DNF at 50%.
Honestly I was done with this book when I reached the 30% and I decided to skip through it until I forced myself to stop.
This book seemed great, the cover is beautiful, the tropes seemed great too, and I thought “what could go wrong?”, well, let me tell you, EVERYTHING WAS WRONG.
It started with a big ass inner monologue that didn’t tell you much about the FMC or what her story was, if not that, apparently, anxiety is just a quirk and a weirdness, not something people struggle with on a daily basis.
But I kept going, because I’m such a masochist.
And that’s when our MMC comes in the picture, and it seems okay, cute meet, they talk for the first time, everything seems okay, then you go to his POV and realise what a possessive and toxic man he is, watching her for three years, getting mad because she was engaged to another guy (how dare she, when she’s “his”). But fine, let’s keep going, maybe there’s a deeper meaning to his behaviour.
So we keep going and meet the ex-almost husband of the FMC, who didn’t take very well the break up and gets a bit violent and makes our FMC run in a cabinet and smash half of her face. We have violence in this book, let’s see how it is handled then.
The next day after the “cabinet incident” she’s sporting a black eye, and of course, who notices it? The MMC who gets all “who did this to you”, that sometimes in books is “hot”, except that he then take her in the kitchen, and after she winced, asks her to take off her cardigan and shows him her arm that is sporting a bruise made by her ex, and he goes full ballistic, and here you’ll say “well, what’s wrong with it? It’s what happens in most books when there’s violence involved”, true, except that they are basically strangers who knows their names because they live in a small town and talked for the first time the day before, and now he’s there saying stuffs like “this is the beginning of us”. A complete stranger, telling you that.
But if this isn’t enough reason, he then shows up at her house and basically move in with her, a fucking stranger, again.
Maybe he does that because he wants to protect her from her ex? Could be, yes, except that he run said ex out of town already, so there’s no reason for him to be worried about the ex now, but still, he forces himself in her house.
A FUCKING STRANGER.
I despise this book.
I hate that there’s violence against women (there are other scenes involving other characters about this topic) and at the same time we are supposed to like a man who forces himself in woman life, giving orders, and then we are also supposed to forget about his toxic behaviour because look, he’s washing the dishes, no other man does that, he’s such a cutie. Hell no, he is an abuser in its own way too.