sake of Quaid. I don’t think one is carrying the other more, but I won’t lie and say how Quaid’s problems and inner conflict affected the relationship more, which caused Aslan to be a little more rooted in the relationship. Regardless, I think his “perfect persona” in the relationship comes with the fact that this is the first time he has ever felt a close and emotional bond with another person. Settling down was difficult for him, and the moment he started feeling like being apart from Quaid wasn’t right, he wanted to make sure he wouldn’t lose it. He saw through Quaid at all times, and I respected his reassurance and commitment to showing Quaid how he is in it for the long run.

“You’re so fucking gorgeous, Quaid. I can’t believe you’re mine. All mine. I don’t want anyone else.”

Regardless of the airy attitude Aslan presents, he’s dealing with his problems. His past of alcoholism continues to haunt him, and there’s even a scene where the author adds a little suspense with his life and situation that, if he were to make a different choice, I still wouldn’t blame him. After almost one year of being sober, his whole life felt like it had turned upside down and crashed down, and turning to the mechanism he once trusted felt like the only right choice at that moment. Unfortunately, a lot is missing from Aslan, and I’m hoping the author will give us more information on his life. Most of the series has focused on Quaid’s arc. It feels like Aslan’s side of the story is missing. Even though we know a little bit about why he became who he once was, we can’t tell the whole story, and I trust Nicky to make his character have more depth to not only make his character even more understanding and more substantial.

Everything I’d built and fought so hard to keep was gone.

The two continued being nothing but opposites, and I was thankful that the two hadn’t changed their personalities just because they were together. Quaid is stubborn and serious, while Aslan is a little loose and carefree. Because they’re both in law enforcement and busy with their packed schedules, it is difficult for the two to be together at all times, especially with the rivalry their departments have. Regardless, there are so many moments between them to cherish, adding to the growing domesticity of their relationship. It’s cute and heartfelt but also challenging and frustrating. It’s angsty at times while wholesome at others. From the start, we get an idea of how the two are starting to know each other so well they can reach each other like a book. Their relationship timeline feels stable and realistic, organic and thorough. From the stolen, small kisses in the office, to the cuddling, to eating out together, to solving the pieces together.

“You know what I like about us?” I asked as I pulled away, fixing his shirt collar and adjusting his tie so it sat straight. “We’ve done well at keeping the lines of communication open. When I’m being an ass, you tell me I’m being an ass. When you’re grumpy, I tell you you’re grumpy. We don’t sugarcoat it. We never have. Let’s not lose that. When you aren’t fine, tell me you aren’t fine. I don’t expect you to always be fine, and there will be many days in the future when I’m the one who’s not fine, and I’ll need you to hold me up. It’s called compromise, Quaid. You don’t need to be a hero. You don’t need to take this all on yourself. Most importantly, I will not fly out the door the minute things between us aren’t perfect.”

However, despite my love for this book, I can’t help but feel like the mystery felt wrapped up too easily and quickly. My quibble isn’t significant, and it doesn’t make a big difference in the enjoyment of the story. However, I thought the revelation at the end was a little disappointing. With everything happening and how much impact it made on the people, I would have expected a little more fight to be put up, especially from the unsub. I understand this was all happening in the 90% mark of the story, but with how long the story was (and I’m not complaining about it, don’t get me wrong), I thought there could have been more action between our main characters and the villain. Of course, this is a personal opinion only because of its psychological effect. The last 15% was having me on the edge of my seat, biting my nails, and making my heart beat rapidly, only because of all that was happening. I was making guesses, throwing names, and wondering what would happen as it clicked. I loved how this happened, and, as I said, the plot twist was unexpected. I would have never guessed it. However, that was precisely why I thought the fight could have gone a little farther and not been caught so quickly.

A stitch of worry appeared between his brows. “I’m not pushing you away, am I?”
“No.”
He didn’t look like he believed me.
“Bring those sexy lips over here so I can kiss them.”

Overall, it’s easy to see how quickly Nicky became one of my favorite authors. I don’t know how she would be able to top this one with the fourth installment, but I also wouldn’t doubt it. I’m excited to see where the relationship goes and what else she has in store for us. I hope the next book isn’t the last because I still think a lot is missing from Aslan’s character, but I would be content regardless. Now, I need to end this review with the following quote, or I’ll add too many of my highlights. I highlighted every moment these two had together, making it almost impossible to choose which quotes to use.

He nodded at the paper bag. “Is that for me too?”
“Yes, but I make no promises it’s edible.”
When Quaid peeked inside, his face brightened. “A muffin. What kind is it?”
“I don’t freaking know. Li Mei picked it. Some sort of hemp seed, flax and almond, walnut juice, omega, gluten-free, bullshit paleo, sawdust, hippie date bran, banana, carrot, avocado grass, and dirt disgustingness.”
“You’re making that up.”
“I’m not.”
“It sounds amazing.”
“You need therapy.”

[moonlight ☾ [semi-hiatus] · Rating 5 out of 5]

"Do you have any idea how much I want you, Quaid? Do you know how incredibly attracted to you I am?"
I couldn't speak. I chased his mouth, wanting his kiss, but he denied me.
His grip on my jaw tightened. "Listen to me." His hand below moved with purpose. "You. Are. So fucking beautiful. Inside and out. Mind. Body. Soul. Never forget that."

you know you're attached real bad when you've only finished the book an hour ago and you're already missing them.


the romantic development of Aslan and Quaid's relationship is honestly my favorite part of this series bc, ever since the second book, the pacing just felt so natural. although they weren't always happy and all smiles in this, i loved how even their fights weren't dragged out but, instead, it's resolved quickly. the way Aslan grew on me so much throughout this series to the point where this man literally owns me now. 😩

the mystery in this book specifically was probably the most i was invested in (so far) and i think the fact that it was more of a personal/emotional case bc of Quaid and his dad played a huge role in that. i really felt for them here. :( Aslan's situation that happens later in the book also had me sobbing. overall, this book just made me a crying mess (but what's new?).

still not sure how to feel about Torin. he's giving me whiplash bc while i couldn't stand him in the previous books, i can't exactly lie that seeing him be all nervous when it comes to Allison was cute af. 😭

[Shile (Hazard's Version) on-hiatus · Rating 5 out of 5]

Audiobook - 4 stars

Story - 4.5 stars

Well! That was a massive improvement. Damn! I love it when a series goes up and up and up. This one exceeded my expectation.

