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On a Different Mission
I sing to survive, and he’s never been with a man. When he looks at me, it’s everything.
Devin
I hadn’t planned on falling for anyone, especially him.
After escaping a suffocating Mormon past, I built a new life—working at a queer-owned bakery,
singing in a band, embracing skirts and eyeliner like armor.
Then Brandon walks into my world with his shy smiles and stammered compliments.
I can't look away.
He says he’s never been with a guy. But every time his eyes linger, every time our fingers brush, I wonder…is he just curious, or as lost as I am?
I want him. But I’m not sure where to start.
All I know is, my heart races when he’s around.
Brandon
I was just trying to get through college.
Keep my head down, finish my degree, and figure out the rest later.
Then Devin appears—in eyeliner and combat boots, belting out lyrics with a voice that cracks something open in me.
He takes my breath away.
I’ve never let myself act on an attraction to a man.
But Devin? He’s different. He makes me want to push past the doubt and fear.
And even though I’m fumbling through every new feeling, I can’t stay away.
I just hope I’m strong enough to be the man he deserves.
On a Different Mission is the first book in the Rock U series and a spin-off of the Mesa Boys series. It follows the growing popularity of a college rock band and showcases each band member’s quest to reach their HEA. This novel features gender and bisexual awakenings, hurt/comfort, and rockers with found family. Each book features a different couple and can be read as a standalone or as part of the series in order.
Explore a world of rebel rockers finding love and solidarity today!
Devin
I hadn’t planned on falling for anyone, especially him.
After escaping a suffocating Mormon past, I built a new life—working at a queer-owned bakery,
singing in a band, embracing skirts and eyeliner like armor.
Then Brandon walks into my world with his shy smiles and stammered compliments.
I can't look away.
He says he’s never been with a guy. But every time his eyes linger, every time our fingers brush, I wonder…is he just curious, or as lost as I am?
I want him. But I’m not sure where to start.
All I know is, my heart races when he’s around.
Brandon
I was just trying to get through college.
Keep my head down, finish my degree, and figure out the rest later.
Then Devin appears—in eyeliner and combat boots, belting out lyrics with a voice that cracks something open in me.
He takes my breath away.
I’ve never let myself act on an attraction to a man.
But Devin? He’s different. He makes me want to push past the doubt and fear.
And even though I’m fumbling through every new feeling, I can’t stay away.
I just hope I’m strong enough to be the man he deserves.
On a Different Mission is the first book in the Rock U series and a spin-off of the Mesa Boys series. It follows the growing popularity of a college rock band and showcases each band member’s quest to reach their HEA. This novel features gender and bisexual awakenings, hurt/comfort, and rockers with found family. Each book features a different couple and can be read as a standalone or as part of the series in order.
Explore a world of rebel rockers finding love and solidarity today!
320 pages, Kindle Edition
Published February 24, 2023
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About the author
Christie Gordon
57 books250 followersChristie Gordon is the author of steamy, heartfelt gay romance novels that explore the emotional journey of men discovering themselves and finding love. It all started when she stumbled upon MM fanfiction by accident—and let's just say, it was love at first read. Inspired by the genre's mix of passion and complexity, Christie transitioned from reading about men in love to writing her own stories. After taking fiction writing classes at a local community college, she published her first MM romance novel in 2009 with a small press, and she’s never looked back.
When she’s not writing, Christie watches boys-love dramas, creates digital art, or is serenaded by her snoring one-eyed rescue pug. A graduate of both Electrical Engineering (BS) and Business Administration (MBA), she spends her "day job" navigating the high-tech world, but her heart belongs to the characters who live in her books. Christie currently resides in the Phoenix metro area, though she’s also lived in California’s Bay Area and Minnesota (which probably explains her deep love of pumpkin spiced latte coffees and hockey).
She’s also the proud mother of two young-adult sons who provide plenty of material for stories—usually in the form of chaotic shenanigans. But no matter what, Christie’s always up for a new adventure, whether it's on the page or in the real world.
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When she’s not writing, Christie watches boys-love dramas, creates digital art, or is serenaded by her snoring one-eyed rescue pug. A graduate of both Electrical Engineering (BS) and Business Administration (MBA), she spends her "day job" navigating the high-tech world, but her heart belongs to the characters who live in her books. Christie currently resides in the Phoenix metro area, though she’s also lived in California’s Bay Area and Minnesota (which probably explains her deep love of pumpkin spiced latte coffees and hockey).
She’s also the proud mother of two young-adult sons who provide plenty of material for stories—usually in the form of chaotic shenanigans. But no matter what, Christie’s always up for a new adventure, whether it's on the page or in the real world.
For information about her and her work, please visit her website at: www.christiegordon.com
Sign up for her Newsletter for free reads, updates and give aways: https:www.ChristieGordon.com/newsletter
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April 20, 2023
I just…
Like…. *deep breaths*
So… new to me author.
I just want good writing ya know?
I just want an author to put the bare minimum of thought into writing a book, some research. Maybe write about actual adults.
I’m so tired ya’ll.
This was probably one of the worst books I’ve ever read.
This was written like the MC’s were pre-teens. They’re 22-23, and the way they talk and interact with people (who also act like children) is just… did a 13 year old write this?
The first 30 percent of the book is non-stop moment interruptions. Like… every single scene where the MC’s interact, as soon as they get intimate, someone or something interrupts. There are few things that make me rage more than inconvenient moment interruptions because it’s a cheap plot device.
The word “beer” was written over 200 times in a 300 page book (because they drank beer in literally every scene). In the second half alone the word “babe” was written almost 90 times (I seriously never want to read that word again). Do authors not use editors anymore? Or are AI writing the books?
Also, one MC was not gender fluid. Nothing about him was gender fluid for 90% of the book. He never expressed that he felt like a woman. He liked feminine things and that was it… then all of a sudden he tells his mom he feels like a woman sometimes… uh… so that was new info? This plot point was just done really poorly and I wish authors informed themselves about the less common sides of sexuality and gender identity before using the word in a blurb to try to gain readers.
And boy do we love to talk about virginity in this book! That trope has been deemed cringey years ago and this one was REALLY problematic. Also, talking about certain foods making you fat repeatedly was deemed cringey even longer ago.
By the time I hit 80% I was sure it couldn’t get worse but the Big Conflict was so OTT and out of character and stupid and I just…. Throwing around the f-slur doesn’t make a book good ok? Good authors can write homophobia without it. I skimmed the epilogue. Gah.
As much as I want to rage about the time wasted on this book, I will always be thankful to add another author to the DNR list. The more I narrow it down, the more I can rely on authors that are… actual authors.
*screams internally at 2023*
Like…. *deep breaths*
So… new to me author.
I just want good writing ya know?
I just want an author to put the bare minimum of thought into writing a book, some research. Maybe write about actual adults.
I’m so tired ya’ll.
This was probably one of the worst books I’ve ever read.
This was written like the MC’s were pre-teens. They’re 22-23, and the way they talk and interact with people (who also act like children) is just… did a 13 year old write this?
The first 30 percent of the book is non-stop moment interruptions. Like… every single scene where the MC’s interact, as soon as they get intimate, someone or something interrupts. There are few things that make me rage more than inconvenient moment interruptions because it’s a cheap plot device.
The word “beer” was written over 200 times in a 300 page book (because they drank beer in literally every scene). In the second half alone the word “babe” was written almost 90 times (I seriously never want to read that word again). Do authors not use editors anymore? Or are AI writing the books?
Also, one MC was not gender fluid. Nothing about him was gender fluid for 90% of the book. He never expressed that he felt like a woman. He liked feminine things and that was it… then all of a sudden he tells his mom he feels like a woman sometimes… uh… so that was new info? This plot point was just done really poorly and I wish authors informed themselves about the less common sides of sexuality and gender identity before using the word in a blurb to try to gain readers.
And boy do we love to talk about virginity in this book! That trope has been deemed cringey years ago and this one was REALLY problematic. Also, talking about certain foods making you fat repeatedly was deemed cringey even longer ago.
By the time I hit 80% I was sure it couldn’t get worse but the Big Conflict was so OTT and out of character and stupid and I just…. Throwing around the f-slur doesn’t make a book good ok? Good authors can write homophobia without it. I skimmed the epilogue. Gah.
As much as I want to rage about the time wasted on this book, I will always be thankful to add another author to the DNR list. The more I narrow it down, the more I can rely on authors that are… actual authors.
*screams internally at 2023*
November 27, 2023
Devin esta en su ultimo año de la universidad, y explorando su sexualidad. Sabe que es gay, pero todavía esta intentando averiguar con cual genero se define mejor, pero ir en contra de las creencias religiosas que le inculcaron sus padres mormones es bastante difícil. Pero con la ayuda de su amiga Olivia, comienza a explorar otros lugares, otras personas y comienza a atreverse a ir mas allá que antes. Ahora como cantante de la banda de covers Knot Me, comienza a encontrar amigos que lo estiman por quien es y no por como se identifica. Además, ahora esta saliendo con un chico, Brandon, quien también esta descubriendo su sexualidad junto a el. Ambos enfrentaran diferentes retos, pero quizás el que mas le cueste a Devin será la aceptación de su familia.
El libro comenzó muy bonito, la pareja muy dulce, inocente, el romance muy juvenil, con las propias torpezas de los adolescentes con su primer amor. Además, tenia un par de personajes secundarios, que prometían muchisímo, Olivia y Layla, y de golpe desaparecieron, perdiendo el toque de diversión de la trama. Sin embargo, a mitad del libro, y con el exceso de escenas eróticas (las mayoría de las cuales no les vi sentido), la historia se volvió demasiado cliché. El autor con la intención de hacer mas drama del necesario alargo muchísimo la trama, y le dio un final muy flojo.
Se que es una historia HEA, pero siento que este libro fue al menos, 100 paginas mas largo de lo necesario, y que tanta angustia con los padres mormones para que al final todo termine de rositas.
En fin, me llamo la atención la serie, quiero saber mas de los integrantes de la banda, así que voy a leer el próximo esperando que sea mucho mejor que este.
