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Twelve-year-old Fud (Felicity Ulysses Dahlers lives with her mother and her mother's boyfriend Larry in a trailer in a remote part of Wyoming, and hopes to one day become a wildlife biologist. She and her mother have been homeless; her father was from Spain and is not in the picture. Larry is a former boxer whose career has been sidelined by a back injury, and he drinks a bit too much. When he does, he is often volatile and often hits Fud's mother. He is also very controlling of what both of them do, micromanaging the way the home is run, how the money is spent, and what Fud is allowed to do. There is very little money, and Fud's clothes all come from second hand shops or garage sales. Her classmates, like Ava, make fun of her for this. When a new girl moves in to a neighboring trailer, Fud doesn't have much hope that Leigh will be different from Ava, but she is. Leigh's mother is an artist and photographer, and the two have more resources than the Dahlers. Fud is amazed at the number of clothes that Leigh has, and the kind of food that they have in their cabinets. Leigh decides to enter the Miss Tween Black Gold Pageant, which Rud thinks is ridiculous until she finds out that there is big prize money. If she could win, maybe she and her mother could escape Larry. She agrees to enter with Leigh, and the two make the cut for the pageant. Fud didn't plan for needing an expensive dress or having a talent, but as things worsen at home, she tries to come of with a pageant plan. Larry has been hitting her mother, who is now pregnant, more and more, and he has also brought home a boat that he is hoping to renovate so that the family can live on it. Fud puts up with girls like Ava at the pageant practices who make fun of her, but she is also dealing with some weird physical symptoms; sometimes her vision goes black and white, and she feels a strong connection with a local coyote, having vivid dreams about being with the pups. As Larry's boat makes progress, Fud keeps the fact that she may move away a secret from Leigh. Things come to a head on the day of the pageant. Larry is ready to head out and has become even more controlling of Fud and her mother, Fud and Leigh having a falling out, and Fud experiences some alarming further connections with the coyotes. In the end, it's all too much, and she finally asks Leigh's mother Click for help. The author includes notes as to how the book was inspired by her own childhood, and lists resources where students can get help.
Strengths: There are not enough books about children who are struggling in their daily lives, and there are certainly many children who do struggle. Before I started teaching, I babysat two neighbor girls in the summer, and they used to open my cabinets and stare because we had food in them. Their family was fairly stable, but often struggled financially. Looking at the statistics about domestic violence, there should be many more books with children in these circumstances. I liked that Fud was realistic about her circumstances and had some strategies in place for dealing with Larry, but also that she knew this was not a way she should have to live. Leigh was especially great because she was very accepting even when Fud was reluctant to befriend anyone, and Click is a good example of a "trusted adult" we are always telling students to locate. The pageant details are not too overwhelming, and Fud's participation is very realistic. This definitely presented a picture of hope that will be valuable to many students.
Weaknesses: I could have done without the connection to the coyotes, because that does put this book firmly in the fantasy realm, like this author's Wolf's Curse or Rabbit's Gift. It's still a good story, but the introduction of fantasy elements makes it a little harder to get readers interested. I've found that Messner's 2016 The Seventh Wish, which has some similarities, takes some handselling for this reason. Other libraries may not have this problem.
What I really think: This is a good choice for readers who liked the mix of problems and fantasy in Smy's The Hideaway or Rauf's The Star Outside My Window or even more realistic books like Lowell's The Road to After.