Well, this book certainly went around in circles. The HEA is a joke. It's only a matter of time before one tosses the other off their luxurious yacht into the unforgiving, deep seas.
It’s going to sound like I hated this book but I didn’t. I’ve got to hand it to Thorpe. 40 years on, and the gender-biased views she puts forth about cheating still ring true today.
H and h married in haste, and regretted at leisure for 5 years. She was too young at 18 and he, at 31, should have known better.
The marriage deteriorated because she was supposedly immature. Except I didn't understand what was immature about a young bride feeling insecure and neglected with him spending all his time at work and then talking to a beautiful model about his passion for sailing instead of her.
She acted out her anxieties and he got tired of her tantrums. She sees him out with the OW and does a little tit-for-tat by kissing another man in front of him. They call it quits in anger.
During their separation she finds herself a career, falls in love with the boss's son and comes to H for a divorce. Her request shocks him as we get the impression he never stopped loving her, just giving her space to grow up.
He says he will consider it if she and her partner will join him on a yacht for a few days with some friends. Neither she nor the OM like this but they want the divorce so they roll with it.
There's another couple on board, and a woman the H is likely dating. Thorpe is careful to make it seem like a platonic relationship but the girl has nothing to do with this drama and is put in the awkward situation of sharing the cruise and a cabin with the estranged wife. Strike one against H.
Sparks continue to fly between H and h as she realizes she is hardly immune to H and now doubts her feelings for the OM who is trying hard to be understanding and supportive of a volatile situation.
Cruise is cut short when OM has an urgent business crisis overseas and naively leaves h behind. She gives in to her strong feelings and attraction for H and sleeps with him. Strike one against h.
She knows she has betrayed a decent man and despite H’s protests, goes to OM knowing he deserves an explanation. OM places blame squarely on the H for taking advantage of her but she owns her part and tells him women have sexual urges too. Again, quite progressive of Thorpe, given the time period.
OM admits H had told him to his face on the cruise that he will never let his wife go. She realizes that OM’s choice in leaving her behind was a sign; he may not have thought her worth fighting for unlike the H.
She and H decide to give the marriage a second chance and have some honest conversations and sexy times (1978 style, nothing explicit) but old wounds start resurfacing.
There’s some brutal moments in their bitter exchanges as they rehash their parting 5 years ago. Since he knows sex for her is an emotional connection, he assumed she had stopped loving him when he saw her kissing someone else. She felt he had checked out of the marriage and had an affair.
Though they try to work through their problems, it was a challenge to connect with this couple. She seemed to have lost the spine she gained during their separation and he seemed to have gone back ten years in maturity.
It didn’t help that they were constantly at lavish dinner parties, in luxurious hotels and cruising on their yacht. At some point, I started thinking, first world problems.
The OW shows up again and H seems smitten again. His high-handedness and impatience with h’s insecurity doesn’t help. She gets back at them by having a little flirtation of her own with the OW’s wealthy tycoon boyfriend who is enamored with her.
Talk about history repeating itself.
OW has a little heart-to-heart with the h. She explains that the affair with H was one-sided; she had pursued H because she was in love with him but he had sent her packing, saying there was no future for them, he only loved his wife.
Despite this revelation, the h can’t seem to get it together with the H and they decide to call it quits forever. He catches her in tears while she is packing to leave and suddenly, HEA declarations.
Right until then, I thought the h was mistaken about the affair. He seemed besotted with the h and celibate during their separation. But when she finally asks a direct question about whether he cheated with the OW, he admits, "We indulged a mutual need, that's all."
Whatever “mutual need” meant, for a HEA revelation that just killed it for me. Especially since she had to earlier reassure him over and over that she never cheated on him. Worst of all, she seems to blame herself for being a “childish bride”.
He, on the other hand, reassures the h by speaking disparagingly of the OW as an opportunist going for the highest bidder. The h doesn’t correct this impression, deciding it is a fitting punishment for the OW for ruining her marriage and that it was safer for them if he never found out the OW’s true feelings.
So, for all her self-deprecating claims of having no scruples, the OW had more empathy in her little finger than any of them. She still held a candle for H but played down his part on their affair so he would have a better chance at reconciliation with his wife.
Thorpe adeptly showed the double standards of that time. OW was still being judged, five years later, for pursuing the H. But the OW’s tycoon BF wasn’t, for pursuing the h, a married woman. H is forgiven because he is a man, they have needs, as long as it wasn’t emotional cheating. The h is forgiven because she never physically cheated. And let's not forget people who were lecturing her, but never him, to be more mature.
The romance felt realistic in portraying a couple struggling to recover from the toxicity of infidelity. It lacked the escapism factor I look for in HPs but still, no regrets, it was a compelling read. It would have been an easy 4 stars if there were less luxury travelogues and the MCs more likeable.