The Mystery - AMAZING!🥳🥳 Gosh What a ride.

The Characters - EXCELLENT!😍 I love their interactions, especially in the work environment. I felt like I was part of their team. Quaid's dad! Lawd! This man. He really deserves some peace.

The Romance/relationship- GAAAHHH!!! Talk about the best development ever.😍💖 It was very realistic, I felt every emotion Quaid and Aslan were feeling. And thank book gods and Nicky for no magic dicks.

Everything else - GAAAAAAHH!!!! 🤩

Juni 😪 - OMG my poor little soul. You deserved the best. 😥😥

Quaid needs therapy ASAP!

Can I get this series on TV? 😭😭🥰

LOVED IT! BYE.

[nark · Rating 4 out of 5]

✦ i absolutely love these two. they have my whole heart. who would have thought that Aslan would be this mushy, loving, perfect boyfriend? all of his little loving, reassuring gestures for Quaid make me straight up wanna cry. so cute.
✦ their relationship development has been so natural and just beautiful to witness. 🥺 i just love how they didn't suddenly get over and forget all of their personal issues just because they got into a relationship. i also like the fact that they didn't rush into any grand love confessions too soon. all those aspects make it all seem way more realistic.
✦ i had no clue where the case was going at any point tbh. it was pretty smart and not obvious at all imo. it kept me interested throughout the whole book.
✦ i love the side characters in this series too - Erik, Eden, Torin, Allison. they're such a great team! even Ruiz, who is indeed quite a douchebag, lowkey has a charming side, right? i can't be the only one who thinks that.💀
✦ i truly cannot wait for the next book in the series!!

[Rain · Rating 5 out of 5]

*4.5* These stories are getting better! An ongoing series blending suspenseful police work with deeply personal struggles.

Detective Quaid Valor is caught up in a decades old cold case that involves missing children. This is especially difficult for him, leading to professional pressure and personal turmoil.

The heart of the story lies Quaid’s fragile relationship with Detective Aslan Doyle. Their relationship feels authentic, layered with both tension and hope. My heart hurt at how tender their new relationship was depicted.

Thriller/mystery
Police procedural
Romantic suspense
Emotional depth
HFN

[Drusilla · Rating 5 out of 5]

Second reading 07/2025
via audiobook: Here lies a reader, reduce to goo, with a final grin on their face. Please bury me now...

First reading 09/2024

My heart-rate was going like crazy and I went through this at a freaking speed. One day I will need to do a re-read in slow motion because I’m sure I missed a shit ton of words. Jesus, this was fucking crazy.
I honestly don't know what to say other than I love this shit.
Oh and my goodness, Aslan, the things that come out of his mouth....

I nuzzled his ear and whispered, “I know what you want me to say. I know you need to hear it. You will. Someday soon. I feel it, Quaid. It’s foreign, but I know it for what it is. It’s intense and consuming and overwhelming.” I moved my lips over his and whispered, “It’s beautiful. I’ve never… said it to anyone before. I’ve never felt it before. It kinda scares me shitless. Be patient with me. Give me more time.”
His eyes fluttered closed, and his hands came around my waist, tugging me closer than we already were. “Will you show me instead?”
“I can do that.” 😍🫠🥰😍🫠🥰😍🫠🥰

So, yeah I love this book and I think I've developed an addiction.
And fuck work, the customers can fuck off and wait until they're green and blue, I'm downloading the next book right now.

[Kati *☆･ﾟ · Rating 5 out of 5]

5***** Valor & Doyle stars

“[…] You’re allowed to feel emotional and vulnerable and angry and sad. Stop hiding from me, Quaid. Stop saying you’re fine when you aren’t. Stop trying to prove yourself because you think I wouldn’t like you otherwise.”

I won’t say much about this because I didn’t want to know anything about it beforehand either. But I will say this: IT WAS A WILD RIDE AND I ENJOYED EVERY SECOND OF IT!!!


The mystery part was gripping af as was to be expected with how the previous book ended and also satisfying in the end. And booooy this love story… These guys are just everything and they deserve each other so damn much!! ♡



side note: I was buddy reading with Elisa again and girl, we are so damn bad at this sleuthing shit, there is truly no hope for us *lmaoooo -- But I also can’t wait for us to do it all over again on Jan 30th next year! ♡


**************
Valor and Doyle Mysteries

Prequel - Department Rivals - 4.5 stars
Book 1 - Temporary Partner - 4.25 stars
Book 2 - Elusive Relations - 4.75 stars ♡
Book 3 - Unstable Connections - 5.0 stars
Xmas-Novella - Relative Commotions 5.0 stars
Book 4 - Inevitable Disclosure - 4.25 stars
Book 5 - Defying Logic - 4.25 stars
Book 6 - Disrupted Engagement - 4.5 stars
Book 7 - Matrimonial Merriment - 5.0 stars

[Lau ♡ · Rating 5 out of 5]

✨I found my heroin and now nothing compares✨


“Can I tell you something?”
“Always.”
() “This is real, Quaid. You and me.”


Unstable connections is a delicious treat of heartbreaking character development and heartwarming scenes. Both Valor and Doyle will be hurting so much that they won’t always be able to be there for each other. But they'll try to do their best. Thankfully, there is enough communication, love and friends to help them during this hard time. The case is specially close to Valor and, despite my initial hesitation, I ended up loving how it was solved. It was original, unexpected and not as OTT dramatic as I was dreading.


