This is an Epic Trainwreck with a typhoon and an avalanche on top, and I thoroughly enjoyed it. The reason why is the badass bitch heroine who comes out as the winner against all her enemies at the conclusion of the book. The "hero" on the other hand is a walking, talking, dried up piece of turd that stuck to the bottom of heroine's shoe: a real schmuck! BUT, he's HER schmuck, and they both know it and accept it.
The story is about a contrived marriage between a young woman and an older man who was a friend of her father's. He convinces her that they ought to marry for “convenience” and she reluctantly agrees. Subsequently, the hero makes her life hell. He is suffocatingly possessive of her while at the same time, he is surrounded by a bevvy of worshipping females, and he is always undermining his wife' confidence and sense of self-worth by acting all superior and arrogant. Heroine's own mother reveals herself to be an evil bitch who is in lust with her son-in-law and jealous of her own daughter. There is a marital rape scene that is shocking even by Harlequin standards. It is awful, painful, and makes the "hero" totally irredeemable in the eyes of this reader. Yet the heroine found her way to forgiving him and she did not do it out of weakness but because she pitied him lol.
The author wrote very plausibly about the background and psychological makeup of the heroine, what made her who she is, and how she could withstand all the knocks life had given her. She was raised by wolves. Her dad was too busy being obsessed with his selfish, entitled, narcissist wife to care for his daughter's well-being. The black widow mother actively did everything she could to destroy her own daughter. Her husband manipulated her and pushed her into a relationship she wasn't ready for when she was young and innocent. They all could have pretty much ruined her entire life. Some people would crumble under that treatment. But Heroine is one of the few who survived and thrived despite such unhappy beginnings.
She learned to find self-worth and happiness by becoming independent, having a rich internal life, and succinct goals. I know so many real life examples of people who have been dealt horrible cards in their childhood and came out on top. Heroine was one of them. Heroine really needed a backbone for this story to work for me and the author fully delivered. She definitely showed that spine of steel throughout even if she was in turmoil on the inside.
Despite her young age, and her traitorous body moments, she was no naive ninny. She could read people astutely, then coolly and calmly write them off when she recognized their toxicity. This included her wussy would-be fiance OM, her awful mother, and the awfuler hero. Harleyland is littered with evil moms and cheating bastard husbands and the simpering dumb-dumbs who are forever seeking their approval, so this was refreshing because the heroine called them out and was willing and able to cut ties with them.
Having the Cruella De Slut mother grovel to her daughter in the end, and the daughter, cool as a cucumber, leave her sprawled out on her sofa, newly fat and puffy because she is so depressed at her life crumbling around her that she has been eating her feelings, and is even now waiting to gorge herself on more fattening pastries, had the streak of cruelty that I just adore in my comeuppance. Heroine also handled all her husband's pathetic, panting OW wannabes with classy aplomb, turning the tables on them instead of letting them humiliate her.
Last but not least, it was very satisfying that she made the arrogant hero grovel. She was prepared to walk away as in fact she had done several times before, and the hero knew it so he finally confessed to his weakness and under-handness instead of trying to gaslight her. The author concluded the book with a strong impression that hero would be putty at heroine's feet for the rest of his miserable life, and if the heroine is happy to tolerate this pitiful specimen, warts and all, then I have to be happy for her. She is not going to end up some meek little mouse littered with children while he is off directing movies and having affairs with starlets. In fact, I think once she becomes a fully realized artist, she will surpass the hero in every way, professionally, socially, and emotionally.
So, in conclusion, lots of angst but it was suitably balanced by a good grovel, good comeuppance, and a heroine with a backbone who overcame all her nemesis, including the hero, with a cool, logical ruthlessness that is usually associated with OWs. She made this book a highly enjoyable and unusual read for me.
Feel free to disagree!