This is the the first person account of the Commandant of Auschwitz, Rudolf Höss, a man that in his own words was personally responsible for the death of two million people (at the very least). As such, I found it extremely difficult to review and yet, perhaps for that very reason, I felt compelled to put down my thoughts on this one. Perhaps the very act of making them public will help me process what was a jarring experience: this autobiography left me in a state of painful dismay and anger; states that I hope to tame, so to speak, via cogent discourse.
I had known of this account for quite a while but did not know it was an actual autobiography. Höss recounts his life from his early childhood, with his love for animals that never left him, the stern Catholic upbringing full of strict discipline and the priest who broke the confession seal and thus did much to destroy young Höss's faith; all the way to the death of his father, his fascination with the army that led him to join WWI still in his teens and how afterwards he found himself unable to join civilian life, how he was imprisoned for six years as a result of terrorist activities and eventually came to join the SS.
What follows is the strange mixture of detailed descriptions of the Nazi extermination machine, complete with extremely valuable and chilling step-by-step rundowns of how the prisoners were processed, selected, gassed, worked to death, cremated (complete with an appendix exclusively about the killing process), interspaced with a humdrum refrain of complaints (about the clunky red tape that hemmed him at every turn, about ignorant superiors and incompetent subalterns) along with Höss's reflections on human nature that gain expression in his obsession for cataloguing virtually everyone, be it prisoners or SS men.
Höss reveals a stunning ability of shrugging off responsibility. In one instance he will admit his guilt only to clutter up excuse after excuse, to the point it is implicit that the true victim of the Holocaust is none other than Rufolf Höss. This inability to fully shoulder person accountability is a constant and runs along several lines: his superiors, in particular Himmler, are repeatedly accused for the sorrowful state Auschwitz degenerated into. Höss blames Himmler for sending far too many people, for expanding the camp to the point it was not sustainable and for never heeding Höss's several pleas and suggestions. From the very start Auschwitz was a disaster and Höss, surprisingly, readily accepts this.
But what bothers Höss so much in the entire situation is that the camp was a nightmare of logistics. Occasionally he will display glimpses of borderline concern for the prisoners but this was obviously not his main concern. The other party that has the brunt of Höss's fury, and thus alleviates his guilt, is his many subordinates. Time and time again Höss impresses on the reader that the staff at Auschwitz was the very worst the German army had to offer, the civilian workers lacked discipline and overall no one had truly absorbed the work ethics that Höss held as so very dear.
Speaking of which, Höss claims to have invented the infamous 'Arbeit mach frei' motto and goes to some lengths to expound on it. Having been a prisoner himself, Höss was rescued form madness from the dullness and horror of prion life via the application of vigorous work, therefore he assumes that all prisoners would derive great advantages with the same method. He mentions, almost as aside, that this only applies in 'normal circumstances'.
This venture into prisoner psychology marks an important aspect to Höss's approach to life in general, namely, his probing of 'human nature' enforced through a series of categories in which everyone is neatly labelled. He began this cataloguing long before he even became involved in the Camps, having started in earnest as a young man in jail. Höss almost always divides people into groups and this allows him to speak with a self-assured authority on the several types of guards (the deliberately evil, who enjoy hurting the prisoners; the indifferent, whose actions were often equally as bad; the good-natured ones whose friendly ways actually could harm the prisoners even more, in the long run) as well on the several types of prisoners.
No type of prisoner goes unmentioned or escapes the insane scope of Höss's analysis. The homosexuals, said to be a 'vice', and something of an epidemic are further subdivided into the 'real homosexuals', those who turn to homosexuality as a means of survival: labor can rescue the second group, while the first one is beyond redemption. Specific tests are made to see if the 'cure' did succeed, including using females to approach the inmates and see if they acted 'like men' or not.
The Roma prisoners are described in sickly endearing terms as "my best-loved prisoners- if I may put it that way". Höss goes as far as to add, "I would have taken great interest in observing their customs and habits if I had not been aware of the impeding horror, namely the Extermination Order (...).
This sets the entire tone for Höss's attitude toward what amounted to grand scale genocide on a scale never before seen: he admits that it was indeed quite a terrible thing to have happened but never does it seem to genuinely occur to him that it was not unavoidable. It is so stunning that one needs bring to mind Höss's own words:
"When in the summer of 1941, he [Himmler] himself have me the order to prepare installations at Auschwitz where mass exterminations could take place, and personally to carry out these exterminations, I did not have the slightest idea of their scale of consequences. It was certainly an extraordinary and monstrous order. Nevertheless the reasons behind the extermination program seemed to me right. I did not reflect on it at the time: I had been given an order, and I had to carry it out."
The Nuremberg trials did not teach Höss a single thing, this is not the only passage where he tries to exculpate himself by saying he were merely following orders. Perhaps more than Eichmann, Höss is the very definition of the banality of evil, someone whose moral sense is so vague that it can be swayed, superseded and ultimately made null and void by the authorities that be.
Oddly enough, as amoral as Höss is, he hardly ever stops commenting on the prisoners 'beastly' behavior in contrast with the political prisoners whose conduct he found impressive, particularly the Communists who went to their death with head held high. Höss constantly criticizes his prisoners, as if driven by a compulsion.