Quaid is still a work in progress, continuously fighting not to be controlled by the insecurities Jackhole and his childhood have left on him. I appreciate how we don’t see a miraculous improvement, despite Aslan’s patience and constant kind words. I hate when the main character’s self-esteem comes back overnight thanks to the love interest; that’s not how real life works. Aslan doesn’t pressure Quaid to ‘fix’ it, to trust him, because he knows that’s what Quaid is trying to do already and that it’s going to take some time. That’s one of the reasons why I hope the next book is not the last one; I don’t think only one book can show a realistic development and I don’t conceive a HEA without Quaid being confident about his own worth.


“() You’re allowed to hurt. You’re allowed to take time to heal after what Jack did to you. You’re allowed to spend time learning to trust me and asking questions. You’re allowed to feel emotional and angry and sad. Stop hiding from me, Quaid. Stop saying you’re fine when you aren’t. Stop trying to prove yourself because you think I wouldn’t like you otherwise.”


It breaks me every time Quaid attempts to pretend he’s fine, but Aslan is always there reading his mind. Aslan always tries to find the best way to show Quaid that he doesn’t want his performance, that he already sees his flaws and is not going anywhere. Aslan knew from the beginning that Quaid would need time to adjust and he’s showing Quaid he’s worth the work. I can’t help but get emotional every time Aslan stops Quaid’s acts to tell him he understands, that he doesn’t blame him, his insecurities are not his fault and that he’s not going to run away. I would be sobbing half the book if I were in Quaid’s skin.


“You. Are. So fucking beautiful. Inside and out. Mind. Body. Soul. Never forget that.”
He dropped his forehead to mine. () I was lost in his eyes, swimming in the dark pools staring back at me and trying to comprehend why.
Why me when he could do so much better?


I should have waited until all the books were over. Since I finished this, the only thing I feel like (re)reading when I open my kindle are scenes from this series 🙂


“God, I love when you talk sexy. Say saturated fat again. Slowly.”


↬ Valor and Doyle Mysteries:

0.5. Department Rivals: 3 stars
1. Temporary Partner: 4 stars
2. Elusive Relationships: 4 stars
3. Unstable Connections: 4.5 stars
4. Inevitable Disclosure: 4.5 stars
5. Defying Logic: 3.5 stars

[Renae Reads · Rating 5 out of 5]

*** I received a complementary copy of this book.***

Unstable Connections is the newest entry in the Doyle and Valor detective series. This entry picks up immediately after the events of the previous story with the newly cemented relationship between Aslan and Quaid moving in a great new direction. Their connection is so sincere, genuine and real, making for a great continuation of their dynamic that only deepens with this new entry.

My favorite aspect of this story is the devotion both Quaid and Aslan have for one another. They have an intense chemistry that is only elevated due to their immense care and devotion to one another leading to the best scenes of care and protection. This mystery they are investigating this time is the most personal entry so far and the revelations that occurred had me so enthralled until the heart-stopping conclusion of this story.

Overall I love these two guys and how well they work together. Cannot wait for the next entry and to see what lies ahead for our favorite detective duo.

[NicoleR.M.M. · Rating 5 out of 5]

*Audio re-reading*

The second time reading this book, this time in audio, was still the same exciting ride, even though I already knew the outcome of the suspense. Nick J. Russo is the perfect narrator for the Valor&Doyle books, the way he uses different voices for each character, and Quaid and Aslan in particular. I love the way he performs the tension within Quaid while working on this case, the nerves. I love the intimate moments between Aslan and Quaid, and the desperation when Aslan was not okay. Again, a new winning collaboration between Nicky and Nick. Highly recommend!

*original review*

My God, what a ride!! We finally get some answers here, but this book is intense, both the romance and the mystery. I couldn’t put it down before I knew how the case was solved and that Aslan and Quaid were good.

And for this once, can I gush again over how much I love Nicky James's writing?! I feel so privileged to be part of her ARC team and to have the possibility to read her upcoming releases before most readers do. And seeing as I love her new Valor&Doyle series, I feel extra thrilled about that.

This series, my friends, is a must read if you enjoy mm romance combined with a thrilling mystery. This here is Nicky James at her best. Each book in this series shows us a beautiful character development and both Quaid and Aslan have sneaked their way under my skin when I wasn't paying attention. They occupy my mind even when I'm not reading and there's not a lot of characters who manage to do that. I love how their relationship develops, at just the exact right pace and in the most natural way.
In this third book that same relationship gets ultimately tested. Aslan surprised me in the most positive ways and I just wanted to wrap my arms around Quaid and let him feel how worthy he is. His lack of confidence and trust tug at my heartstrings repeatedly and it almost broke my heart.
These two men are so good together, and I already look forward to read about how they continue from here.

The mystery in this book kept me on the edge of my seat and I think it was the most intense, thrilling story in this series up til now. We finally get some answers from the past and Nicky once again took us on a wild rollercoaster ride to get them. I just had to keep on reading until I knew how things were solved and that Aslan and Quaid were okay.

Another thing I absolutely love about this series is how perfectly balanced the romance and the mystery is. The mystery is a big part of each book, but it doesn't take away from the growing romance between Aslan and Quaid. Their relationship still takes the center stage, even when they are busy solving the case. It's in the little things, the small gestures, the sweet words and the whispering, the stolen kisses. Their growing love is palpable, their feelings for one another obvious. These guys belong together and I'm really, really curious to where Nicky James will take them (and us readers!)

Now there's 2 things I can't wait for:
1. The narration of this third book, because Nick Russo is doing such an excellent job with bringing Asland and Quaid to life.
2. For the 4th book to be released. I am not ready to say goodbye to these men yet!

