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"In Latin, suffering and passion come from the same root," observes Alice Forrester, the wry heroine of this poignant and sardonically witty debut. And who would know better than twenty-five-year-old Alice, passionately committed to her own suffering--an all-consuming addiction to food deprivation--as a divine form of self-knowledge?

After an episode of heart failure, Alice arrives in the eating disorder clinic of Seaview Hospital, where she detachedly watches a circus unfold . . . starring her perfectionist mother, Syd ("she'd been a synchronized swimmer in college"), her counselors ("the therapists are like tuning forks for epiphanies"), and the resident anorexics, bulimics, and compulsive eaters. But it is newcomer Maeve Sullivan, at once raucous and tender, with her fleshy body and hedonistic appetites, who turns Alice's adventure beyond her own distorted looking glass into a new perception of herself--and who wakens an attraction that touches Alice's soul and changes her life forever.

Praise for The Passion of Alice

"A smart, funny, wonderful book that will contain truth for every reader."-- Los Angeles Times Book Review

"[A] tart and edgy first novel . . . A rarity--an examination of a twenty-five-year-old woman's peculiar inner life, wrapped in a sharp comedy of manners."--Harper's Bazaar

"Stephanie Grant's first novel is as grim as it is powerful, stripped entirely of the convenient life-affirming consolations and breakthroughs that can make 'social issue' fiction easier to take. Her prose style is relentlessly cool and stark, serving as x-ray vison that registers the hardest truths without prettification."--The Boston Globe

274 pages, Paperback

First published September 12, 1995

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Stephanie Grant

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Stephanie Grant’s first novel, The Passion of Alice, was published in 1995 by Houghton Mifflin, and was nominated for Britain’s Orange Broadband Prize for Fiction and the Lambda Award for Best Lesbian Fiction. Map of Ireland, which was published by Scribner in March 2008, is a contemporary retelling of Huck Finn that places female sexuality and friendship at the center of one of our foundational myths about race.

Her writing has received numerous awards including the Rona Jaffe Foundation Writer’s Award, an Individual Artists Fellowship from the Ohio Arts Council, and a Creative Writing Fellowship from the National Endowment for the Arts. Formerly Writer-in-Residence at Mount Holyoke College, she is currently Visiting Writer at the Franklin Humanities Institute at Duke University.

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641 reviews594 followers
December 28, 2008
Narrative of anorexia, hospitalization, sexuality, and love. The smartest thing about this book is the way it repossesses anorexia from popular conception, transforming it from an external "you are sick because you are a woman and you want us to see you thinner" into a deeply internal experience of control, which is far closer to the truth when you're talking about five foot eight women who are ninety pounds and who are dying and who will not eat. Unfortunately, the last quarter of the book falls flat in that way it does when the author realizes she needs something clear and decisive to happen, but can't commit herself to anything. Clever, though, with some complex religious overtones and some interesting, if confused, attempts to draw it all together into a narrative of suffering and beauty and deprivation and control and love. First novel, I suspect.

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131 reviews14 followers
September 5, 2010
In her 1995 novel of self-acceptance, The Passion of Alice, Stephanie Grant paints a picture of a young woman stuck-not able to move forward with her life, and slowly fading away to nothingness. Alice is a 25 year old librarian who is hospitalized at the eating disorders clinic at the well-known Seaview Hospital after a heart attack caused by her extreme thinness. At 89 pounds and 5'10" tall, Alice feels that she is starving herself down to her very essence, shedding everything not about her that is not essential. While at the hospital, she begins to gain weight while getting to know Gwen, a frail timid anorexic; Louise, a grossly overweight woman who is a compulsive eater; and finally Maeve, a risk-taking bulimic who forces Alice to confront her sexuality. When Maeve escapes the hospital, Alice has her second brush with death, and when she gets a visit from an old friend, she finally realizes that in order for her to move forward with her life, she must accept all parts of herself. She cannot starve away her feelings.


If this sounds a little bit like the gay version of Girl, Interrupted, you're not wrong. It felt a bit like the gay version of Girl, Interrupted. However, many of the things that made the book Girl, Interrupted powerful are also present in this story. Grant focuses not so much on the disease of anorexia as the reasons for Alice's starvation. When Alice goes to chapel on week, she shares with the nurse that escorts her that "passion" also means "suffering", and that becomes the major underlying theme of the book. Anything that causes Alice to feel passionate also causes her suffering. Trying to live up to her mother's expectations, her feelings about women and sex, her desire for food that she knows she won't eat. Her anorexia becomes a way to control her passions, essentially trying to starve the feelings away until she is left with nothing but her most essential essence. What she discovers is that her feelings, especially her feelings about women and sex, are an essential part of her.


