I can't quite believe I haven't written a review of this book yet. I have honestly lost count of how many times I've read it. The pages are worn and I keep a rubber band around the book in the bookshelf just to make sure none of the pages fall out. I read it four times while I was on a 4 day vacation!
It is very rare for me to find a romance author who can hold my attention. Perhaps I'm a bit old school, but I prefer a slow burn that lets my imagination fill in the blanks. And while there are a handful of authors who can do this (and do it well), Gerri Hill seems to nail it every time. "Dawn of Change" is my favorite book by this extraordinarily talented writer and is one of my top 5 all time favorite stories. I'm going to try not to spoil anything.
Though the story is somewhat predictable, I believe that the best part of a story, especially a story that isn't meant to be a mystery or a thriller, is in the journey. And Ms. Hill is an expert guide.
The blurb sums up the overall story pretty well and while I certainly don't know exactly what Ms. Hill intended, I think there is much more going on in this book. And my favorite parts have little to do with the romance (though that is a big favorite).
What I love so much about this book is the ongoing theme of change. I know, that's not really surprising. Susan's transformation from the beginning to the end of the book is extraordinary. From her relationships to her look to her outlook on life. It's a pleasure to watch. She starts this story as the scorned yet dutiful wife, mother and daughter and evolves into something no one, including herself, recognizes. It's so encouraging and empowering, especially for anyone who has felt trapped by expectation. As I said, the course of her story is predictable, but watching it happen is truly a pleasure.
Shawn is a little bit different. Her evolution is more subtle than Susan's, but no less enchanting. It's difficult to see how a woman so grounded could have anywhere else to go. But bit by bit as the friendship develops, the reader learns about what has shaped Shawn. The dichotomy between these two characters is actually quite intriguing. While Susan is looking at the pieces of her shattered world and learning to take control of her life, Shawn finds that she needs to relinquish her own control in order to finally live.
The supporting characters in this are some of my favorites and are also evolving. While Lisa is her mother's staunchest supporter (besides Shawn), she too is on a journey of discovery. Susan's mother and sister are stuck up, hopelessly clueless elitists who can't fathom the changes they see in Susan and try their best to bring her back into the fold. Though Ruth, Susan's sister, doesn't appear to have the capacity to understand anything but what she's always known, Gayle, her mother, actually becomes rather likable. It's through these supporting characters that you see where Susan really came from and how significant her journey really is.
There really is nothing bad about this book. It is a sweet romance that overcomes some seemingly insurmountable obstacles, the biggest ones being the women themselves. I honestly feel like I'm reading about real people. It's organic and natural. Nothing is forced or awkward or just jumps out making the reader wonder, "Where did that come from?" or "How did that happen?" It just works. Everything about this story works.
I've seen other people call this story a "typical toaster over" story. Maybe it is. But it certainly doesn't detract from the story telling. It's a beautiful tale that will make you laugh, make you think, make you wonder, make you sad, make you angry, make you cheer...it will make you feel. And maybe that's all that really needs to be said about this book. It will make you feel. And isn't that the best thing about reading?
Thank you, Ms. Hill for one of the books I know I will read many, many more times and never get tired of it.