I kindly received an advanced copy from the author and this is my unbiased, honest and voluntary review

[~Nicole~ · Rating 4 out of 5]

It was good . 3.75 good ,rounded up to 4. Valor was waaaay too whiny and self centered and Aslan was too accommodating, comforting and too good to be true. I understand Jack fucked Quaid up but give me a break !! Why does Aslan have to pay for that?? Everything was about Quaid all the freaking time !! His father (who, by the way, didn’t say a word when Quaid was with Jack but wow, he went big bad wolf on Aslan ..puhleeaase 🙄) , his sister, his distrust, his stress, his paranoia, his insecurities etc etc. It was tiring and too much to be honest. And when Aslan needed help , guess what? Quaid wasn’t there because reasons (again: father sister,the case etc etc) and of course a phone call from his bf wasn’t a priority enough to check his phone once in a while. And Aslan didn’t even pointed this out the next day , on the contrary , HE had to fend off accusations and to calm Quaid down . Never seen Quaid worried for Aslan.. Never seen him wondering if he ate, if he’s ok etc etc. Oh no, of course not. He was always stressing the fact that he doesn’t trust him yet but he kept waiting for Aslan to say I love you..Uhmm, hypocrite much?? Guess it’s obvious that Quaid pissed me off. I loved Aslan a lot although he kind of lost his spark and his quirky personality and badassness when he decided to be Valor’s metaphorical winter blanket. And again, so much slut shaming ughh . What was wrong with not wanting to settle down and having hook ups?? Why is it such a sin and why does Aslan have to be ashamed of his previous status?? That makes me mad. As if Quaid was better for keeping up a stable relationship with a cheater and going back to him over and over again. I’d choose Aslan’s way any day..
The mystery top notch, the writing also and I have only one complaint: Where is the sex??? I don’t think I’ve seen an honest to God sex scene in this book? Or if it was I don’t remember… I don’t need porn but I’d like 2 good sex scenes per book ,please and thank you very much! 😬
Only one book to go. I hope we’ll have a wedding 💒 lol

[Elisa Glendenning (on hiatus) · Rating 5 out of 5]

“You are worthy, and I’m not going anywhere. I will tell you every day until you believe me”

The title couldn’t be more fitting - what an emotional rollercoaster!!!

Never have I wanted to comfort Quaid so much yet simultaneously try and knock some sense into him. Aslan, on the other hand, had me swooning from the very beginning.

Plagued by the past, our lover boys are both put through the wringer and whilst it may not have turned out as anticipated, I loved the relationship development and am excited for what’s to come. I just hope that Az has more than proved his worth. Quaid has to realise that he has the best BF ever.💘

“We were willing to work through our issues instead of giving up at the first sign of trouble. We would be stronger because of it.”

*Had so much fun buddy reading with Kati. One of these days, we will guess something right 😂 January can’t come soon enough!*


Attaching my highlights as I can’t access them for some reason:

I’m guessing you didn’t get the one with vegetables.” “Kale, Quaid? And beets? Who the fuck puts that in a smoothie?” “It’s good. They add honey.” “I don’t care if they add thirty pounds of sugar and sprinkles. That’s disgusting.”

We were no longer in a race to an invisible finish line but were taking time to enjoy the view, discovering, savoring, and learning each other properly. When Quaid wasn’t lost in his head or dancing on eggshells, worried about driving me away, it was the most fabulous thing I’d ever experienced.

He had never forgiven himself. Juniper’s disappearance was an infection in my father’s core that had never healed. We didn’t talk about her—ever—but neither of us had given up on her.

“I’ll be honest, sir. It’s early yet. We’re taking it one step at a time. I know I have an unsavory past, and you have every right to be leery. I know Quaid’s last relationship left him with a bad taste in his mouth—and yours too, but I like your son, and he likes me. He knows who I was and who I want to be going forward. Believe me, I have no intention of hurting him or being unfaithful like Jack. I value Quaid. I hope I can prove to you as much as I can prove to him that I am a worthy partner. I can’t magically erase my past, and I’m not proud of the things I’ve done, but I can assure you, I’m not that person anymore. I hope you’ll give me a chance to prove myself.”

A black hole opened up in the middle of the den, sucking all the sound from the room and leaving a thick nothingness to throb and pulse in my ears. The war drum of my heart echoed like a death march, loud and fast.

We weren’t at a stage in our relationship where I expected constant overnight companionship, but I couldn’t shake the hollowness in my belly every time I was alone at night. Was it loneliness or fear? Was he working or pulling a Jack? I had to give him more credit than my despicable ex, but it wasn’t easy. I was hardwired to assume the worst.

“You are worthy, and I’m not going anywhere. I will tell you every day until you believe me.” Then he kissed my temple, squeezed my hand, and slipped from the room.

“Okay, fine. I’ll read it to you, but you can’t laugh.” “I wouldn’t dare.” “Remember my end goal.” “Which is?” “To marry her and have her bear my children.” “Steep goal, my friend. I hope you don’t open with that.”

“Oh, hell no. Shit. I gotta run before he ruins this.” I popped up from a squat and, without thinking, bent and planted a kiss right on Quaid’s mouth while at least a dozen people watched—including Edwards from his fishbowl office. Quaid’s eyes blew wide, and his cheeks pinked. I paused when our lips parted, reading the shocked expression on his face before laughing. “Oops. I did that without thinking. I’m going to pay big time, aren’t I?”

“You’re so fucking gorgeous, Quaid. I can’t believe you’re mine. All mine. I don’t want anyone else.”

I was so stupid. So, so stupid. It was a losing battle. When the first tear escaped, more followed, and they wouldn’t stop. Hugging the steering wheel, I buried my face in my arms and wept.

Everything happened through a thick fog like I was in a dreamland, looking down from above, no longer in control of my actions but cursed to watch the story play out. My inner voice screamed for me to stop, but I was powerless, no longer in control.

I stilled, adjusting, glancing down into the deep pools of blue reflecting back at me in the moonlight. It was good. It was so, so good. There was no doubt in my mind how I felt. Was it too soon to feel that way? Who cared? I might not have experienced these feelings before, but I knew them for what they were. Quaid pulled me into a kiss, and we moved together, a slow blissful climb to the top of the highest mountain. When we crested the peak, the fall into oblivion was synchronized just right so that we tumbled together over the edge.