El libro comenzó muy bonito, la pareja muy dulce, inocente, el romance muy juvenil, con las propias torpezas de los adolescentes con su primer amor. Además, tenia un par de personajes secundarios, que prometían muchisímo, Olivia y Layla, y de golpe desaparecieron, perdiendo el toque de diversión de la trama. Sin embargo, a mitad del libro, y con el exceso de escenas eróticas (las mayoría de las cuales no les vi sentido), la historia se volvió demasiado cliché. El autor con la intención de hacer mas drama del necesario alargo muchísimo la trama, y le dio un final muy flojo.
Se que es una historia HEA, pero siento que este libro fue al menos, 100 paginas mas largo de lo necesario, y que tanta angustia con los padres mormones para que al final todo termine de rositas.
En fin, me llamo la atención la serie, quiero saber mas de los integrantes de la banda, así que voy a leer el próximo esperando que sea mucho mejor que este.
March 13, 2023
Received from the author’s PR person, thanks!
There are parts of this book that I liked and parts that I really didn’t like.
Firstly, in the description it says one of the MCs is kinky, and, um, no. This is the most vanilla kinky book I’ve ever read. It would appear that the author thinks that using a few toys makes you kinky, which I don’t agree with. Maybe my kink-o-meter has been broken by actual kinky books, but there was no kink in this book.
I probably should have known this book was going to be a miss for me, when it was mentioned that one of the MCs is a virgin. These sorts of stories can really go wrong, and I feel like this one did. The fact he was a virgin at 22 was somewhat fetishized, and everything ended up revolving around penetrative sex. That is such a narrow view of virginity and sex, and it’s not something I like or agree with. Virginity is a social construct and many things count as sex, not just putting tab A in slot B. It’s a very heteronormative way of looking at things.
There was also fat shaming, where the MCs were continually talking about, oh no, getting fat from eating some baked goods. Not cool.
One of the reasons I wanted to read this is because one of the MCs is gender fluid and trying to figure that out, but it kind of felt like it was written from a place of not being super familiar with trans/non-binary/gender fluid identities? Or that they were trying too hard? Idk… it just didn’t come across as being very authentic. Like, at one point Devin feels like dressing in a more masculine way, and he thinks it’s because he’s feeling protective. Like, what kind of weird toxic masculinity shit is that? That he can only be protective if he’s dressed in a masculine way? That he couldn’t be just as protective if he was wearing a skirt and lipstick? That only traditionally male presenting people can be protective? This is just one example of this particular part of the story that just didn’t sit right with me.
I also didn’t like that the F slur was thrown around. It was used for shock purposes, to show how terrible Devin’s father is. But it just felt gratuitous. You can easily show how terrible a person is without using slurs.
I also didn’t think that the ending was very authentic. Devin’s parents are strict mormons, and they just come around to Devin being queer and gender fluid. So much of the story is about Devin being worried about his parents not accepting him, that his parents believe in conversion therapy. And then his mom is super accepting and his dad, after being a homophobic asshole, comes around in the end, because of course he does.
There are parts of this book that I liked and parts that I really didn’t like.
Firstly, in the description it says one of the MCs is kinky, and, um, no. This is the most vanilla kinky book I’ve ever read. It would appear that the author thinks that using a few toys makes you kinky, which I don’t agree with. Maybe my kink-o-meter has been broken by actual kinky books, but there was no kink in this book.
I probably should have known this book was going to be a miss for me, when it was mentioned that one of the MCs is a virgin. These sorts of stories can really go wrong, and I feel like this one did. The fact he was a virgin at 22 was somewhat fetishized, and everything ended up revolving around penetrative sex. That is such a narrow view of virginity and sex, and it’s not something I like or agree with. Virginity is a social construct and many things count as sex, not just putting tab A in slot B. It’s a very heteronormative way of looking at things.
There was also fat shaming, where the MCs were continually talking about, oh no, getting fat from eating some baked goods. Not cool.
One of the reasons I wanted to read this is because one of the MCs is gender fluid and trying to figure that out, but it kind of felt like it was written from a place of not being super familiar with trans/non-binary/gender fluid identities? Or that they were trying too hard? Idk… it just didn’t come across as being very authentic. Like, at one point Devin feels like dressing in a more masculine way, and he thinks it’s because he’s feeling protective. Like, what kind of weird toxic masculinity shit is that? That he can only be protective if he’s dressed in a masculine way? That he couldn’t be just as protective if he was wearing a skirt and lipstick? That only traditionally male presenting people can be protective? This is just one example of this particular part of the story that just didn’t sit right with me.
I also didn’t like that the F slur was thrown around. It was used for shock purposes, to show how terrible Devin’s father is. But it just felt gratuitous. You can easily show how terrible a person is without using slurs.
I also didn’t think that the ending was very authentic. Devin’s parents are strict mormons, and they just come around to Devin being queer and gender fluid. So much of the story is about Devin being worried about his parents not accepting him, that his parents believe in conversion therapy. And then his mom is super accepting and his dad, after being a homophobic asshole, comes around in the end, because of course he does.
February 25, 2023
I love Christie’s work, I loved the Mesa boys series, and although this is a new Rock series we do get to see some of the mesa boys which I love!!
Devin grew up Mormon but he knew he was different as a teenager and needed to get away from that life. He found himself in Tempe and managed to get a job in Queer Confections while he finished out business school. He was 100% accepted by his best friend and his bosses, but he was still struggling with his new found freedom and learning to embrace his gender fluidity. He has a great singing voice and gets invited to to join Knot Me, a local band who absolutely love the way he is.
Brandon is finishing up his Speach therapy course and he’s new to his bisexuality, he’s yet to date a man, but he sets his sights on Devin the new guy in the local bakery, he feels a connection that he can’t really explain but he needs to go with his gut and explore this feeling. He finds out Devin is/was Mormon so he treads carefully around him and is trying to navigate these new feelings he has. Brandon is loving the femme side of Devin and helps to encourage him to express himself along with his amazing voice.
This book is about two young men on a new discovery of emotions and first times, the connections they need in order to move forward were so sweet and endearing. The care and support given to each other is Precious. They both have some things to work though but they have each other and a great found family.
Can’t wait for the next book in the series.
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
🌶️🌶️🌶️
Book content-
🎵Opposites attract
🎵Virgin MC
🎵Found family
🎵Sex toys
🎵Hurt/comfort
🎵Coming out
🎵First times
Devin grew up Mormon but he knew he was different as a teenager and needed to get away from that life. He found himself in Tempe and managed to get a job in Queer Confections while he finished out business school. He was 100% accepted by his best friend and his bosses, but he was still struggling with his new found freedom and learning to embrace his gender fluidity. He has a great singing voice and gets invited to to join Knot Me, a local band who absolutely love the way he is.
Brandon is finishing up his Speach therapy course and he’s new to his bisexuality, he’s yet to date a man, but he sets his sights on Devin the new guy in the local bakery, he feels a connection that he can’t really explain but he needs to go with his gut and explore this feeling. He finds out Devin is/was Mormon so he treads carefully around him and is trying to navigate these new feelings he has. Brandon is loving the femme side of Devin and helps to encourage him to express himself along with his amazing voice.
This book is about two young men on a new discovery of emotions and first times, the connections they need in order to move forward were so sweet and endearing. The care and support given to each other is Precious. They both have some things to work though but they have each other and a great found family.
Can’t wait for the next book in the series.
⭐️⭐️⭐️⭐️
🌶️🌶️🌶️
Book content-
🎵Opposites attract
🎵Virgin MC
🎵Found family
🎵Sex toys
🎵Hurt/comfort
🎵Coming out
🎵First times
February 26, 2023
Devin was raised in Arizona as a strict Mormon who lost his best friend when he tried to kiss him. He’s also an incredibly gifted singer and joins a cover band after essentially being headhunted at a karaoke night. Additionally, Devin likes to wear bits of clothing that are generally deemed to be for women, as well as makeup. He’s barely come to terms with the things he does and likes, let alone that he’s into guys and that the guy who keeps coming into the bakery he works at (Dana and Nate! I missed you two!) isn’t mocking him but crushing on him hardcore. What would this handsome guy say if he knew that Devin is a virgin in every way?
Brandon is bisexual, but not struggling with it because he knows his brother is as well (Hello Kaiden and Jaime!) and his parents were ok with it. The only thing he is struggling with is not making a fool out of himself with Devin. He goes into the bakery to talk to him and winds up looking like a bumbling idiot. The party they go to together (with their female besties) is nearly another failure that Brandon barely salvages. Taking it slowly might kill him, but he knows that Devin is it for him, so Brandon goes slowly, showing Devin that there’s more to a physical relationship than just getting it out of the way.
Devin needs to let Brandon in and trust him when he says that he loves him, loves how he looks and loves the future he sees for the two of them.
Brandon needs to remain patient, understanding that the way Devin grew up is what holds him back sometimes and that showing up time and time again is what Devin needs to believe in what Brandon is saying.
This incredible first book in Christie Gordon’s new series has everything that we deserve as Mesa Boys lovers; lingerie, beautiful boys in makeup, romantic and emotionally charged first times, music that we know the words to since we were the audience the first time around, supportive parents – no matter how long it takes them to come around and Mesa Boys cameos.
I received a complimentary copy of this book and, as always, my review is unpaid and honest.
Brandon is bisexual, but not struggling with it because he knows his brother is as well (Hello Kaiden and Jaime!) and his parents were ok with it. The only thing he is struggling with is not making a fool out of himself with Devin. He goes into the bakery to talk to him and winds up looking like a bumbling idiot. The party they go to together (with their female besties) is nearly another failure that Brandon barely salvages. Taking it slowly might kill him, but he knows that Devin is it for him, so Brandon goes slowly, showing Devin that there’s more to a physical relationship than just getting it out of the way.
Devin needs to let Brandon in and trust him when he says that he loves him, loves how he looks and loves the future he sees for the two of them.