On the subject of the Jews, Höss has plenty to say even if he takes quite some time to get there. To have an idea of the level of mental gymnastics involved, Höss offers us this precious gem of distortion:
"I must emphasize here that I have never personally hated the Jews. It is true that I looked upon them as the enemies of our people. But just because of this I saw no difference between them and the other prisoners, and I treated them all the same way. I never drew and distinctions. In any event the emotion of hatred is foreign to my nature. But I know what hate is, and what it looks like. I have seen it and I have suffered it myself."
One cannot, and should not, take the above lines seriously. Höss himself seems to challenge us as much when he affirms, glibly and with the usual self-assured sense of importance,
"As a fanatical National Socialist I was firmly convinced that our ideas would gradually be accepted and would prevail throughout the world(...). Jewish supremacy would thus be abolished. There was nothing new in anti-Semitism. It has always existed all over the world, but has only come into the limelight when the Jews have pushed themselves forward too much in their quest for power, and when their evil machinations have become too obvious for the general public to stomach."
The 'evil machinations' of the Jews join his chorus of complaints; at one point Höss seems genuinely upset over the influx of gold that Jewish prisoners brought into the Camp as the corruption that followed caused nothing short of chaos and undercut his ability to keep things under his control. Höss may, on times, claim not to feel any animosity toward the Jews but throughout this account the mask slips, keeps slipping, and finally slips away entirely as before his execution- at Auschwitz, no less- Höss extends an apology to those he killed, 'in particular the Poles', without doing as much as saying a word about the Jews.
But that is beyond the bounds of this review that will try to focus on Höss's words alone. Höss displays a disturbing fascination with the Sonderkommando, the group of Jews in charge of guiding their brethren to the gas chambers. They would help them undress, lull them with lies about the shower that awaited, weed out the troublesome ones that could not be calmed (these were taken by the SS and shot dead out of sight), then once they were killed it was up to this special contingent of Jewish prisoners to transport the bodies, shear and store the hair, remove gold teeth/fillings, and finally cremate them and transport the ashes.
Höss sees in this the ultimate proof that the Jews are traitors, traitors to their own race, no less, an implication that he never states but is all the more pressing for that. The way in which these Jews, that were themselves executed wholesale when a certain quota was reached, treat their own is something that the ever moralistic Höss finds absolutely disgusting. He mentions a man who, upon wheeling a dead body to the ovens, stopped momentarily upon realizing it was his own wife but then went on with his job as if utterly nonplussed.
That it was Höss himself, and the machinery to which he so thoughtfully obeyed, were directly responsible for bringing human beings to this point is not something that he seems to consider, at all.
Höss has moments of borderline lucidity when it seems that had he been reached at some point- long before he became entangled in the SS and soiled with the Camps- it might have been possible to make him see the error of his ways. Because Höss actually is aware of the effect of propaganda in utterly distorting the truth, he witnessed it firsthand in Dachau where Eicke, a foe to Höss, marshaled all the tools of brutality and skewed 'information' in order to instill an artificial hatred for the political enemy of the State. Höss himself is aware that this was nothing short of a systematic brutalization of the guards and up in order to stir up a deep hatred but shows a complete lack of awareness when it comes to how the very same methods were employed against the Jews.
It might very well be that since there is 'nothing new' about Anti-Semistism Höss just could not make the connection, the Jews were so hateful to him that it did not cross his mind that this stripe of hatred was every bit as artificial as any other that is based on prejudice: people need be taught to hate and Höss was a very apt pupil. Even as he nears the end of his account, even as Höss expresses in unequivocal terms that the extermination of the Jews was 'fundamentally wrong', he then adds so that it did nothing to serve the cause of Germany and only reinforced a sense of Jewish identity so that one is left to infer that the real problem with the Holocaust is that it backfired.
Höss's final words, the culmination of a series of badly cobbled excuses offered as if to wipe away the gassings, the cannibalism, the genocide, pain, horror, endless and unforgivable monstrosity, are given here:
"Unknowingly I was a cog in the wheel of the great extermination machine created by the Third Reich. The machine has been smashed to pieced to pieces, the engine is broken, and I, too, must now be destroyed.
The world demands it.
(...)Whenever use is made of what I have written, I beg that all those passages relating to my wife and family, and all my tender emotions and secret doubts, shall not be made public.
Let the public continue to regard me as a blood-thirsty beast, the cruel sadist, and the mass murderer; for the masses could never imagine the commandant of Auschwitz in any other light.
They could never understand that he, too, had a heart and that he was not evil."
What to make of this? Is it an attempt at reserve psychology, trying to get his work published posthumously? Is Höss truly repented and as he faces his certain death by hanging, fumbling for some justification in order to convince himself, us, both?
It is, ultimately, impossible to tell. I am inclined to think that Höss, to the very last, is angling for redemption but not because he genuinely feels any bit of regret but because he feels himself wronged.
This is, without a doubt, a very relevant work for anyone interested in understanding the Nazi mindset and perhaps more importantly, in making sure such mindset never gains traction ever again. Unfortunately, the ones for whom this should be mandatory reading are precisely the ones who will either avoid it or actually believe the final quotation, namely, Holocaust deniers.
Reading this book was, for me, a way of fighting the surge of Holocaust deniers that seems to be swelling a bit all over. We must never, ever, forget that Rudolf Höss was not just a freak of nature, an isolated aberration, and Auschwitz is not just history: Hösses still abound in this world and Auschwitz is right around the corner if we don't do all in our power to keep it from creeping up from the very depths of the slime of the horrors that only humanity can bring about and only humanity can keep at bay.