[Pauline · Rating 5 out of 5]

Wooow, is it just me or is this series getting better and better?!

There was SO MUCH to love here.

But what stood out to me the most was how real Quaid’s journey felt. He didn’t magically bounce back from the horrors of his past relationship or jump headfirst into something new without baggage. His struggles, him overthinking, insecure, feeling too much, then not enough, were written with so much care and authenticity. Watching him try so hard to be the “perfect” boyfriend, terrified he’ll be treated horribly again if he isn’t - heartbreaking, I’m telling you.

Speaking of heartbreaking: seeing Quaid not eat, not sleep, strung out and anxious to the point of unraveling, really got to me. I just wanted to wrap him in a blanket and force-feed him soup. I truly hope he’ll learn some healthier coping mechanisms now that this chapter of his past has found at least a little bit of peace.

And Aslan? Aslan was an absolute DREAM in this, jfc. Attentive, affectionate, patient, so patient - doing everything in his power to show Quaid he’s here to stay, that he’s safe, that this is real, that Q can trust him. That man will be the death of me. Honestly, what is it about the Detective Doyle’s for me?! Aslan and Ira from CS Poe’s Memento Mori series are currently battling for the title of Most Swoonworthy and All-Around Amazing Book Boyfriend in my heart.

“Do you have any idea how much I want you, Quaid? Do you know how incredibly attracted to you I am?”
I couldn’t speak. I chased his mouth, wanting his kiss, but he denied me.
His grip on my jaw tightened. “Listen to me.” His hand below moved with purpose. “You. Are. So fucking beautiful. Inside and out. Mind. Body. Soul. Never forget that.”


“You are worthy, and I’m not going anywhere. I will tell you every day until you believe me.”
COME THE FUCK OOON 😩🫠

Anyway. We also got introduced to some fantastic new characters - Erik and Allison - who I absolutely adored, especially Erik. These six together make such a great team, and I can’t wait to spend more time with them as the series continues.

And this case… It was an emotional one. I hurt for Quaid and his dad and every new layer revealed had me either choked up or gasping out loud. And when it all finally came together MY JAW DROPPED ALL THE WAY TO THE FLOOR. REPEATEDLY. HOLY FUCK. 😳😳 I just love the mysteries in this series so much!

I’m having the absolute time of my life with this series.

[alyssa · Rating 5 out of 5]

[4.5] i basically got zero sleep last night to read this, so excuse my singular exhausted braincell if this review is incoherent. i refuse to say anything about the case because so much happens and you just have to buckle your seatbelt for the ride, but finally can they close the curtain on the 30-year-old disappearance case that's ravenously eaten at Quaid and his father all these years.

it's funny how my plan to distract myself from the aftermath of The Mortal Sleep both succeeded and backfired, since yes, i was preoccupied with a raw & convoluted mystery but my heart didn't get much of a chance to heal with the brand-new wounds. silly of me to trust an author who basically read Gregory Ashe's entire backlog in a year 😂

love the growing camaraderie within the team, how Aslan addresses Quaid's insecurities (for those wary of Aslan in book 1, just know that you can throw those concerns out the window), 🎶singing Aslan🎶, and more!

Nicky James could've easily let their story end with this installment at a place that makes perfect sense for where they're at in their relationship, but instead, she decided to generously bless us with more of these two. i couldn't be happier and more excited for Inevitable Disclosure 🤧💖

****pre-release thoughts****

when the release date is right around the corner and you can't focus on anything else. kindle version clocks in at 466 pages too, CHONKY BOI

[Sana⁷ · Rating 3 out of 5]

"I don't trust you, Aslan. You're my ticket to getting Quaid to abide by my rules, but I can't have you overpowering or tricking me. I don't want to hurt you. The thing is, I'm not a violent person unless you force my hand. So have a little sleep, sweetie."

I have such big mixed feelings about this book, you all. I wish I could give it a higher rating, I truly wish so, but there are things in it that I didn't like and I can't act like they didn't matter.

Unstable Connections is a third installment in the Valor & Doyle Mysteries series that happens a month after the events of the previous book. This time our favorite pair of detectives not only have to solve a new case - they have to face their past as well, and deal with the consequences of their actions.


The Valor & Doyle blooming relationship.

It was a rocky start, but I really shipped these two together. They weren't born to be together - it's nothing cheesy like that - but they managed to build up a great relationship over time. I loved how much they started to care for one another, how much understanding and respect there was between them and how well they worked as both a couple and partners at work. But then book three happened and... I don't know how I should feel about them together. Aslan's an amazing boyfriend. I didn't think I will ever say it, considering how much I disliked his character in book one, but he's truly an amazing boyfriend. He's not just understanding and respectful, he's like Quaid's sword and shield. He's encouraging and caring and very observant - he can pick up the smallest of things in Quaid and know perfectly in what kind of mood his boyfriend currently is and how can he help. He makes him laugh and he's overall a positive influence on Quaid. I liked to see it, I liked to see it a lot, but there is also Quaid and... uh. He kind of gave a bad account of himself.

It's not entirely his fault. He's painfully insecure and acts accordingly to his deepest fears. I can understand it. I understand it perfectly, actually, because I'm insanely insecure person too. But what made me upset about his character is that he's not even trying to change. He's constantly feeling bad about himself not giving Aslan the benefit of the doubt, for not trusting him, but he's not trying to change it. There was no time to work on it, because the case was on Quaid's mind 24/7, I understand that, but c'mon.

What also upset me about Quaid and Aslan's relationship was the lack of synergy in their relationship. What I mean by that is the fact that Aslan was always there for Quaid, but Quaid was not there when Aslan needed his support. I understand how important the case was for Quaid, but the neglect of Aslan was unfair. It looks like Aslan is the only one trying to make this relationship work, and this needs to change.

I will leave any comment about the blowjob scene. I hated it.

The case.

I liked the previous cases very, very much. I felt engaged and looked forward to find out who the culprits were and if the missing people will come back to their families.

