Read: 21Jan26,
4.2 stars. I have read over 100 betty neels books and wasn't sure if I would like this one because she falls in love with his bro and it's not a trope I enjoy. I feel like it can make the heroine look juvenile or pathetic to imagine herself in love with some guy who is only toying with her. however, it was quite well handled and Christina behaves maturely for most of it and doesn't embarrass herself or behave like a fool. plus that section of the book passed quickly without me getting frustrated. however, she did believe herself in love with the brother for 75% of the book, which gave very little chance for any real romance to develop with the hero, Duert. even so, I got the angst I like in that last 15% and there was plenty of drama in the ending and even time for a last minute break up between Duert and Christina, with him coming after her, which is the type of ending I love. therefore, overall I was going to give it 4 stars, but upped it a bit because the ending had some drama and resolved itself with a good level of emotion.
This is the one where Christina, 27, is a plain jane nurse at a hospital and lives with her bachelor older brother, a GP, in London, and keeps house for him. Through her bro, she meets Adam, 24, a young doc, and instantly falls in love/infatuation, believing he is the man she's been waiting for. Adam is a charmer, who flirts with her, raising her hopes that he is interested in her. When her brother suddenly declares that he wants to get married ASAP, Christina finds herself about to be homeless because her bro's fiancée is a selfish cat. Poor Christina. The bro had reassured her that he never wanted to get married and he sold her home after their parents died (to get money to build his practice) and made her move in with him. tsssm. and now she's to be tossed out.
so anyway, when Adam, a dutchman, suggests she go to Holland to work in a hospital that his older brother runs, she leaps at the chance of making a change in life.
A week later, Adam comes back to London and brings his brother Duert with him who, to her surprise, is not the middle aged man she expected. quite handsome actually, though she doesn't really look at him, having eyes only for Adam.
Adam takes her out to a middling restaurant, telling Duert she isn't worthy of his usual dating haunts, like the Ritz. Duert warns him that Christina isn't Adam's usual type of girl and must not be toyed with. After the middling lunch with Adam, during which he tells he frequently that she needs to wear better clothes and get a better hair style, Duert arrives. he takes her for a walk in a park to interview her, then takes her to tea at the Ritz and helps her fill her job application, and the next day takes her to dinner at Claridges. All with the excuse of talking about her job in Holland. he treats her nicely and decides to tell Adam to stop treating her so shoddily since she was perfectly comfortable at both upscale places when Adam had said she wouldn't be comfortable in them.
SPOILERS AHEAD
so anyway, chrissy moves to Holland where Adam takes her out randomly, whenever he can be bothered, with no consideration for planning around her availability, and always criticising her looks and making her feel bad about herself, and often rushing off, saying he must work that evening, while blaming Duert for being inconsiderate and working him too hard. but it turns out that Adam, the liar, is going on dates with other girls, gorgeous ones, and just dangling chrissy along, calling her angel and hinting at a future with her that is pure fiction.
meanwhile, Duert seems to be encouraging Chrissy to date Adam, while warning Adam to treat her well.
throughout that section of the book, we see chrissy and Adam work together often during tough situations and busy times at the hospital, and win each others respect. but we don't really get to see them getting to know each other or see any romance developing. this is up to about 70% of the book.
Thus, I missed seeing the hero do things for the heroine to make her life easier in as clear cut a way as we get in some of Betty's other novels. Here, everything he did was just in the line of their work so didn't feel like special extra interest. however, he was always there for her and always good to her.
it's at 70% where chrissy finally sees Adam taking a gorgeous girl on date after he lied to chrissy and said he was going to a lecture. and also right after he told chrissy he can't imagine a future without her, making her feel loved. she is upset as she realises she has been toyed with. she feels an utter fool. as she walks into the hospital crying, Duert sees her and briskly comforts her.