Loss of innocence and maturation is also a recurring theme throughout the book. For Alice, that means coming out of a state of willful ignorance about herself-basically, she figures out it's time to put her big girl pants on and get on with things! To some extent it feels as though most of the women on the unit are having a similarly hard time integrating into adulthood-even the ones who have been chronological adults for quite some time. Their reactions to each other, their petty fights, their childish behavior when in public all lead to this sense of them being childlike. The implication seems to be that perhaps the first step in being healthy was to grow up. This can mean confronting some harsh realities-like when one of the doctors catches them off-grounds and offers to trade his silence for sex.


There is less accusation against the psychiatric community in this novel than in similar books, but as the example above shows not everyone in the hospital is portrayed in a positive light. What the setting of the hospital did for me was provide a symbol of the way in which society tries to define what is healthy and normal, and how anyone outside of that definition is considered broken and in need of fixing. It is my sincere hope that we are finally getting to a point in our country where gays and lesbians are no longer seen as broken, but are fully accepted for who we are.
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11 reviews2 followers
December 22, 2008
This book starts as a book about anorexia and ends really weird.
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7 reviews
April 10, 2022
My favorite book, for no reason in particular. Maybe I related to Alice in a masochistic way but it was enthralling and I find myself rereading it often.
942 reviews6 followers
April 18, 2019
Nominated for book groups otherwise I'm not sure I would have found it, this book is a likeable easy read which given that its a story of a young woman with anorexia in rehab is no mean feat. The story is very much from Alice's perspective, with no apologies or explanation. Nor is it a this is how you get cured book. Both of these things contribute to making the book and easy interesting read. There are some very subtle messages about the way women's bodies are perceived and how it leads to the various eating disorders, I appreciated the clever way this was done.
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467 reviews
April 29, 2022
A pleasant enough coming of age story with strong memoir overtones.
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51 reviews
March 6, 2013
The Passion of Alice by Stephanie Grant