Unfortunately, I didn't feel the same about this case.

I should. Out of all the cases, this one was the most personal, for Quaid at least, so it should matter to me the most. It should have the biggest emotional impact on me, be the most important one, but it wasn't. In the beginning it was intriguing, but the more I have read, the more I found myself losing focus and praying for it to end already, especially because of the involvement of the culprit. I rolled my eyes so hard when the culprit was revealed and for the life of me I don't understand the motives of most of culprit's actions. What was the point of all that? I have no idea.

The only good thing about this case is the face off with the past that Quaid and his father had to get through. There was too much of guilt and pain involved in it that it had to come out eventually. It could either break their relationship, or make it stronger. I can't tell what the result will be since the father and son hadn't met on the end, but I hope that everything will be alright. I love their relationship. There was always so much love between these two. You could tell right away that they were the most important people to each other, and I found it beautiful. The two men, father and son, against the world. I hope that they will not lose that.

I am picking book four right away, hoping for things to get better. I NEED for the things to get better, because I love these characters and I don't want to end with any negative feelings about this series. We will see how things will look like.


Here are some of my favorite quotes from the book:

~ "Happy birthday, beautiful." [Aslan]

~ Abraham Valor was not a frail old man like Quaid sometimes described him. He was fierce and protective of his son. He'd go to war for him if he had to. He'd fight to his last breath.

~ "When you aren't fine, tell me you aren't fine. I don't expect you to always be fine, and there will be many days in the future when I'm the one who's not fine, and I'll need you to hold me up. It's called compromise, Quaid. You don't need to be a hero."[Aslan]

~ "You're better at this relationship thing than you give yourself credit for. I'm the one faltering."
"No one's faltering. We're learning this dance together."

~ The more I looked, the more I saw. The more I saw, the more I craved. [Aslan]

~ "Do you have any idea how much I want you, Quaid? Do you know how incredibly attracted to you I am?"
I couldn't speak. I chased his mouth, wanting a kiss, but he denied me.
His grip on my jaw tightened. "Listen to me." His hand below moved with purpose. "You. Are. So freaking beautiful. Inside and out. Mind. Body. Soul. Never forget that."

~ My phone buzzed on the nightstand twenty minutes after Aslan left.
Aslan: I'll be busy today, but keep me posted. Take care of yourself. Eat. xx
And if I caressed the small kisses at the end of his message with my thumb, no one needed to know.

~ "I hope someday you'll learn to trust me, Quaid. To trust this." I swung a finger between us. "I'm not Jack. I'm all in. Both feet. Wholeheartedly."
He looked away, so I snagged his chin and turned him back to face me. "I'm not a cheater. If I have to say it a hundred times, a thousand, I will. Every day until you believe me."

~ "Communicate. Stop shutting down. Give yourself permission to not be okay for a change. It doesn't make you weak in my eyes. I promise you. You're allowed to hurt. You're allowed to feel emotional and vulnerable and angry and sad. Stop hiding from me, Quaid. Stop saying you're fine when you aren't. Stop trying to prove yourself because you think I wouldn't like you otherwise."

~ "Quaid, I get it. We aren't always going to be perfect, and there will be all kinds of bumps in the road. News flash, we're going to fight. Any couple who tells you they don't is lying. It's having the ability to move past an argument and forgive each other that makes us stronger.

~ "It changes nothing," he said, enveloping me in his arms. The comforting scent of Old Spice and home surrounded me. "I swear to God, Quaid. It. Changes. Nothing." [Abraham]

~ "Maybe someday you'll let me all the way in so I can know the whole story of Quaid Valor. The good, the bad, and the ugly."

~ "This is real, Quaid. You and me."

~ "Be proud of yourself. Today was the day you took ownership for a mistake you made a year ago. It's been bothering you since it happened, and now you can let it go. It's time to leave the last behind. Maybe it's time to reward yourself instead of punishing yourself." [Quaid]



Valor and Doyle Mysteries series - my rating:

Temporary Partner: ⭐⭐⭐ (3/5)
Elusive Relations: ⭐⭐⭐⭐ (4,5/5)
Unstable Connections: ⭐⭐⭐ (3/5)
Inevitable Disclosure: ⭐⭐⭐ (3/5)

[Cat the bookworm (semi hiatus ish) · Rating 5 out of 5]

One if the books where you want to rate with more than 5 stars.

I swear to God, Nicky James gets better with every new installment. This was one hell of a ride, and the mystery had me guessing until the very end (as you probably know if you read the updates I gave you while reading).

The mystery is -unsurprisingly- about Juni, Quaid’s sister who got abducted 30 years ago, because a series of new abductions are (very obviously) connected to Juni (and Quaid). And no, my lips are sealed, you won’t get any spoilers from me, you need to experience this ride for yourself. But I’m in awe of Ms James ability to drop just enough hints during the book that you feel like you’re only a tiny bit ahead of the investigation, and you want to pop in and scream at them occasionally because you just KNOW something bad is going to happen.

I loved the side characters, too - Quaid’s father, who still has all the grief buried deep inside himself, Az’ and Quad’s partners, and - surprisingly- Ruez, who made me chuckle more than once because I know these types of IT nerds.

And, ofc, Aslan/Az and Quaid themselves. Az quickly became one of my favourite MCs ever, especially after this book, and my heart ached for Quaid even though I wanted to shake some sense into him during the moments where he starts to doubt Az (and himself).

They’re so REAL with their struggles, and it’s not all fluff and rainbows, but the underlying deep love (even if they don’t address it. Yet.) makes is so good. So real (I know I mentioned it, but in my head, they’re almost as if I know them for real).

Can’t wait for the next book, although I’m not sure if I want to read it or if I should wait for the audio release - the narrator, Nick Russo, is good (even if not perfect because his voices aren’t always distinguishable), but his pacing and emotion add another layer to the story.

[Diana · Rating 5 out of 5]

Wow, I really loved this one. That’s not to say I didn’t have a few niggles, but all in all, it’s definitely a 5 star read.

