I find little new gems every time, every way, every line, every breath. I read somewhere about the repetition required from certain religions; every week, the lord's prayer, every week the vowing to be a good catholic. I finally get it. The bolded I could read and read over and again and need to say out loud.
The Other Kingdoms
Consider the other kingdoms.
The trees, for example, with their mellow-sounding titles:
oak, aspen, willow. Or the snow, for which the peoples
of the north have dozens of words to describe
its different arrivals. Or the creatures,
with their thick fur, their shy and wordless gaze.
Their infallible sense of what their lives are meant to be.
Thus the world grows rich, grows wild, and you too,
grow rich, grow sweetly wild, as you too were born to be.
Humpbacks
There is, all around us, this country of original fire.
You know what I mean.
The sky, after all, stops at nothing,
so something has to be holding our bodies
in its rich and timeless stables or else we would fly away.
Off Stellwagen off the Cape, the humpbacks rise.
Carrying their tonnage of barnacles and joy
they leap through the water, they nuzzle back under it like children
at play. They sing, too. And not for any reason you can’t imagine.
Three of them rise to the surface near the bow of the boat,
then dive deeply, their huge scarred flukes tipped to the air.
We wait, not knowing just where it will happen;
suddenly they smash through the surface,
someone begins shouting for joy and you realize
it is yourself as they surge upward and you see
for the first time how huge they are, as they breach,
and dive, and breach again through the shining blue flowers
of the split water and you see them for some unbelievable
part of a moment against the sky—
like nothing you’ve ever imagined— like the myth
of the fifth morning galloping out of darkness,
pouring heavenward, spinning; then they crash back
under those black silks and we all fall back
together into that wet fire, you know what I mean.
I know a captain who has seen them playing with seaweed,
swimming through the green islands,
tossing the slippery branches into the air. I
know a whale that will come to the boat
whenever she can, and nudge it gently along
the bow with her long flipper. I know several lives worth living.
Listen, whatever it is you try to do with your life,
nothing will ever dazzle you like the dreams of your body,
its spirit longing to fly while the dead-weight bones toss
their dark mane and hurry back into the fields of glittering
fire where everything, even the great whale, throbs with song.
Whelks
Here are the perfect fans of the scallops,
quahogs, and weedy mussels
still holding their orange fruit—
and here are the whelks— whirlwinds,
each the size of a fist, but always cracked and broken
— clearly they have been traveling under the sky-blue waves for a long time.
All my life I have been restless— I have felt
there is something more wonderful than gloss
— than wholeness— than staying at home.
I have not been sure what it is. But every morning
on the wide shore I pass what is perfect and shining
to look for the whelks, whose edges have rubbed
so long against the world they have snapped and crumbled—
they have almost vanished, with the last relinquishing
of their unrepeatable energy, back into everything else.
When I find one I hold it in my hand, I look out over that shaking fire,
I shut my eyes. Not often, but now and again
there’s a moment when the heart cries aloud:
yes, I am willing to be
that wild darkness,
that long, blue body of light.
The Truro Bear
But the seed has been planted, and when has happiness ever required much evidence to begin its leaf-green breathing?
Pipefish
I opened my hands— like a promise I would keep my whole life, and have— and let it go. I tell you this in case you have yet to wade
into the green and purple shallows where the diminutive pipefish wants to go on living. I tell you this against everything you are— your human heart, your hands passing over the world, gathering and closing, so dry and slow.
The Summer Day
Who made the world? Who made the swan, and the black bear?
Who made the grasshopper? This grasshopper, I mean—
the one who has flung herself out of the grass,
the one who is eating sugar out of my hand,
who is moving her jaws back and forth instead of up and down—
who is gazing around with her enormous and complicated eyes.
Now she lifts her pale forearms and thoroughly washes her face.
Now she snaps her wings open, and floats away.
I don’t know exactly what a prayer is.
I do know how to pay attention,
how to fall down into the grass,
how to kneel down in the grass,
how to be idle and blessed,
how to stroll through the fields,
which is what I have been doing all day.
Tell me, what else should I have done?
Doesn’t everything die at last, and too soon?
Tell me, what is it you plan to do
with your one wild and precious life?