I both loved the book and loathed Grant for most of it….
There is just something about these Lasker Brothers, their ridiculous parentage, and their designer luggage set of emotional baggage. It draws you in, and even when you can’t stand them, you enjoy it somehow.
This book is broken into Part 1 and Part 2: first Aspen and Grant are in their second year in college, then 14 years later when they are brought face to face again. We start with a spoiled, arrogant, tool Grant and a singly-focused determined Aspen … then there’s some swoon as he tries SO hard to be more when he falls for Aspen, only for it all to fall apart. Then he is a total D bag for the majority of the book. Seriously, you will loathe him until 85% of the book, even though we can see that he really believes he has been wronged. Not gonna lie, I struggled a bit with him. I wanted to take a break and read something else because he was so awful. Not that I didn’t think the author would redeem him, I knew she would. He wasn’t completely irredeemable. But because part of me really wanted him to be destroyed with the truth and realize what a grade A jerk he is, and then for Aspen to flip him off and walk away.
Aspen has been kicked down over and over and over. Orphaned as a a young child, she is raised by her loving (but not wealthy) grandparents. Determined to finish college on a scholarship so she can eventually make enough money to repay her grandparents for all that they have done for her, she spends this book being savagely reminded again and again that she is definitely firmly in the have-not category. It’s brutal. Yet somehow she pushes through. She is so determined to take care of her ailing grandfather that she tolerates all the abuse Grant piles on her relentlessly, never allowing him to see her break.
While I did not get the ending where she flips him off and walks away, I did get immense satisfaction when the truth comes out and Grant realizes how wrong he was. And he is devastated. It was delicious. He uses that big brain to recount every unearned lash he threw at her, and every bit of abuse he showered upon her. It was actually quite perfect. I loved their rainy balcony scene, and somehow felt satisfied that their HEA was earned and not forced. There wasn’t a trite “grand gesture” where the fmc is expected to just forgive the wrongs just because he said so.
So prepare to start with immense dislike for him, followed by some swoon, and then intense loathing, but ending with a full heart as they finally get it right. I can’t wait to see what the rest of these ridiculous Lasker boys do next.