The mystery part had me guessing, and of course, I was way off. Nicky James definitely puts a few twists and turns in the story that throw you off balance as far as figuring out who the kidnapper is.

As far as the romance part of the story, that’s where my niggle comes in. Quaid’s insecurities were starting to pluck my nerves. I do understand it’s very realistic and he deserved to have them, but I just felt bad for Aslan.

I’m thrilled book 4 is due out soon, but I’ll probably wait for the audio….maybe.

HIGHLY RECOMMEND

[~✡~Dαni(ela) ♥ ♂♂ love & semi-colons~✡~ · Rating 4 out of 5]

This one was sad. Even the villain was a victim.

Doyle is so patient with Valor, who's the epitome of a jealous, insecure boyfriend. Jack did a number on him, but Quaid needs therapy, not coddling.

Speaking of Jack, I wish there were a follow-up. Is he suffering from a TBI? Has he tried to contact Quaid?

I'm getting attached to all the secondary characters, including Quaid's dad, whom I don't even like.

I think it's safe to say I'm hooked on this series, which I swore I'd never read, and I'm not mad about it.

[BookSafety Reviews · Rating 5 out of 5]

Book safety, content warnings, and tropes down below.

“This is real, Quaid. You and me. Yes, it’s only been a month, and I know we haven’t found our groove. We are perfectly imperfect, but there isn’t a day that goes by that I regret asking you out to dinner. I don’t regret making this commitment to you and shedding my old life. This is far better.”

Dude, this book stressed me out something fierce. You’d think it would be a relatively chill book since Quaid and Aslan are finally together, but their relationship is definitely rocky. Quaid is plagued (kinda rhymes) by insecurities and low self-esteem and nonexistent self-worth after the relationship with his cheating and manipulative ex and being abandoned by a parent, and has pretty extensive trust issues. Thankfully Aslan is well aware, is full of understanding and has endless patience with Quaid. No, it hasn’t been a smooth ride by any means, but you can tell they are good together and for each other.

“You are worthy, and I’m not going anywhere. I will tell you every day until you believe me.”

They dealt with so many external challenges as well in this book, so it was plenty angsty and stressful. I really enjoyed seeing them get closer and stronger, even if it was minuscule. I am really hoping for less relationship angst in book 4, because there’s only so much I can handle, lol.

Update on my feelings on everyone:
I like Aslan now (I stand by him being a douche canoe in book 1 and most of book 2)
Quaid is baby and I love him still
Torin can get fucked less (actually made me lol in this one)
Quaid’s dad might be old and fragile but he can get fucked the most — hug your child back you ass

He scratched his fingers up and down my chest through the fabric of my dress shirt. There was a softness in his eyes. A wanting. A desperation. “Will you kiss me?” he breathed. “I’m stressed.”

⬇️ Blanket spoiler warning ⬇️

⚠️ Tropes & content tags ⚠️
Established couple
Law enforcement
Police procedural
Coworkers
Rocky relationship
Solving crimes
Found family vibes
Recovering addict

⚠️ Content warning ⚠️
Themes of missing children
Child describing being abducted
Drugged and held captive
MC’s sister missing since childhood
Explicit sexual content
Alcoholic MC almost relapses (buys alcohol, does not drink)
SC recounting killing someone as a child
Alcohol cravings detailed
Detailed murder scenes
MC drugged (on page)
MC abducted
Mentions of abusive bad guy (physical, past)
Gun violence (no shots fired)
MC’s sister’s dead body recovered
Disordered eating (skipping meals, eating too little, extreme focus on health

⚠️Book safety ⚠️
Cheating: No
Other person drama: A female reporter is pushy and while Aslan isn’t remotely interested, Quaid’s insecurities and a couple situations that look suspicious leads to a couple fights. No ‘actual’ OW drama, but can be stressful and uncomfortable.
Breakup: No
POV: 1st person, dual
Genre: Romantic suspense
Pairing: M/M
Strict roles or versatile: Versatile
Main characters’ age: 36 and 42
Series: Series, book 3
Kindle Unlimited: Yes
Pages: 464
Happy ending: Mild HFN


“You also have romance novels behind your collection of thriller books.” Aslan winked. “Very sneaky.” “They aren’t romance novels.” “You think I don’t know who Nora Roberts is? I have a romance-novel-obsessed sister.” “She writes diverse stories with rich plotlines and characterization. I… Dad! Stop laughing and defend me.”

Despite wanting to admit it, Quaid was an emotional being deep, deep inside where he thought no one could see.



You can find most of my reviews on Instagram as well: https://www.instagram.com/booksafety?...

[Layla · Rating 5 out of 5]

Oh my GOOOOOOOD!!!
This was so so good. Easily one of my favorites in the year. Aslan and Quaid are quickly becoming one of my favorite couples.

I just love how real these two are. They are imperfect and authentic.
I love Quaid's vulnerability and insecurities. It makes him so human.
I love Aslan's strength and love for Quaid... even if he hasn't said it yet. I also love his fear of failure and misstepping. It adds to the authenticity of his character traits. He's a recovering alcoholic and he's always weary and sometimes weak.

These men's imperfections make them beautiful I my eyes.

I also adored how Nicky showed that these imperfections affect their relationship, but they were stromg enough to rise above them. NO UNNECESSARY DRAMA!! Thank the lord.

They talk, they communicate like adults and they work things out. That is HOT in my humble opinion.
Give me all the men who act their age!!!

That ending 😭😭😭😭😭

I can't wait for the next book 😍😍😍😍

I NEED MORE

As for the audiobook:
Nick J Russo SLAYED this audio.
The emotions, the inflections... he WAS Aslan and Quaid. His performance was amazing. He made me tear up and smile many times during the audio. He truly is a perfect match for these characters 👏🏻

[juli✨ · Rating 4 out of 5]

✩ four++

“i love kissing you,” he said dreamily.
“i would say the same, but you taste like those shitty-ass muffins, and i’m questioning my life choices.”