This could be an important little book if you or a loved one suffers from an eating disorder. The protagonist, Alice, a 25 year old suffers from anorexia which her separated parents do not realize. They know but can't admit it until one day she suffers a heart attack. Then along with her doctors, they & she agree that she needs acute care and she goes into a rehab facility that works with addicts, alcoholics, persons with all types of disorders. They are separated by 'disease'.
Alice weighs just over 90 pounds and is 5 ft, 10 & 3/4 inches tall. While in the facility she meets girls suffering from bulimia as well as anorexia. She becomes acquaintances with a few of them and they go through their days having meals together, therapy groups together, exercise classes specifically based on their needs,etc. Alice is only allowed to do yoga, stretching, the warm up & cool down parts of the aerobics sessions and she is allowed to swim but not allowed to do laps. Their days are kept very full.
After a time she begins to eat her meals or part of them and eventually she edges over the 100 pound mark. One of her friends, Gwen who has been engaged for 10 years but has not married yet as she and her fiance want to have children. Her menses has stopped (as it does with most anorexics) and her fiance wants her to be stable before they wed. Anyway while Alice, Gwen and 2 other girls are taken on a supervised mall shopping trip Gwen collapses when she suffers a dramatic bone disintegration. A few days later she passes. Alice is devastated. She refuses to eat anything and her weight drops dramatically once again. They put her in the hospital there and tube or I.V. feed her. They weigh her in a hammock/sling like get up as they do not want her to know her weight. But the doctors are concerned as one cannot continue indefinitely being fed this way. The body is unable to process all the glucose. They put her on insulin to help her pancreas along. Every six hours they would check her blood and depending on her sugar levels, they would give her shots of insulin.
There is so much more to this small book than just the story of Alice's illness. There is the complicated story of her family life. The complicated story of an early friendship with a young man and the parting of their ways when they went off to Uni. The very complicated stories of her relationships with the other girls and workers at the rehab. One friendship in particular with one specific girl/woman on her floor. I found this friendship to be very fascinating and I can see this book one day becoming a Virago.
This one is written as a memoir and I liked the read very much and gave it 4 stars. I highly recommend it to those interested in the subject matter. I can see so easily why it ranked so well on the Orange Prize listing.
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Author 8 books22 followers
September 2, 2020
Alice is too clever and too thin for her own good. A heart attack lands her in Seaview, an upscale eating disorder clinic where she feels superior to her peers and the staff. Grant’s dry humour is apparent from the first page as Alice reflects upon her situation: “In group therapy, [the therapists] demonstrate their true genius, quietly inciting multiple confessions from a single wormy word. Shame. Fault. Responsibility. Father. Brother. Mother. The truth is, everyone blames somebody. Everyone pretends that being here is not, somehow, her doing.” The professionals at Seaview fail to help Alice (or anyone), but she develops insight into her condition when she begins to care about the other women at the clinic. There is Gwen, a fellow anorexic, whose self-destruction is masked by meekness; Louise, an overeater who gently calls Alice on her shit; and glittery Maeve, a bulimic whose appetite for food, sex, and craziness is unquenchable. Alice, so used to denying herself everything, is shocked to discover her desire not only for a woman but for one so unlike her. What unfolds is a boatload of drama while the four women find quite different routes out of the clinic. The Passion of Alice doesn’t spare the reader the gruesome details or heart wrenching consequences of eating disorders (consider that your trigger warning!), but it is a super smart and compassionate book.
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312 reviews6 followers
August 13, 2017
This book was very a very unique look into the mind of of Alice, a 25 year old girl admitted to an eating disorder treatment center in a hospital, and her mental health during her stay. I enjoy reading books like this because they seem to reach a part of my heart that stays with me long after I've read them. I will be talking more about this book in my August 2017 wrap-up on my youtube channel!
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20 reviews
January 13, 2025
closer to a 3 1/2 than a 4.. still enjoyed it and might come back to it later down the line. read through the final parts a bit quick because I needed to get started on my school reading, so maybe I missed a bit in my haste.
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April 19, 2019
Well-written and rather subtle story of an anorexic young woman, which is not all about the anorexia. Very good on body image, family dynamics and sexuality.
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Author 9 books89 followers
October 22, 2021
A powerful novel of coming of age and of coming into one's body and desires. highly recommended.
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65 reviews
December 10, 2023
Why have your main character have her eating disorder be cured by the presence of a man in her life, when she can be enlightened by the beauty of tits and ass?
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49 reviews
June 12, 2024
This has left me with an empty void i kind of knew i had to begin with but this book clarified the emptiness
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January 12, 2025
favorite book since a very youn age, for no apparent reason at all.
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215 reviews51 followers
March 13, 2017
a good read. the characters all felt real, i loved their interactions and relationships. i definitely wouldn't recommend this book to someone suffering from an eating disorder, however, as the main character has a lot of damaging ideas about weight, which i guess is obvious from the plot of the book.
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99 reviews23 followers
July 7, 2015
Anorexia is, by definition, "an eating disorder characterized by an abnormally low body weight, intense fear of gaining weight and a distorted perception of body weight." For Alice Forrester, her anorexia is something she lives and breathes constantly. Friends? Why bother? For years, being anorexic has taken up most of her time, occupied the majority of her thoughts, and for the most part, ruled her life.
"I had always liked my anorexic reflection. It meant seeing the parts inside of the whole. Each connection, each articulation of muscle, skin, and bone made explicit. Gert said that we all had distorted images of ourselves. Either fatter or skinnier than we really were. She said we hated our bodies, hated ourselves. I had never thought so."

In 1984, after collapsing from heart failure in her mid-twenties, she is escorted by her mother, Syd, to the emergency room of Seaview Hospital. The physicians assess her and agree upon a goal for Alice: everyone must encourage her to focus on her own recovery; because if she does not, the eating disorder might finally steal her away for good.

As soon as Alice is medically cleared, she is transferred to the eating disorders clinic where, perhaps for the first time, she is asked to take a step back and look at herself objectively. But it is much more difficult to see yourself as separate from yourself when the mirror reflects back all sorts of shapes and figures that are supposed to represent your "youness".
"I took off my clothes and stood close to the glass. I was thinking what I always think: wouldn't it be nice to be truly in the mirror, like the other, fictive Alice, two-dimensional instead of three? The appearance of life without the mess."
As Alice progresses through the eating disorders program, the bonds she has formed with the other girls on the unit become deeper and more meaningful. There's Louise, who, although grossly overweight, cannot help but bury her loneliness in more and more food. Gwen is delicate, flaxen-haired, and reticent. Amy, though only thirteen years old, has become trapped in the world of dieting. And finally, Maeve, who is outspoken and brazen, yet furtively pukes whenever the opportunity presents itself.