Brandon needs to remain patient, understanding that the way Devin grew up is what holds him back sometimes and that showing up time and time again is what Devin needs to believe in what Brandon is saying.
This incredible first book in Christie Gordon’s new series has everything that we deserve as Mesa Boys lovers; lingerie, beautiful boys in makeup, romantic and emotionally charged first times, music that we know the words to since we were the audience the first time around, supportive parents – no matter how long it takes them to come around and Mesa Boys cameos.
I received a complimentary copy of this book and, as always, my review is unpaid and honest.
February 14, 2023
Heartbreak to Happiness
“My God, Devin, she doesn’t know any of this, does she?” His gaze searched my face. “She doesn’t know that her son is loved and accepted. Not just by me, but by so many people. We all love and accept you, Devin, the real you.” He blinked and a tear meandered down his cheek. “She deserves to know you, how beautiful and smart and caring and loving you are. And you deserve to be yourself.”
On a Different Mission is my first Christie Gordon book, and I found so many positives about Devin and Brandon’s gender identity journey and relationship. Surrounding themselves with found family, who had struggled through the emotions of teens moving into adulthood, and who considered themselves different, we see the energy of realizing your unique traits can be a beacon to others to help them grow.
I loved that Devin was able to recognize that he, especially after being drawn in by Brandon, had so many amazing and wonderful opportunities to become the person he felt he needed to be. These two main characters, and most of the supporting ones, show healthy forms of friendship and belonging, which make the love shown even more remarkable.
With the focus of Devin’s Mormon background, and his fear of losing the love from his family by going against the edicts of his religion, we each can feel the pressure of outside influences and how they affect our heart’s own harmony.
I felt good reading book 1 in the Rock U series, and can’t wait to see what is on the horizon for Axel, in book 2, Come Closer to Me!
“My God, Devin, she doesn’t know any of this, does she?” His gaze searched my face. “She doesn’t know that her son is loved and accepted. Not just by me, but by so many people. We all love and accept you, Devin, the real you.” He blinked and a tear meandered down his cheek. “She deserves to know you, how beautiful and smart and caring and loving you are. And you deserve to be yourself.”
On a Different Mission is my first Christie Gordon book, and I found so many positives about Devin and Brandon’s gender identity journey and relationship. Surrounding themselves with found family, who had struggled through the emotions of teens moving into adulthood, and who considered themselves different, we see the energy of realizing your unique traits can be a beacon to others to help them grow.
I loved that Devin was able to recognize that he, especially after being drawn in by Brandon, had so many amazing and wonderful opportunities to become the person he felt he needed to be. These two main characters, and most of the supporting ones, show healthy forms of friendship and belonging, which make the love shown even more remarkable.
With the focus of Devin’s Mormon background, and his fear of losing the love from his family by going against the edicts of his religion, we each can feel the pressure of outside influences and how they affect our heart’s own harmony.
I felt good reading book 1 in the Rock U series, and can’t wait to see what is on the horizon for Axel, in book 2, Come Closer to Me!
April 5, 2023
A Joyfully Jay review.
3.5 stars
On a Different Mission starts of Christie Gordon’s Rock U series. I’ll be honest, there is a LOT of angst in the story. Devin and Brandon agonize about…everything. They over-think their decisions, then re-think them. Then try to plan to maybe do something to connect, and then backtrack. I liked Devin and Brandon, but all this indecision slowed the pace of the plot. Devin and Brandon have different reasons for pausing their coming out; Devin’s sure he’ll lose his family connections, while Brandon’s just not sure he’ll want a male partner long term. Devin’s recurrent cluelessness regarding people hitting on him also got a little old.
Read Veronica’s review in its entirety here.
3.5 stars
On a Different Mission starts of Christie Gordon’s Rock U series. I’ll be honest, there is a LOT of angst in the story. Devin and Brandon agonize about…everything. They over-think their decisions, then re-think them. Then try to plan to maybe do something to connect, and then backtrack. I liked Devin and Brandon, but all this indecision slowed the pace of the plot. Devin and Brandon have different reasons for pausing their coming out; Devin’s sure he’ll lose his family connections, while Brandon’s just not sure he’ll want a male partner long term. Devin’s recurrent cluelessness regarding people hitting on him also got a little old.
Read Veronica’s review in its entirety here.
May 3, 2023
Just…nope
I didn’t get very far into this book before I was thinking that it is written just poorly. The concept is good I don’t mind the bi-awakening troupe and being a virgin even. However, I think we need to talk about what bi-awakening even is, Devin knew he was not straight, he just didn’t know how to label himself. That does not mean bi-awakening. I also agree with a commenter that I also don’t think he was gender fluid. To me that generally means you don’t consider yourself one gender, Devin likes to dress more feminine on occasion that does not mean he is gender fluid. That doesn’t even take into account the writing is shallow. Disappointing.
I didn’t get very far into this book before I was thinking that it is written just poorly. The concept is good I don’t mind the bi-awakening troupe and being a virgin even. However, I think we need to talk about what bi-awakening even is, Devin knew he was not straight, he just didn’t know how to label himself. That does not mean bi-awakening. I also agree with a commenter that I also don’t think he was gender fluid. To me that generally means you don’t consider yourself one gender, Devin likes to dress more feminine on occasion that does not mean he is gender fluid. That doesn’t even take into account the writing is shallow. Disappointing.
May 2, 2024
Punk Rocker Choir Boy
Devin was raised in a strict Mormon family near Page, Arizona. He’s been harbouring a secret that his family can never find out about. At first chance to leave he chooses a college way down in Phoenix where he’s majoring in Financial Business Studies. He’s always had excuses for not returning during each College break. Luckily he’d won a full scholarship with free accommodations, so his job at the Bakery with Nate and Dana just covered his food and other essentials. He’s now coming up to Graduation.
Brandon is also at College studying to become a Speech Therapist. His apartment is near the Bakery which he visits every day hoping to catch the eye of the gorgeous guy who works there part time.
It took a while for them to stop dithering and get to a first date, but they did it. Brandon is more experienced about sexual matters but Devin is a struggling virgin, who often likes to wear make up and skirts in private.
During a Karaoke session in a pub ex-choirboy Devin
Gets up and sings. This opened a huge window of opportunity when he was approached by Axel to audition for sessions with his band of Rockers.
Life is blissful both romantically and financially, until one night on the way home they witness an accident and a few days later Devin is devastated when he gets a call from home.
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I enjoyed seeing Devin come out of his shell and grow so adventurous with the support of Brandon and the men in the Bakery and the Rock Band. There was no holding him back.
Brandon, a learner himself in some ways was a wonderful friend and ‘coach’ for him. Oh and the super side characters, Nate and Dana, Jamie, Axel and the rest of the band members.
For once, I’ve started at the beginning of a series which I’ve lined up to read in the correct order, but I believe they can be standalone. Next in line Axel gets to tell his story of a pining love he harbours.
My hackles always rise in same sex stories when any religion seeks to demonise and punish its followers because of who they love. However in this case, I managed to calm quickly. If I had read the blurb instead of just being 🥰🤪 over the Cover Model, I might have missed out on a story set in a place that I had a fabulous adventure in many years ago, on Lake Powell.
Devin was raised in a strict Mormon family near Page, Arizona. He’s been harbouring a secret that his family can never find out about. At first chance to leave he chooses a college way down in Phoenix where he’s majoring in Financial Business Studies. He’s always had excuses for not returning during each College break. Luckily he’d won a full scholarship with free accommodations, so his job at the Bakery with Nate and Dana just covered his food and other essentials. He’s now coming up to Graduation.
Brandon is also at College studying to become a Speech Therapist. His apartment is near the Bakery which he visits every day hoping to catch the eye of the gorgeous guy who works there part time.
It took a while for them to stop dithering and get to a first date, but they did it. Brandon is more experienced about sexual matters but Devin is a struggling virgin, who often likes to wear make up and skirts in private.
During a Karaoke session in a pub ex-choirboy Devin
Gets up and sings. This opened a huge window of opportunity when he was approached by Axel to audition for sessions with his band of Rockers.
Life is blissful both romantically and financially, until one night on the way home they witness an accident and a few days later Devin is devastated when he gets a call from home.
^<^<^<^<^<
I enjoyed seeing Devin come out of his shell and grow so adventurous with the support of Brandon and the men in the Bakery and the Rock Band. There was no holding him back.
Brandon, a learner himself in some ways was a wonderful friend and ‘coach’ for him. Oh and the super side characters, Nate and Dana, Jamie, Axel and the rest of the band members.
For once, I’ve started at the beginning of a series which I’ve lined up to read in the correct order, but I believe they can be standalone. Next in line Axel gets to tell his story of a pining love he harbours.
My hackles always rise in same sex stories when any religion seeks to demonise and punish its followers because of who they love. However in this case, I managed to calm quickly. If I had read the blurb instead of just being 🥰🤪 over the Cover Model, I might have missed out on a story set in a place that I had a fabulous adventure in many years ago, on Lake Powell.
November 9, 2024
I gave this a shot because it showed up in my feed, but I'm not a fan. It was pretty awkward and poorly written.
June 17, 2024
Note: There is a short prequel to this series called The Perfect Front Man (Rock U #0.5) that overlaps the first chapter of this story but is told from Axel, the lead guitarist's, POV and includes him "discovering" Devin singing karaoke. It definitely isn't necessary to read it in order to enjoy this book, but it does act as a cute introduction to the Rock U world.
Audiobook Narration (Finnley Cole), 2024 - 5 stars
This is the first time I've listened to a book narrated by Finnley Cole and I loved his narration. I enjoyed the slightly different accents he used for the two MCs based on their backgrounds and was easily drawn into the story with the way he delivered the narrative. It was easy to distinguish between the two voices, even if I left off mid-chapter, which shows a lot of talent. The emotion he imbued the characters with, especially during the emotional scenes near the end of the book were poignant and heartfelt. I'm now on the hunt for more books narrated by him because he was such a joy to listen to.
My only criticism is that there were a couple of softly spoken/whispered passages that were difficult for me to hear because I'm getting older (and deafer) and listen exclusively in my rackety car.