the next day, he intercepts her as she is sneaking out to take a long walk and be miserable alone. he insistently takes her for a long walk and tea and gives her a pep talk to help her through her misery. he even parks his car when she falls asleep on his shoulder and holds her for an hour so she can rest. that was v sweet. then he takes her to dinner, determined to not let her go to bed hungry and miserable, which is what she was going to do. she resents him because he said he was doing it to ensure that she, one of his nurses, is fit for work and in the right frame of mind to handle patients. she's angry that he has no sympathy.
so anyway, next day he goes back to being casual at work. he keeps suggesting she give Adam the chance to explain himself, but she refuses. i like that when she does bunp into adam, she gives adam a smart mouthed snarky piece of her mind when he tries it on with her again and doubles down on his lies. but she is still miserable over him. when she suggests to Duert that she wants to quit and return to England, he asks her to private nurse a patient in his own home. that will give her a few weeks away from the hospital and away from the risk of seeing Adam, and time to make up her mind about the future.
during that time, she and duert see quite a lot of each other whenever he comes to visit the patient, who is a friend of his. as that time is coming to an end, he remarks that she might be going back to England soon. and Christina suddenly realises that is it Duert she will miss if she goes. that she can't bear to not see him again, and that really it was him she loved all along. at 85%.
anyway, i find it a bit rich of her to think suddenly it's real love with Duert "all along" when she was dreaming of Adam, literally dreaming of him, not that long ago. I suppose in book time it was a couple of weeks, but those passages in the book felt brief and so we didn't get to see enough of her and Duert convincingly falling in love in my view. although he did take her out and see her out in that time. the romance development just wasn't there for me.
so anyway, he notices her change in the way she looks at him. he seeks her out the next day and takes her out for the day, despite her being desperate to avoid him. she's mortified that he will think she is fickle if he finds out about her change of feelings.
so anyway, she and duert talk and he gets it out of her that she no longer cares about Adam. Duert is glad and, we perceive, hopeful that she now cares for him.
ENDING SPOILERS
but then Duert says he will be away for a few days. missing him, she goes for a walk past his house because it makes him feel closer. Adam happens to come by. he says nasty things to her, accusing her of being a golddiger and a sly girl for chasing duert, the richer brother. (he's a nasty piece of work. I hope he perishes in America, where duert send him.) he taunts her that Duert is always taking pity on pathetic creatures and she might even manage to get him to wed her out of pity, but that she will always wonder if Duert really loves her. worse, duert drives by and Adam flings his arm around her in time for Duert to see.
the next time she sees Duert, he is cold with her at work. he accuses her of seeking adam out and still wanting him, and of being silly in her personal life. he maintains his distance from her. when she eventually hands in her resignation, he doesn't protest and speeds it along.
just as she is about to leave for England, she decides to tell him the truth. she tells him why she was outside his house that day. and that she doesn't give a fig for Adam. and implies she loves duert. then she flings to door shut and races to her waiting taxi.
Duert can't come after her because he gets an emergency call but we get to hear his thought that it is just like christina to change a man's life and flee. that was sweet.
he makes urgent plans to pursue her to England. but.luckily his housekeeper saw crissy on a bus,heading to a beach she and duert liked to walk on, so he hurries there and catches her and declares his love. he says he loved her from the start but thought she loved his brother so encouraged her to be with him as he though that was what she wanted. I liked the ending. it was really sweet and comforting.
CONCLUSION
Enjoyable, despite the prolonged OM drama. a likable capable heroine and a caring teddy bear of a hero who is always gentle and considerate, but aloof enough for me not to get bored. I like that it didn't seem like instalove for him, as I dislike the hero to feel instalove. he seemed to take his time and his first thoughts were that she seemed a practical but plain girl, nothing like the sophisticated women he liked to date. (despite his later instalove declaration.) the storytelling hinted that he was won over by her character in spite of his initial reservations, but I would have liked to see much more of that (like we got in A Girl Named Rose.) I am not sure if I liked it well enough to reread, but I certainly never disliked any part of it, so I might do that in future.