The Passion of Alice reads exactly as it sounds. It is a story of recovery and relapse, of friendships and blossoming desires. It is both a book you cannot put down and yet a book that is somehow so real that it is occasionally hard to read. Although I feel that the conclusion is much too abrupt and leaves readers with an equal amount of answers and questions, I can't help but feel a special kinship with this book- a no holds barred look at the struggles and triumphs of a woman named Alice Forrester.
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2,256 reviews61 followers
November 8, 2007
The plot-outline reminded me of Girl, Interrupted. A young girl with a problem is attmited to a clinic where she meets a girl that is more self-confident, louder, stronger and completely different from her and that she secretly admires. There are some other girls as well, one of them having a tragic ending.

The rest is different though. Alice has to deal with an eating disorder, which is acutally not the focus of the story but rather the frame for it. The main interest lies on the relationship between Alice and Maeve, both having problems of themselves - and those have not only to do with eating disorders.

Somehow I don't really know if I liked the book. I guess the topic didn't interest me much. And the reason why she started the calorie-counting in the first place isn't made clear. Also the ending is kind of a sudden and leaves some questions unanswered.

Interesting but controversial is Alice thesis that Jesus was the first anorexic. I wouldn't agree to that before hearing more reasons for this belief, but on the other hand I don't know that much about Jesus. By the way, the title is another reference to him, because "passion" is here not (or at least not only) used in the sense of "desire" but more in the sense of "suffering" like in the "Passion of Christ".
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October 2, 2011
This book closely resembles "Girl, Interrupted" for its brutal look at girls in an institution. This time is is for those suffering from eating disorders. Alice is the main character and you read from her point of view what anorexia truly looks like from the inside out. If you are aware of this disorder and its nuances, there are no surprises here however, it is still a wonderful reminder in the fact that this disease is multifaceted and very difficult to treat. The numerous underlying meanings behind why people suffer from eating disorders can be hard to relate to for those of us who do not, but Grant does an incredible job of using empathy as a tool to understanding the inner struggle. This a a great ficitonal book for anyone who likes psychological, institutional, twenty something angst tales or would like to learn more about this disease from a story standpoint.
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18 reviews
August 6, 2008
This story is about a young woman's experience with anorexia. In the facility that she shares with women who have all sorts of food disorders, the characters seem to personify their addictions. Alice, with her anorexia, is addicted to control and self-sacrifice, making her character seem calculated, restricted, and empty. On the other hand, some of Alice's cohorts have much more entertaining was of expressing their neurosis; Mauve, for example, is an overweight woman addicted to excess whose unpredictable antics and over the top behaviors create a character who is indulgent, daring and, like Alice, self-destructive.
This is an interesting read that goes fast.
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Author 20 books15 followers
June 2, 2014
Alice is seriously anorexic. Her condition leads to a heart attack and thence to a specialist centre where she meets many other patients struggling with eating disorders. But Alice has many personal issues to resolve (relating to her size,her sexuality, family relationships, her first boyfriend, authority) and along the way she gets into a range of difficult situations which highlight the endless journey she faces. Readable but not riveting.
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154 reviews3 followers
January 26, 2015
This was interesting because it is set in an area that I know, using correct names of nearby towns, route numbers, and malls, but the story and the hospital are fiction. I enjoyed it although I wish the ending had been more definitive and concrete. That being said it was a much more realistic picture of anorexia and eating disorders back in this time period as compared to Steven Levenkron's books.
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249 reviews20 followers
June 23, 2008
Worse than some, better than most. Why are the protagonists in these things always the same person? I loved the Ronald Tillman character, and Louise, and even Maeve, although she's not the kind of person I gravitate to in real life. In real life, she'd be too wild and edgy for my carefully boring life. But on paper, she's fun to follow, and to contemplate.
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Author 6 books50 followers
September 19, 2009
I didn't like this book much at first, mainly because I felt I was one of the fat people whom the author found so disgusting. Since she's an anorexic, she has a pretty broad definition of fat. But it got much interesting once she meets Maeve, a bulimic, and she becomes a lot more sympathetic. Didn't like the ambiguous ending.
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July 2, 2009
Although there were times that this story seemed a little bit far-fetched, in terms of the oddity of characters that Alice encounters in the hospital, it still offers some unique and appropriate insights into the process of recovering from an eating disorder.
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February 11, 2010
A Wow. A really great book. A young anorexic woman is hospitalized, and seems to have no care for anything at all - until she meets Maeve, the dominant overweight bulimic. This book deals with love, fear, self, eating disorders, and questions purposes of living. Really excellent.
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March 16, 2010
I am reading this book because I have read other books from Stephanie Grant and I like her style. The cover was also enticing enough to draw my attention in and made me want to read the short summary about it. I have a feeling this book will be very interesting.
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