Story - 4 stars
1st person, past tense, dual POV
Devin Taylor (22), Bachelor of Business at ASU, Lead Singer of Knot Me
Brandon Visser (22), Bachelor of Speech Pathology at ASU
This is a college-aged bi-awakening story so it contains all the things you would expect from that. Neither trope is a particular favourite of mine, but still the synopsis spoke to me. While I did find the book a little wordy and long with too much internal monologuing it did contain a lot of things I just loved.
So, in no particular order...
- I loved the supportive cast of found family that both Devin and Brandon found at ASU. From their respective gal pals, to the band members of Knot Me, and even Devin's bakery bosses, the colourful cast added a lot to the story.
- I loved Devin's experimentation with his gender expression and seeing him come into his own.
- I loved how unapologetically talented Devin is both with his studies and his singing.
- I loved the sexperimentation inherent with a bi-awankening story ;)
- I loved the exciting and heroic way Devin and Brandon stepped up when they needed to.
- I loved that Devon's relationship with his mother worked out surprisingly well, but, that said...
- I hated how Devin's entirely reasonable concerns about the reactions of his ultra conservative and religious family were constantly diminished and brushed aside because, "there is no way a mother cannot love her child". I think the thousands of LGBTQIA+ youth who have been kicked out of their homes or worse would beg to differ and argue that that is an extremely unsafe message. I'm happy it mostly worked out for him, but that, for me, was unfortunately a shocking twist verses the brutal reality I was bracing myself for.
- I found some of the syntax extremely distracting, for instance, how often rhetorical questions were asked in a character's internal monologue, the odd/overuse of words like, 'snuck', 'freed', 'crept', etc. or how often phones are held to faces.
- I tired quickly of the endless beer drinking, though maybe I'm just jealous because there's no way my scholarship ass could afford to drink like that when I was in university.
Recommended; doubly so in audio.
I originally read this book in KU in March of 2023 and did not write a review.
I was given an Audible audio code from the author in May of 2024 and voluntarily wrote an honest review.
Audiobook Narration (Finnley Cole), 2024 - 5 stars
This is the first time I've listened to a book narrated by Finnley Cole and I loved his narration. I enjoyed the slightly different accents he used for the two MCs based on their backgrounds and was easily drawn into the story with the way he delivered the narrative. It was easy to distinguish between the two voices, even if I left off mid-chapter, which shows a lot of talent. The emotion he imbued the characters with, especially during the emotional scenes near the end of the book were poignant and heartfelt. I'm now on the hunt for more books narrated by him because he was such a joy to listen to.
My only criticism is that there were a couple of softly spoken/whispered passages that were difficult for me to hear because I'm getting older (and deafer) and listen exclusively in my rackety car.
Story - 4 stars
1st person, past tense, dual POV
Devin Taylor (22), Bachelor of Business at ASU, Lead Singer of Knot Me
Brandon Visser (22), Bachelor of Speech Pathology at ASU
This is a college-aged bi-awakening story so it contains all the things you would expect from that. Neither trope is a particular favourite of mine, but still the synopsis spoke to me. While I did find the book a little wordy and long with too much internal monologuing it did contain a lot of things I just loved.
So, in no particular order...
- I loved the supportive cast of found family that both Devin and Brandon found at ASU. From their respective gal pals, to the band members of Knot Me, and even Devin's bakery bosses, the colourful cast added a lot to the story.
- I loved Devin's experimentation with his gender expression and seeing him come into his own.
- I loved how unapologetically talented Devin is both with his studies and his singing.
- I loved the sexperimentation inherent with a bi-awankening story ;)
- I loved the exciting and heroic way Devin and Brandon stepped up when they needed to.
- I loved that Devon's relationship with his mother worked out surprisingly well, but, that said...
- I hated how Devin's entirely reasonable concerns about the reactions of his ultra conservative and religious family were constantly diminished and brushed aside because, "there is no way a mother cannot love her child". I think the thousands of LGBTQIA+ youth who have been kicked out of their homes or worse would beg to differ and argue that that is an extremely unsafe message. I'm happy it mostly worked out for him, but that, for me, was unfortunately a shocking twist verses the brutal reality I was bracing myself for.
- I found some of the syntax extremely distracting, for instance, how often rhetorical questions were asked in a character's internal monologue, the odd/overuse of words like, 'snuck', 'freed', 'crept', etc. or how often phones are held to faces.
- I tired quickly of the endless beer drinking, though maybe I'm just jealous because there's no way my scholarship ass could afford to drink like that when I was in university.
Recommended; doubly so in audio.
I originally read this book in KU in March of 2023 and did not write a review.
I was given an Audible audio code from the author in May of 2024 and voluntarily wrote an honest review.
February 20, 2024
Whelp. I tried. This was a new to me author. I made it to Chapter 5 and decided to DNF.
Things I Couldn’t Get Past:
1. I’m not sure the author has much more than a very surface level understanding of gender identity, if any at all. It’s mentioned twice—in the very short amount of pages I read, mind you—that one of the MCs isn’t sure if he’s gay, bi-sexual, or non-binary when other people are talking about his sexuality. Sexuality and gender identity are not the same, and this bugged me to no end. If you’re going to write an Enby character, do your research. We have enough misinformation and problematic thinking out there about the relationship between sexual orientation and gender identity and the equating of the two that it’s disappointing and maddening to see it in this book.
I don’t want to discourage people from writing about identities they don’t have, but the very least you can do is some deep dive research AND getting a sensitivity reader.
2. Fat phobia. Just… stop it.
3. The writing was just… okay. This seems to be a bit of a trend lately? I’ve lost count of how many books I’ve started and stopped within the past year or so because the writing was blah. Not horribly bad, but not good enough to want to keep reading. Especially when combined with the other issues I listed.
Things I Couldn’t Get Past:
1. I’m not sure the author has much more than a very surface level understanding of gender identity, if any at all. It’s mentioned twice—in the very short amount of pages I read, mind you—that one of the MCs isn’t sure if he’s gay, bi-sexual, or non-binary when other people are talking about his sexuality. Sexuality and gender identity are not the same, and this bugged me to no end. If you’re going to write an Enby character, do your research. We have enough misinformation and problematic thinking out there about the relationship between sexual orientation and gender identity and the equating of the two that it’s disappointing and maddening to see it in this book.
I don’t want to discourage people from writing about identities they don’t have, but the very least you can do is some deep dive research AND getting a sensitivity reader.
2. Fat phobia. Just… stop it.
3. The writing was just… okay. This seems to be a bit of a trend lately? I’ve lost count of how many books I’ve started and stopped within the past year or so because the writing was blah. Not horribly bad, but not good enough to want to keep reading. Especially when combined with the other issues I listed.
March 7, 2023
I must be in a mood cause this just didn’t hit the way I was hoping I am totally into awkward. I’m awkward, but this was just juvenile, the writing seemed juvenile, the characters were juvenile, I just couldn’t do it. Which I’m sad cause I really wanted to like this book.
January 7, 2024
6 out of 5 stars :D
I officially have to add this book to my list of most favorite ones! The book had everything I loved—and I mean, everything! Perfect, sweet, hot, bold and fresh at the same time! And avoiding stereotypes!
Let's start from the beginning!
Genderfluid/femboy representation—that's what I love so much and constantly search for! I loved that Devin loved to crossdress/take on stage feminine persona, and wasn't insisting on putting a label on himself. It was very refreshing how cool he was about his kinks and quirks, not trying to fit into any box(despite trying, but not really pressuring himself!). That was natural and true to life.
Double bi-awakening trope - done very well!
Gay late bloomer - very refreshing!
Nowadays, there is so much virgin-shaming going around :( It was so refreshing that the author didn't shy away from presenting a 22-year-old virgin.
Why does everybody have to lose it below 18? People are complex, different, and it's harder nowadays to find a good book with gay late bloomers, about people who don't prioritize losing their virginity but do other things in life, like studying hard, having great grades, working at the same time, and pursuing his music career as Devin was.
I loved that the author didn't hesitate to portray a less "popular" type of gay character.
Waiting with sex until you have a connection - trope.
It's quite rare nowadays in books to find a gay couple who actually __very consciously__wait before they have sex until they develop some romantic connection! I was swooned by it! It was so refreshing after so many books about guys for whom hooking up is like breathing, and sex is not-at-all a part of a deeper connection. I don't say there are no slow burns out there(they are!), but usually after establishing relationship (or before) people quickly go to bed, and here it was delayed and celebrated, which felt fresh to me.
I don't say that we should put virginity on a pedestal, but at the same time it should not be treated as a disease that needs to be cured/corrected. It can be treated as normal and healthy, and shared with joy - it is ok - to be virgin even later in life, because why not? We should celebrate different approaches, as diversity is cool!
I was literally melting from joy, seeing that there are still authors who are not afraid to go against the mainstream and present a different approach to the relationship—with an actual bond BEFORE engaging in intimacy. I don't say - I do not like hot insta love! :D I just appreciate that things can be show differently and I really value the author's courage to do so. The book was just a breeze of fresh air for me.
I think portraying gay people only as super sexually active is stereotypical, and is putting unhealthy pressure on members of gay community, that they always have to perform like studs, have super high libido and does not have sexual problems. And there are so many gay monogamous relationships. Studies show that gay marriages are actually more stable than hetero relationships! Fewer divorces! Google it :) Somehow, it just doesn't sink into the MM romance world. I don't understand why.
Religion
The author wrote a good book that does not stereotype ANY group! Even Mormons—and I can definitely add something here as I personally know gay Mormons and I can say a lot about the topic. I was always sad that Mormons are portrayed as these evil one-sided bigots, and that's just another stereotype. I love that the author showed that they are also people who can reconcile, ask for forgiveness, and they are not just these black and white figures. My friend is gay, and his bishop knows it, and he has a good position in the church. There is much more complexity, and the Mormon community is also changing a lot!
I appreciate the author's intellectual honesty for giving Devin's father his redemption arc. Kudos to you, author, that you can see shades of gray! And life is full of shades...