… aslan fucking slays me in the best way possible ✋😭

me starting the valor and doyle series:




deadass, i didn't even finish book one. there was something about the first iterations of quaid and aslan that did not work for me. i think it was the mean-spiritedness of their interactions. also aslan was an asshole, and not in a fun way.


cut to me picking up book two a short time later:




nicky james obviously read reviews or something because the chemistry between aslan and quaid felt so much more effortless. which, brings me to book three. i really really really enjoyed it.

“why do you keep saying that?”
“what?”
“‘all the rage.’ nobody says that anymore.”
“it’s my new thing. saying it’s ‘all the rage’ is all the rage.”
he [quaid] didn’t want to, but a poorly hidden smirk leaked to the surface. “you’re such an idiot.”
“and yet you still wanted to go out with me.”

seeing quaid and aslan really work at their relationship felt like a breath of fresh air. if anything, i'm beyond excited to see how they'll progress now that everything seems to be on the table.


what have we learned today? we've learned never to doubt nicky james's ability to make me love her books.



***


me deciding to reread the valor and doyle series was an a++ decision, if i do say so myself 😌

“i think we have a lot of potential, quaid. we’re gonna be all right.”
“i hope so. i want to make this work.”
“me too.”

only thing that didn't fully work for me was the case, but i'm honestly not surprised … i was already iffy on it the first time around 🤷‍♀️

[Lyn❤Loves❤Listening to Real Voices Only!!!!❤️🎧📚 Addict ON HIATUS · Rating 5 out of 5]

Audio - 5 Stars
Story - 5 Stars

[Simone - on indefinite hiatus - · Rating 5 out of 5]

January 2023: Audiobook = ***4.5 Stars***

************************

***5 high-on-emotions Stars***

This series is highly addictive and by the end of it I think I'm gonna need a therapist because I don't wanna let it go. ❤️

[Gustaf · Rating 5 out of 5]

I can't even describe how much I have fallen in love with this series and these characters. This was a wild, wild ride but I can't wait for more!!

[Eugenia · Rating 5 out of 5]

This Was So Good!!!

So much mystery!
So many possible perps!
And the big reveals!
This is my favorite book in the series thus far. The first three books should ideally be read/listened to back to back. The storyline of Quaid’s missing sister Carrie’s through all three novels.

I’m really liking how both of these men are damaged in very different ways. Aslan is a recovering alcoholic, and Quaid suffers from trust issues.

The two are also very hot together!

So far this series has a great plot-sex balance—so very important in a police procedural!

I can’t wait to see what comes up for these two in the next books!

Audiobook fans: RIVETING performance by Nick J. Russo!

[Cyndi (hiatus) · Rating 5 out of 5]

Ooooooo that was good! I am thoroughly enjoying this series. The mystery in this installment definitely overshadowed the romance, but the case du jour was so intensely personal to Quaid that there was really no other way to handle it without diminishing it's importance. Even so, there were plenty of Aslan and Quaid moments sprinkled in. I love the pace at which their relationship is moving, especially considering Aslan's history and Quaid's collection of trust and abandonment issues. I have to say, Aslan is really coming though on the boyfriend front. For someone with very little, if any, commitment experience, he's surprisingly intuitive and patient with Quaid.

There were so many cute moments in this book - Torin's attempts to ask Allison out, Quaid's new found dynamic with Ruiz, Aslan's American Idol audition. For a story dealing with pretty heavy subject matter, the author did a great job of infusing it with the perfect amount of humor and sweetness. I loved the way everyone worked together and supported each other. That lack of antagonism made me like all of the side characters just as much as I like Aslan and Quaid.

I was glad that the ending brought about some much needed closure, but now I'm curious as to what's next for Quaid. This case was the driving force behind his entire career, so did closing it bring about a sense of relief or a loss of purpose? Maybe both? And poor Aslan. There was so much focus on Quaid in this book that I got frustrated when nobody seemed to be looking out for Aslan. I'm assuming the next book will be focused more on him and I'm there for it.

[Elena · Rating 4 out of 5]

Once again, the rating isn’t because the book stands out in any particular way in terms of writing or plot. Aslan and Quaid may not be the most realistic detective characters and their investigations aren’t that far behind, I’m just enjoying this series and these characters, especially the characterization and the relationship development. I found refreshing that Quaid is this weird mix of needy, vulnerable, emotional and fiercely determined to not be seen as such and how these traits play out in his relationship with Aslan. For a series (author? I don’t remember if it was the same in the other books I’ve read) where the sex scenes aren’t particularly detailed, I wouldn’t have expected a “sex scene” to reveal so much as the blowjob scene did. I would’ve almost wished to see it from Quaid’s POV, if it wasn’t already so enlightening from Aslan’s.
I liked a lot how Aslan dealt with Quaid’s insecurities and the baggage from Quaid’s previous relationship, he was patient and understanding without coming off as the perfect saint character. Mostly thanks to the way he was shown to be very much human when he almost ruined his year of sobriety, but I appreciated even that, especially the way he took care of it himself and there wasn’t any love-will-cure-it-all bullshit solution.
I know I’m not doing it justice with my scatterbrained reviews, but the fact that this series has kept me coming back at a time when I’m averaging a book per month (at best) should tell you something. What, I’m not sure, but I know I’ll be back for the next book when it comes out.

[MarianR · Rating 4 out of 5]

I loveeeeee my guys😍
The mystery was so good. My only complaint is the resolution, which was a bit fast, you know, a lot of tension throughout the book and at the end it was "oh, well, that's it... okay"
But these guys are amazing. I love the chemistry between them. 🤩 They have a lot to work with each other and with themselves, but this keeps getting better.

[Preeti · Rating 4 out of 5]

4.5 🌟 Another fictional crush unlocked...🤩🤩🤩

I swear I would have died if someone would have ever said, "Keep being your neurotically adorable, insecure self"...But, now I think nothing describes me more...