I'm absolutely delighted with how intelligent and well-done the book was. I will definitely try to read more from this author, as I like the bright and fresh approach to gay romances that avoids simplifications and stereotypizations. And that's a rare gem.
6 stars if I could, but the system only allows me to give 5 :D
This is my honest review, not from an ARC, I bought a copy on Amazon today.
I'm not the author's friend; she didn't ask for my rev.
It's my sincere view of the book.
I officially have to add this book to my list of most favorite ones! The book had everything I loved—and I mean, everything! Perfect, sweet, hot, bold and fresh at the same time! And avoiding stereotypes!
Let's start from the beginning!
Genderfluid/femboy representation—that's what I love so much and constantly search for! I loved that Devin loved to crossdress/take on stage feminine persona, and wasn't insisting on putting a label on himself. It was very refreshing how cool he was about his kinks and quirks, not trying to fit into any box(despite trying, but not really pressuring himself!). That was natural and true to life.
Double bi-awakening trope - done very well!
Gay late bloomer - very refreshing!
Nowadays, there is so much virgin-shaming going around :( It was so refreshing that the author didn't shy away from presenting a 22-year-old virgin.
Why does everybody have to lose it below 18? People are complex, different, and it's harder nowadays to find a good book with gay late bloomers, about people who don't prioritize losing their virginity but do other things in life, like studying hard, having great grades, working at the same time, and pursuing his music career as Devin was.
I loved that the author didn't hesitate to portray a less "popular" type of gay character.
Waiting with sex until you have a connection - trope.
It's quite rare nowadays in books to find a gay couple who actually __very consciously__wait before they have sex until they develop some romantic connection! I was swooned by it! It was so refreshing after so many books about guys for whom hooking up is like breathing, and sex is not-at-all a part of a deeper connection. I don't say there are no slow burns out there(they are!), but usually after establishing relationship (or before) people quickly go to bed, and here it was delayed and celebrated, which felt fresh to me.
I don't say that we should put virginity on a pedestal, but at the same time it should not be treated as a disease that needs to be cured/corrected. It can be treated as normal and healthy, and shared with joy - it is ok - to be virgin even later in life, because why not? We should celebrate different approaches, as diversity is cool!
I was literally melting from joy, seeing that there are still authors who are not afraid to go against the mainstream and present a different approach to the relationship—with an actual bond BEFORE engaging in intimacy. I don't say - I do not like hot insta love! :D I just appreciate that things can be show differently and I really value the author's courage to do so. The book was just a breeze of fresh air for me.
I think portraying gay people only as super sexually active is stereotypical, and is putting unhealthy pressure on members of gay community, that they always have to perform like studs, have super high libido and does not have sexual problems. And there are so many gay monogamous relationships. Studies show that gay marriages are actually more stable than hetero relationships! Fewer divorces! Google it :) Somehow, it just doesn't sink into the MM romance world. I don't understand why.
Religion
The author wrote a good book that does not stereotype ANY group! Even Mormons—and I can definitely add something here as I personally know gay Mormons and I can say a lot about the topic. I was always sad that Mormons are portrayed as these evil one-sided bigots, and that's just another stereotype. I love that the author showed that they are also people who can reconcile, ask for forgiveness, and they are not just these black and white figures. My friend is gay, and his bishop knows it, and he has a good position in the church. There is much more complexity, and the Mormon community is also changing a lot!
I appreciate the author's intellectual honesty for giving Devin's father his redemption arc. Kudos to you, author, that you can see shades of gray! And life is full of shades...
I'm absolutely delighted with how intelligent and well-done the book was. I will definitely try to read more from this author, as I like the bright and fresh approach to gay romances that avoids simplifications and stereotypizations. And that's a rare gem.
6 stars if I could, but the system only allows me to give 5 :D
This is my honest review, not from an ARC, I bought a copy on Amazon today.
I'm not the author's friend; she didn't ask for my rev.
It's my sincere view of the book.
February 2, 2023
Contains: Genderfluid, emo singer, Queer band, college student and queer bakery employee, Mormon, V-Card, bisexuals, coming out, hea/hfn.
First book by this author for me. I really liked it. A journey of acceptance. To discover yourself, to accept yourself as you are, and not to change for anyone.
The emphasis is definitely on Devin, Mormon, sweet summer child, genderfluid, bisexual and homoromantic. [The word homoromantic is imply but not written] Yes, being raised Mormon, he is a bit naive and still has concepts and challenges to face and coming out, but all in all, it is extremely well balanced without falling into "childish naivety." At some points, I found that the determination to make his religion the main issue undermined the story of Devin's evolution, his journey.
There is also Brandon, who takes the big step into his bisexuality. After a crush on a stranger, and several times admiring him from afar, he finally gets up the courage to get to know him, to flirt with him.... In an awkward and somewhat disoriented way in this new territory, his charm level will quickly drop. He will have to put more emphasis if he wants to break through Devin's personality. We'll see him being there for Devin and coming out to his family while encouraging Devin in a positive and safe way to come out, too.
We will also witness Devin coming out to his family. A more sensitive Devin, more torn, but who will remain himself and surprise ... even an unfolding that we did not expect. I won't tell you more, I don't want to spoil everything.
I would say that the author has an immense talent to make us feel the emotional turmoil that occurs to the characters. To put in value each secondary character. The secondary character, a true found friendship, they will be there for the acceptance journey but also be there in a protective way.
And even if I have the impression that the owners of the bakery and Brandon's brother are probably part of a previous series, I still didn't feel lost.
This is my first book by this author, but it's certainly not my last. I am already looking forward to the second book in this series, as it is my favorite trope.
***I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book. This is my own honest opinion.***
First book by this author for me. I really liked it. A journey of acceptance. To discover yourself, to accept yourself as you are, and not to change for anyone.
The emphasis is definitely on Devin, Mormon, sweet summer child, genderfluid, bisexual and homoromantic. [The word homoromantic is imply but not written] Yes, being raised Mormon, he is a bit naive and still has concepts and challenges to face and coming out, but all in all, it is extremely well balanced without falling into "childish naivety." At some points, I found that the determination to make his religion the main issue undermined the story of Devin's evolution, his journey.
There is also Brandon, who takes the big step into his bisexuality. After a crush on a stranger, and several times admiring him from afar, he finally gets up the courage to get to know him, to flirt with him.... In an awkward and somewhat disoriented way in this new territory, his charm level will quickly drop. He will have to put more emphasis if he wants to break through Devin's personality. We'll see him being there for Devin and coming out to his family while encouraging Devin in a positive and safe way to come out, too.
We will also witness Devin coming out to his family. A more sensitive Devin, more torn, but who will remain himself and surprise ... even an unfolding that we did not expect. I won't tell you more, I don't want to spoil everything.
I would say that the author has an immense talent to make us feel the emotional turmoil that occurs to the characters. To put in value each secondary character. The secondary character, a true found friendship, they will be there for the acceptance journey but also be there in a protective way.
And even if I have the impression that the owners of the bakery and Brandon's brother are probably part of a previous series, I still didn't feel lost.
This is my first book by this author, but it's certainly not my last. I am already looking forward to the second book in this series, as it is my favorite trope.
***I voluntarily reviewed a complimentary copy of this book. This is my own honest opinion.***
November 19, 2024
What an absolutely brilliant book!
📚Book = Standalone Book (series continues with other couples within the same world)
💕Burn = Med,
🎭OW/OM Drama = No,
🐺 Alpha Men = A little when their possessiveness and protective natures kicked in!!
🔥Heat/spice = 8/10,
😬Angst = Low,
🍆🌮 MM/FF = Yes, MM
🔸POV = 1st Person, MPV,
🔸Genre = Contemporary romance,
🔹Tropes = MM✨A vīrgin MC✨Bisëxual & Gender awakëning✨Hurt/comfort✨Opposites attract✨ Coming out & acceptance✨A smütty MC✨Found family
😈Kink = Brat🫦Lots of Sëx toys🫦
‼️Triggers = Homöphöbia❗️Prejüdiced Parents❗️ Struggles with reliğious teaching regarding sëxuąl and geňder identities.
Wow I loved every page, it had a bit of laughter, a bit of sorrow, a bit of angst but a whole lot of love and yummy hot sëxy times 🥵 Just perfect!
Devin was a shy supper sweet gentle soul trying to find his way and work out who he really was. He was raised in a strict Mormon family and community, so virtually his whole life had been confusing and worrying for him. He was very naive and had been sheltered a lot from the world but slowly he started to discover what he liked in his style of dress and especially who he wanted to be. All with the help of an amazing group of friends he’d gained along the way and of course his loving and supportive boyfriend Brandon. But could he be himself without loosing his Mormon mother?
Brandon had been with his girlfriend on and off for a few years but they’d finally called it quits. Whilst walking past the bakery Devon worked at he was instantly smitten and magnetically drawn to him. After plucking up the courage, with help of a pushy friend! Brandon finally got to speak to Devin and their beautiful relationship developed.
It was just wonderful reading how their relationship grew and how they discovered and explored themselves sëxually together. Their chemistry and intensity jumped out at you and awesome to read. I loved everything about this book, especially how you can find love and acceptance with the right people. We had a bit of drama and angst at the end when Devin parents inevitably came into the picture, however they did get their HEA, surround by love and family 💕 ahhh sigh!!
I can’t wait to continue on with the series and get more from the other members of Devins rockband and how they find their love!
📚Book = Standalone Book (series continues with other couples within the same world)
💕Burn = Med,
🎭OW/OM Drama = No,
🐺 Alpha Men = A little when their possessiveness and protective natures kicked in!!
🔥Heat/spice = 8/10,
😬Angst = Low,
🍆🌮 MM/FF = Yes, MM
🔸POV = 1st Person, MPV,
🔸Genre = Contemporary romance,
🔹Tropes = MM✨A vīrgin MC✨Bisëxual & Gender awakëning✨Hurt/comfort✨Opposites attract✨ Coming out & acceptance✨A smütty MC✨Found family
😈Kink = Brat🫦Lots of Sëx toys🫦
‼️Triggers = Homöphöbia❗️Prejüdiced Parents❗️ Struggles with reliğious teaching regarding sëxuąl and geňder identities.
Wow I loved every page, it had a bit of laughter, a bit of sorrow, a bit of angst but a whole lot of love and yummy hot sëxy times 🥵 Just perfect!
Devin was a shy supper sweet gentle soul trying to find his way and work out who he really was. He was raised in a strict Mormon family and community, so virtually his whole life had been confusing and worrying for him. He was very naive and had been sheltered a lot from the world but slowly he started to discover what he liked in his style of dress and especially who he wanted to be. All with the help of an amazing group of friends he’d gained along the way and of course his loving and supportive boyfriend Brandon. But could he be himself without loosing his Mormon mother?
Brandon had been with his girlfriend on and off for a few years but they’d finally called it quits. Whilst walking past the bakery Devon worked at he was instantly smitten and magnetically drawn to him. After plucking up the courage, with help of a pushy friend! Brandon finally got to speak to Devin and their beautiful relationship developed.
It was just wonderful reading how their relationship grew and how they discovered and explored themselves sëxually together. Their chemistry and intensity jumped out at you and awesome to read. I loved everything about this book, especially how you can find love and acceptance with the right people. We had a bit of drama and angst at the end when Devin parents inevitably came into the picture, however they did get their HEA, surround by love and family 💕 ahhh sigh!!
I can’t wait to continue on with the series and get more from the other members of Devins rockband and how they find their love!
February 13, 2023
Well, I like this author. I've been reviewing her books for a while now, because one of the things I like most about her is how she describes the changes in terms of gender o sexuality, how each character goes through them and learns to accept themselves. Each book is an example of this.
Brandon admits to himself as bisexual, although so far, he has only dated women including a girlfriend with whom he has experimented quite a bit, but he never met a man who attracted him enough to act on his bisexuality, until he sees Devin. And from that very moment, he knows that he has to do everything possible to meet and win him over.
Devin doesn't have it easy. He has known since he was a teenager that he is queer, but due to his religious upbringing he keeps it hidden until he starts college. And even though it's been a couple of years, he still hasn't had any sexual experience, but he has been trying to learn about himself. And so it is that at the same time that he meets Brandon, and thanks to the acceptance and courage that he gives him, Devin definitely begins to move further and further away from the person of him as Mormon, embracing his gender fluidity. And it's an awesome journey and I think this is one of the most difficult to understand or explain and the author does it greatly.
The story is entertaining, has its share of drama, its hot moments, and finally its HEA.
As always, the author surrounds the MCs with great secondary characters, and this is how we find some of her previous books, as well as new ones.
One thing I would like to point out, and I think I have already said it in my previous reviews, and this is why I am not giving it five stars, is that I think it lacks a bit of fluidity in her writing style. The characters go from talking or doing one thing to another a bit abruptly, and although sometimes that happens, other times a smoother transition is necessary, especially during intimate scenes or, for example, if they are talking about a difficult situation that they are going through. I think that if this was achieved, her books would go from being very good to great.
That being said, I am going to continue reading her and, if possible, reviewing her, because as I said before, she is an author that I really like.
I was given an advanced copy and voluntarily wrote a review.
Brandon admits to himself as bisexual, although so far, he has only dated women including a girlfriend with whom he has experimented quite a bit, but he never met a man who attracted him enough to act on his bisexuality, until he sees Devin. And from that very moment, he knows that he has to do everything possible to meet and win him over.
Devin doesn't have it easy. He has known since he was a teenager that he is queer, but due to his religious upbringing he keeps it hidden until he starts college. And even though it's been a couple of years, he still hasn't had any sexual experience, but he has been trying to learn about himself. And so it is that at the same time that he meets Brandon, and thanks to the acceptance and courage that he gives him, Devin definitely begins to move further and further away from the person of him as Mormon, embracing his gender fluidity. And it's an awesome journey and I think this is one of the most difficult to understand or explain and the author does it greatly.
The story is entertaining, has its share of drama, its hot moments, and finally its HEA.
As always, the author surrounds the MCs with great secondary characters, and this is how we find some of her previous books, as well as new ones.
One thing I would like to point out, and I think I have already said it in my previous reviews, and this is why I am not giving it five stars, is that I think it lacks a bit of fluidity in her writing style. The characters go from talking or doing one thing to another a bit abruptly, and although sometimes that happens, other times a smoother transition is necessary, especially during intimate scenes or, for example, if they are talking about a difficult situation that they are going through. I think that if this was achieved, her books would go from being very good to great.
That being said, I am going to continue reading her and, if possible, reviewing her, because as I said before, she is an author that I really like.
I was given an advanced copy and voluntarily wrote a review.
May 27, 2024
When one karaoke changes everything (an audio review)
I’ll admit this was my first Christie Gordon audio and I was excited to dive in. Christie has a unique style that brings out the angst of not belonging with one’s family and religion with trying to find one’s place in the world.
Devin is that character. He’s moved from his small town, essentially turned his back on his religion, and has made a life for himself. To be clear – the religion did the turning first. His faith does not believe in homosexuality. Devin no longer feels like he has a place. But he loves his parents – creating a huge chasm that only he knows exists. His mother still talks about him going on missions when he finishes university. He knows that will never happen. Singing one night at a karaoke bar, though, changes his life. He gets recruited into a band. A band of queer guys who welcome him, his quirkiness, and his gender fluidity which he’s only beginning to explore.
Enter Brandon. He’s been crushing on Devin at the bakery where Devin works. Only a nudge from his bestie prompts him to finally speak to Devin. They discover they have a lot in common – and some differences – but that they might be good together. Brandon’s background couldn’t be more different than Devin’s. His brother is out and his parents accepting. Brandon hasn’t taken the final step of coming out to them, but it feels like more that he’s looking for the right time rather than dreading outright hostility. Brandon helps Devin fight off the men and women who attend the concerts and make it clear Devin is the object of their affection. Brandon’s acceptance of Devin’s gender fluidity makes for a great relationship. Throw in some handcuffs and they’re good.
A near-tragic event unravels everything, though, testing both the strength of the bond between the men as well as Devin’s own ability to cope with his family. This book doesn’t shy away from the tough stuff. And I like that.
I will say I got my happy ending and I’m pleased to see there are more books in the series. Finnley Cole narrated this book and although he’s new to me, I’ll say he did a great job. I really enjoyed this one and can’t wait to listen to the next one.
I’ll admit this was my first Christie Gordon audio and I was excited to dive in. Christie has a unique style that brings out the angst of not belonging with one’s family and religion with trying to find one’s place in the world.
Devin is that character. He’s moved from his small town, essentially turned his back on his religion, and has made a life for himself. To be clear – the religion did the turning first. His faith does not believe in homosexuality. Devin no longer feels like he has a place. But he loves his parents – creating a huge chasm that only he knows exists. His mother still talks about him going on missions when he finishes university. He knows that will never happen. Singing one night at a karaoke bar, though, changes his life. He gets recruited into a band. A band of queer guys who welcome him, his quirkiness, and his gender fluidity which he’s only beginning to explore.
Enter Brandon. He’s been crushing on Devin at the bakery where Devin works. Only a nudge from his bestie prompts him to finally speak to Devin. They discover they have a lot in common – and some differences – but that they might be good together. Brandon’s background couldn’t be more different than Devin’s. His brother is out and his parents accepting. Brandon hasn’t taken the final step of coming out to them, but it feels like more that he’s looking for the right time rather than dreading outright hostility. Brandon helps Devin fight off the men and women who attend the concerts and make it clear Devin is the object of their affection. Brandon’s acceptance of Devin’s gender fluidity makes for a great relationship. Throw in some handcuffs and they’re good.
A near-tragic event unravels everything, though, testing both the strength of the bond between the men as well as Devin’s own ability to cope with his family. This book doesn’t shy away from the tough stuff. And I like that.
I will say I got my happy ending and I’m pleased to see there are more books in the series. Finnley Cole narrated this book and although he’s new to me, I’ll say he did a great job. I really enjoyed this one and can’t wait to listen to the next one.
February 26, 2023
On a Different Mission was my first book by Christie Gordon and I really enjoyed it so I'll be visiting her backlist shortly.
The first in a new series I enjoyed meeting the guys who make up the band Knot Me and I am already looking forward to their books.
Devin is the focus of this book and the newest member of Knot Me. Oh man, I just adored Devin and I loved seeing him uncover his true self and find out all the different aspects of his sexuality that made him who he really is, the parts of him he's been hiding. Coming from a Mormon background Devin is sure he won't be accepted by either of his parents and is struggling to come to terms with this as he gains the confidence to dress how he wants, explore his gender fluidity, and finally get a boyfriend and lose his virginity. Meeting Axel and joining Knot Me play a big part in his growth, but meeting and falling for Brandon plays an even bigger part.
Brandon couldn't have been a more supportive and romantic boyfriend and was absolutely the right guy for Devin (as was Devin for him). I loved how accepting he was of everything Devin wanted to try and how enthusiastic he was in wanting to help him try these new things (the nail polish scene is so sweet). I also enjoyed Brandon and Devin's journey of discovery in the bedroom, they were both trying things with a man for the first time and it was both sweet and incredibly sexy.
I was on edge when Devin has to return home to see his mum and dad and I was heartbroken for him at the way his father behaves, even though Devin wasn't expecting anything different it is still awful to see any parent reject their child because of who they love or how they dress, regardless of religion, a parent should love their child above their religion.
Once again we see how important our 'found family' can be in providing the love and support needed to be happy.
This book is a great introduction to the series and the cast of characters that I'm guessing will continue to play a part in future books.
The first in a new series I enjoyed meeting the guys who make up the band Knot Me and I am already looking forward to their books.
Devin is the focus of this book and the newest member of Knot Me. Oh man, I just adored Devin and I loved seeing him uncover his true self and find out all the different aspects of his sexuality that made him who he really is, the parts of him he's been hiding. Coming from a Mormon background Devin is sure he won't be accepted by either of his parents and is struggling to come to terms with this as he gains the confidence to dress how he wants, explore his gender fluidity, and finally get a boyfriend and lose his virginity. Meeting Axel and joining Knot Me play a big part in his growth, but meeting and falling for Brandon plays an even bigger part.
Brandon couldn't have been a more supportive and romantic boyfriend and was absolutely the right guy for Devin (as was Devin for him). I loved how accepting he was of everything Devin wanted to try and how enthusiastic he was in wanting to help him try these new things (the nail polish scene is so sweet). I also enjoyed Brandon and Devin's journey of discovery in the bedroom, they were both trying things with a man for the first time and it was both sweet and incredibly sexy.
I was on edge when Devin has to return home to see his mum and dad and I was heartbroken for him at the way his father behaves, even though Devin wasn't expecting anything different it is still awful to see any parent reject their child because of who they love or how they dress, regardless of religion, a parent should love their child above their religion.
Once again we see how important our 'found family' can be in providing the love and support needed to be happy.
This book is a great introduction to the series and the cast of characters that I'm guessing will continue to play a part in future books.
February 19, 2023
This was a first from this author for me, and it was a perfect jumping in point, as it's the start of a new series. Devin is a mormon, and trying to reconcile the faith he was brought up with against becoming his true self. Brandon is also figuring himself out - his bisexuality/demisexuality/whatever he is. It's really a story about discovering your true self and that journey to become what you truly are, and for the most part I really enjoyed it.
As I said, I haven't read anything previous from this author, and I don't really know why because this was really good. I have a feeling it connects to an existing universe, Devin's bosses in particular felt like there had been a story there, and also perhaps Brandon's brother and his partner. I liked Devin in particular, although he was so wilfully oblivious at the start with Brandon - even though that was kind of fun to witness 😆. Devin's transformation, experimenting with his clothes, hair, and finding his confidence singing, were the heart of the story for me. His path wasn't an easy one, but I was so glad his mum was understanding, even if his Dad was a complete tool.
Brandon, I wasn't so enamoured with. He seemed a little possessive and controlling at times, not wanting Devin to spend time with anyone but him, and that worried me a little, it was a trait that didn't sit all that well with me. He redeemed himself a little though with how good he was when Devin got the phone call from his Dad, dropping everything to be there for him. Ultimately I did like these two together, I loved that they were exploring everything together, and it was Brandon that slowed things down at the start.
I really enjoyed this, it was sweet, with enough heat and spice to keep the pages turning. I'm curious about the other band members and can't wait for their stories.
I received an ARC and this is my honest review.
As I said, I haven't read anything previous from this author, and I don't really know why because this was really good. I have a feeling it connects to an existing universe, Devin's bosses in particular felt like there had been a story there, and also perhaps Brandon's brother and his partner. I liked Devin in particular, although he was so wilfully oblivious at the start with Brandon - even though that was kind of fun to witness 😆. Devin's transformation, experimenting with his clothes, hair, and finding his confidence singing, were the heart of the story for me. His path wasn't an easy one, but I was so glad his mum was understanding, even if his Dad was a complete tool.
Brandon, I wasn't so enamoured with. He seemed a little possessive and controlling at times, not wanting Devin to spend time with anyone but him, and that worried me a little, it was a trait that didn't sit all that well with me. He redeemed himself a little though with how good he was when Devin got the phone call from his Dad, dropping everything to be there for him. Ultimately I did like these two together, I loved that they were exploring everything together, and it was Brandon that slowed things down at the start.
I really enjoyed this, it was sweet, with enough heat and spice to keep the pages turning. I'm curious about the other band members and can't wait for their stories.
I received an ARC and this is my honest review.
February 19, 2023
This is the first book in a new series by Christie. It piggybacks on her earlier series MESA BOYS. You don't have to have read the earlier series, but it helps. We are back in Phoenix again with the two main characters Brandon & Devin, both seniors at ASU. Brandon is majoring in speech pathology and Devin is in finance. Devin also moonlights at the bakery that Nate & Dana started, and he's the lead singer in a queer cover band. So we have Nate & Dana crossing over from MESA BOYS and also Jaime & Kaiden - Kaiden is Brandon's older brother.
Brandon notices Devin at the bakery and is smitten. With some coaching from friends, Brandon works up the nerve to ask Devin on a date. There are lots of roadblocks the guys have to overcome - Devin is gender-fluid, a sexual virgin, unsure of his sexuality, and was raised Mormon. The first 65-70% of this book is about Brandon & Devin breaking down those roadblocks and establishing themselves as a couple. There is plenty of hot content!
But as the guys are walking home from a Friday night at the bar, an event occurs that really ups the angst. As a result, Devin is forced to come out to his strict Mormon parents and face excommunication from the church. With lots of support from their circle of friends, Brandon & Devin head to northern Arizona to face the music. Ultimately they get their HEA after going through this tough process.
Christie does her usual great job of plot & character development. This was an enjoyable read and I'm looking forward to the next additions to this series - looks like we'll get to know some of the members of the queer cover band in future books.
Brandon notices Devin at the bakery and is smitten. With some coaching from friends, Brandon works up the nerve to ask Devin on a date. There are lots of roadblocks the guys have to overcome - Devin is gender-fluid, a sexual virgin, unsure of his sexuality, and was raised Mormon. The first 65-70% of this book is about Brandon & Devin breaking down those roadblocks and establishing themselves as a couple. There is plenty of hot content!
But as the guys are walking home from a Friday night at the bar, an event occurs that really ups the angst. As a result, Devin is forced to come out to his strict Mormon parents and face excommunication from the church. With lots of support from their circle of friends, Brandon & Devin head to northern Arizona to face the music. Ultimately they get their HEA after going through this tough process.
Christie does her usual great job of plot & character development. This was an enjoyable read and I'm looking forward to the next additions to this series - looks like we'll get to know some of the members of the queer cover band in future books.
February 26, 2023
Firstly let me say I got this book from gay romance reviews and this is me leaving my honest review.
Well I’ve got to say I thoroughly enjoyed this book it was emotional so emotional and my heart really did hurt for Devin. What I did enjoy the most from this book was how much Devin’s confidence grew after he met Brandon. These two young men have something so strong, Devin had so much to overcome but with Brandon supports he knew he could be himself. Brandon had his eye on Devin for awhile and he couldn’t believe the deep connection he had with him. This wasn’t a hook up for him this was so much more. Brandon always knew he had the love and support of his family where as Devin grew up as a Mormon and knew his family would not understand and would not support him and that broke his heart because he and his mum was so close. It stopped him from going home but with the help from the guys at the bakery, the guys from the rock band he has joined because he’s got an amazing voice and the love from Brandon. I honestly could not put this book down.
Christie has such an amazing way with words that pull you in to a story like you know the main characters. like I said it was a very emotional read for me because I could never imagine not been able to support your child because of who they really are, but what made my heart melt was the true and honest feelings between Devin and Brandon. I cannot wait to the second book in the series. And it was great having the mesa boys around!
Well I’ve got to say I thoroughly enjoyed this book it was emotional so emotional and my heart really did hurt for Devin. What I did enjoy the most from this book was how much Devin’s confidence grew after he met Brandon. These two young men have something so strong, Devin had so much to overcome but with Brandon supports he knew he could be himself. Brandon had his eye on Devin for awhile and he couldn’t believe the deep connection he had with him. This wasn’t a hook up for him this was so much more. Brandon always knew he had the love and support of his family where as Devin grew up as a Mormon and knew his family would not understand and would not support him and that broke his heart because he and his mum was so close. It stopped him from going home but with the help from the guys at the bakery, the guys from the rock band he has joined because he’s got an amazing voice and the love from Brandon. I honestly could not put this book down.
Christie has such an amazing way with words that pull you in to a story like you know the main characters. like I said it was a very emotional read for me because I could never imagine not been able to support your child because of who they really are, but what made my heart melt was the true and honest feelings between Devin and Brandon. I cannot wait to the second book in the series. And it was great having the mesa boys around!
November 5, 2025
3.5 stars
The Rock U series is a spin-off of the Mesa Boys series, and this first book of the series is pretty good. It has a decent plot, but I thought the oh so positive ending with Devin's Mormon parents accepting him was unrealistic. Even if his mom had been accepting, I wouldn't think she'd have been able to truly sway his dad's very negative opinion. This idea of homophobic parents turning out to be accepting, even grudgingly so, also happened in book 4 of the Mesa Boys series with Dana's dad. The only homophobic parent we never hear of again in that series is Carter's dad from book 2, and I think that was more because he was abusive to Carter's mom. Even then, we hear off hand that he's in therapy in I think it was book 3? Anyhow, back to this book, other than some of the unrealistic elements of the plot, it was a pretty good story overall, especially since the MCs were less immature than they often were in the Mesa Boys series. They were still awkward with each other at first, and the insta-love was intense, but at least their interior monologues weren't as awkward (maybe cringey is a better word) or dramatic, and they held off on expressing their love longer than a few weeks. In any case, I have hope that this series will feel less like a YA romance series masquerading as an adult romance series. It's not just the presence of open-door sex scenes that separate YA romance from adult romance for me but also how the characters think and behave. So, I'll have to see how the series goes from here.
The Rock U series is a spin-off of the Mesa Boys series, and this first book of the series is pretty good. It has a decent plot, but I thought the oh so positive ending with Devin's Mormon parents accepting him was unrealistic. Even if his mom had been accepting, I wouldn't think she'd have been able to truly sway his dad's very negative opinion. This idea of homophobic parents turning out to be accepting, even grudgingly so, also happened in book 4 of the Mesa Boys series with Dana's dad. The only homophobic parent we never hear of again in that series is Carter's dad from book 2, and I think that was more because he was abusive to Carter's mom. Even then, we hear off hand that he's in therapy in I think it was book 3? Anyhow, back to this book, other than some of the unrealistic elements of the plot, it was a pretty good story overall, especially since the MCs were less immature than they often were in the Mesa Boys series. They were still awkward with each other at first, and the insta-love was intense, but at least their interior monologues weren't as awkward (maybe cringey is a better word) or dramatic, and they held off on expressing their love longer than a few weeks. In any case, I have hope that this series will feel less like a YA romance series masquerading as an adult romance series. It's not just the presence of open-door sex scenes that separate YA romance from adult romance for me but also how the characters think and behave. So, I'll have to see how the series goes from here.
May 27, 2024
On A Different Mission - Rock U Book One - Audible
It’s always interesting to listen to an audible book after reading it because it changes the way you originally thought of and pictured the characters. It brings the characters to life in a different way and engages you on another level.
Christie Gordon writes realistic characters and brings humor and compassion to all of her books. The Rock U series is an enjoyable read, and this audible book really endeared Devin and Brandon to the listener.
The characters in this series are all unique in their own ways, and you learn more about each of them as they appear in their own storyline and then as side characters in the rest of the books. Devin and Brandon were learning about themselves as they began their friendship and as their feelings grew for one another, they learned together how to love and bring out the best in each other. They overcame insecurities and healed old hurts, and became chosen family along with the other members of the band and their partners.
It is a very heartwarming story that is made even more realistic when hearing Finnley become Devin, Brandon and the entire group that love and care about each other unconditionally. If you have a chance to listen to this audible book, it is worth the time! Christie should also be added to everyone’s must read authors list, you will be glad you did!
It’s always interesting to listen to an audible book after reading it because it changes the way you originally thought of and pictured the characters. It brings the characters to life in a different way and engages you on another level.
Christie Gordon writes realistic characters and brings humor and compassion to all of her books. The Rock U series is an enjoyable read, and this audible book really endeared Devin and Brandon to the listener.
The characters in this series are all unique in their own ways, and you learn more about each of them as they appear in their own storyline and then as side characters in the rest of the books. Devin and Brandon were learning about themselves as they began their friendship and as their feelings grew for one another, they learned together how to love and bring out the best in each other. They overcame insecurities and healed old hurts, and became chosen family along with the other members of the band and their partners.
It is a very heartwarming story that is made even more realistic when hearing Finnley become Devin, Brandon and the entire group that love and care about each other unconditionally. If you have a chance to listen to this audible book, it is worth the time! Christie should also be added to everyone’s must read authors list, you will be glad you did!
February 3, 2023
Having lived in Utah during the 1970's and witnessing my daughter being, unable to play with the next door neighbor's child because we didn't belong to 'the church,' I have seen the closed mindedness of some of the Mormons. Especially women who were completely 'under the thumbs' of their husbands.
I also worked with some kind women who were welcoming and open minded. Ones which didn't try to 'convince me' to 'join the church.' My husband had a coworker who came into our home and shared 'the message' with us.' In a non-pushy way.
We toured the parts of the Tabernacle in Salt Lake City we were allowed in. But I was unable to wrap my head around the 'angel pants', the subservient role of women and selective dietary constraints. The practice of having multiple wives was the final straw.
Christie has blended the 'religion' into a romance. The ability of a young man able to escape into the 'modern' word and embrace his sexuality. I can only imagine how the loss of his family, especially his mother, would weigh on his mind and suck the joy from his life.
Though the Mormons aren't the only ones to unaccepting, they are more extreme, since they viewed by many as a cult.
A wonderful book with characters you'll love.
I also worked with some kind women who were welcoming and open minded. Ones which didn't try to 'convince me' to 'join the church.' My husband had a coworker who came into our home and shared 'the message' with us.' In a non-pushy way.
We toured the parts of the Tabernacle in Salt Lake City we were allowed in. But I was unable to wrap my head around the 'angel pants', the subservient role of women and selective dietary constraints. The practice of having multiple wives was the final straw.
Christie has blended the 'religion' into a romance. The ability of a young man able to escape into the 'modern' word and embrace his sexuality. I can only imagine how the loss of his family, especially his mother, would weigh on his mind and suck the joy from his life.
Though the Mormons aren't the only ones to unaccepting, they are more extreme, since they viewed by many as a cult.
A wonderful book with characters you'll love.
February 21, 2023
This book is an ode to tolerance and self-acceptance. We enjoy following Devin's journey as he discovers who he is, step by step. And we fall in love with Brandon who is a perfect boyfriend to support Devin, whereas he also have is own journey to explore his bisexuality.
This is a really positive book, of course the characters have problems and anxiety to go through, but they have a wonderful support system to help them.
Great fiction, it puts a smile on your face and gives you a little hope.
I really like the world of this book, and Christie GORDON's previous ones. I really enjoy this author's writing. I can't wait to read the next book in this series.
C'est une très belle histoire sur la tolérance et l'acceptation de soi. Un sujet qui me tient vraiment à coeur et qui me parle énormément. On ressort de cette histoire avec le sourire et de l'espoir envers l'humanité, même si on sait que la réalité peut être parfois très sombre.
La deux héros de cette histoire sont très différents et à la fois ils ont chacun des choses à découvrir sur eux-mêmes. Il y a de la prudence, une découverte progressive, et beaucoup de prévenance et de bienveillance.
Merci Christie Gordon pour cette belle histoire très poétique.
This is a really positive book, of course the characters have problems and anxiety to go through, but they have a wonderful support system to help them.
Great fiction, it puts a smile on your face and gives you a little hope.
I really like the world of this book, and Christie GORDON's previous ones. I really enjoy this author's writing. I can't wait to read the next book in this series.
C'est une très belle histoire sur la tolérance et l'acceptation de soi. Un sujet qui me tient vraiment à coeur et qui me parle énormément. On ressort de cette histoire avec le sourire et de l'espoir envers l'humanité, même si on sait que la réalité peut être parfois très sombre.
La deux héros de cette histoire sont très différents et à la fois ils ont chacun des choses à découvrir sur eux-mêmes. Il y a de la prudence, une découverte progressive, et beaucoup de prévenance et de bienveillance.
Merci Christie Gordon pour cette belle histoire très poétique.
February 26, 2023
This was a slow burn bi-awakening romance that really focused on character development. Both Devin and Brandon are new to being with guys and spend a good portion of the first part of the book trying to figure that out. I found this book started out fairly slow for me. It took a while to get into it and was probably longer than it needed to be.
I really liked Devin as a character. I loved seeing his confidence grow as he became closer to people who encouraged him and liked him for who he was. It was really cool to see his persona change while he was on stage.
I had a harder time with Brandon’s character. I didn’t trust his motivation at first so everything he did seemed a little off, however, as the story continued his character grew on me and I started to see how good he was for Devin and loved how much Brandon took care of him.
This is a slow burn but once they get together it’s full steam ahead!! The author did a great job of writing believable intimacy. I loved all the fun they had with some sexy purchases!!
I have not read any other books by this author. There were some characters from a past series (the Mesa Boys) in this book but I didn’t find I missed anything by not knowing their story.
I really liked Devin as a character. I loved seeing his confidence grow as he became closer to people who encouraged him and liked him for who he was. It was really cool to see his persona change while he was on stage.
I had a harder time with Brandon’s character. I didn’t trust his motivation at first so everything he did seemed a little off, however, as the story continued his character grew on me and I started to see how good he was for Devin and loved how much Brandon took care of him.
This is a slow burn but once they get together it’s full steam ahead!! The author did a great job of writing believable intimacy. I loved all the fun they had with some sexy purchases!!
I have not read any other books by this author. There were some characters from a past series (the Mesa Boys) in this book but I didn’t find I missed anything by not knowing their story.
February 19, 2023
Devin and Brandon are such a complex and incredible couple. Devin has been raised in a Morman family and has been hiding his true identity for his whole life until recently.
Brandon is a bit uncertain about his sexuality too, but one thing he is sure of is his instant attraction to Devin.
The two dance around each other, but with a little help from their friends, Brendan finally asks Devin out on a date, and sparks fly.
This story is sweet, tender, and beautiful as the pair quickly fall from raging lust and into love.
Devin is beautiful and strong and is finally able to express the various spectrums of his gender freely. At the same time, Brendan has fallen head over heels for the guy and when they become official, he comes out to his family, and they accept him and Devin with open arms.
When a news reporter catches them after a heroic rescue and plasters their faces all over the news - Devin’s family sees him for who he truly is for the first time, and his father is less than accepting.
Without giving too many spoilers, this author has created a beautiful world with a star-studded cast of incredible, diverse characters.
I fell in love with them all.
Brandon is a bit uncertain about his sexuality too, but one thing he is sure of is his instant attraction to Devin.
The two dance around each other, but with a little help from their friends, Brendan finally asks Devin out on a date, and sparks fly.
This story is sweet, tender, and beautiful as the pair quickly fall from raging lust and into love.
Devin is beautiful and strong and is finally able to express the various spectrums of his gender freely. At the same time, Brendan has fallen head over heels for the guy and when they become official, he comes out to his family, and they accept him and Devin with open arms.
When a news reporter catches them after a heroic rescue and plasters their faces all over the news - Devin’s family sees him for who he truly is for the first time, and his father is less than accepting.
Without giving too many spoilers, this author has created a beautiful world with a star-studded cast of incredible, diverse characters.
I fell in love with them all.
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January 6, 2024I can’t even rate this it irritated me so much I DNF at 30%. Look. If you are going to bill this as a rockstar whatever then it needs to actually be that. This was a sophomoric (as in I actually thought the characters were all in high-school they acted to idiotically immature) college romance ish story. It wasn’t really a romance though. I’m Way past college and the actions of these kids did not match their setting, just pick one. It can be a cute angsty story about highschool kids figuring themselves out. Or it can be a more grown up college story filled with frat parties and drinking, and a cover band that … I didn’t get far enough into the book to figure out what the band wanted honestly. Mainly though it is hard to read a story with spice and adult themes if the two main characters are so awkward they internal monologue for entire scenes. I have no problem with awkward, “I just escaped from (insert repressed conservative religious whatever here)” but I don’t honestly find that much awkward for that long to be fun. Half the time I couldn’t tell who was talking because every character sounded the same. Moving on.
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