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96 pages, Hardcover
First published January 1, 2009
She wants me to live only for her and with her. Ideally in a dark, locked room, but my plans still feature today’s sun, clouds in progress, ongoing roads.With this singular clarity, Wislawa Szymborska views memory. By running a casual yet assertive hand, she makes the memory cursive; memory that is stitched into seamless minute knots connecting the present, illuminating the present.
And so I have before me two views in one: a mournful cemetery made of tiny eternal rests or, rising from the sea, the azure sea, dazzling white cliffs, cliffs that are here because they are.So she says about death and argues whether the event, in itself, deserves an eulogy or the legacy it has left behind does.
Wars, wars, wars.
But there are pauses in between them too.
Attention!-people are evil.
At ease-people are good.
At attention wastelands are created.
At ease houses are constructed in the sweat of brows,
and quickly inhabited.
Life on Earth is quite a bargain.
Dreams, for one, don't charge admission.
Illusions are costly only when lost.
The body has its own installment plan.
And as an extra, added feature,
you spin on the planets' carousel for free,
and with it you hitch a ride on the intergalactic blizzard,
with times so dizzying
that nothing here on Earth can even tremble.
The conversation stumbles.
On her pathetic watch
time is still cheap and unsteady.
On mine it's far more precious and precise.
She thrusts old letters, snapshots at me eagerly,
stirs up events both important and un-,
turns my eyes to overlooked views,
peoples them with my dead.
A trite conclusion, not worth writing
if it weren't an unquestionable fact,
a fact for ever and ever,
for the whole cosmos, as it is and will be,
that something really was
until it was gone,
even the fact
that today you had a side of fries.
Life on Earth is quite a bargain.
Dreams, for one, don't charge admission.
Illusions are costly only when lost.
The body has its own installment plan.
And as an extra, added feature,
you spin on the planets' carousel for free,
and with it you hitch a ride on the intergalactic blizzard,
with times so dizzying
that nothing here on Earth can even tremble.
They sayThis appraisal of first loves is very frank, and contrary to the frequent romanticized view of first loves, especially the rosy-glossed images of poets and novelists of the past centuries. She goes on to say:
the first love's most important.
That's very romantic,
but not my experience.
Other lovesHow true it is that, really, our first "loves" are barely sighs in us, once it has ended. They are the prelude quickly forgotten, the first swipe, the first attempt which does not count, only for practice. First loves prepare us for our second loves, but they stop there in importance, they are a primer. But Szymborska goes on to relate that these first loves, in fact, are our introduction to death, to ending. It is this first death which is the same as a first love: only practice. If our first loves were true, where real and powerful inside of us, we would never recover from them when they ended - it is that they are superficial and misguided that makes that first ending manageable, which toughens our skins but does not lacerate us, bleed us out.
still breathe deep inside me.
This one's too short of breath even to sigh.
Faces.This is an interesting concept but the imagery becomes quickly tiresome of ancient pharoahs and philosophers in jeans and scarves and sneakers and waving down cabs and picking their noses. There seems to be something lacking, some power of emotion, or some distancing from experience. I have never loved big idea poetry, writing about the abstractness of abstract things, comparing love to dusty white pigeons or bravery to a tawny lion, the apogee of genius to a distant ball of fire, or any of that other metaphorical nonsense which has circled tirelessly in the dryer of poetry, worn thin like old jeans. There is no poem in this collection which I want to commit to memory. That is probably the true test of poetry, of whether it should last. Whether it lives on pages in libraries or in the electronic annals of the internet: that does not matter, that is not life, that is a poor refuge for art. Poetry must live in the minds of the people who read it, who love it, who whisper lines to themselves on busy trains or on bad days when they have forgotten their umbrellas and they're late for work, and it's raining and it's cold. That is poetry, isn't it? I have memorized many lines of many poems: my mind is a sort of hodgepodge of poetic fragments, some which make me laugh, or make me think, or comfort me when I am sad, or lacerate my heart with honesty when I need it; they are collected scraps from all sorts, from Yeats and from Rilke, Neruda and Ronsard, Keats and Shelley, and some bruised and broken pieces of my own (which once or twice I've liked). And I won't be unfair to Mme. Szymborska, she is there too, and maybe this is not her best collection (not for me, anyway), but I have always loved a live from her poem "Nothing Twice" - and even if it is a bit hackneyed sounding or cliche, I will likely always remember it:
Billions of faces on the earth's surface.
Each different, so we're told,
from those that have been and will be.
But Nature—since who really understands her?—
may grow tired of her ceaseless labors
and so repeats earlier ideas
by supplying us
with preworn faces.
Why do we treat the fleeting day
with so much needless fear and sorrow?
It’s in its nature not to stay:
Today is always gone tomorrow.
Teenager
Me—a teenager?
If she suddenly stood, here, now, before me,
would I need to treat her as near and dear,
although she's strange to me, and distant?
Shed a tear, kiss her brow
for the simple reason
that we share a birthdate?
So many dissimilarities between us
that only the bones are likely still the same,
the cranial vault, the eye sockets.
Since her eyes seem a little larger,
her eyelashes are longer, she's taller,
and the whole body is tightly sheathed
in smooth, unblemished skin.
Relatives and friends still link us, it is true,
but in her world nearly all are living,
while in mine almost no one survives
from that shared circle.
We differ so profoundly,
talk and think about completely different things.
She knows next to nothing—
but with a doggedness deserving better causes.
I know much more—
but not for sure.
She shows me poems,
written in a clear and careful script
I haven't used for years.
I read the poems, read them.
Well, maybe that one
if it were shorter
and touched up in a couple of places.
The rest do not bode well.
The conversation stumbles.
On her pathetic watch
time is still cheap and unsteady.
On mine it's far more precious and precise.
Nothing in parting, a fixed smile
and no emotion.
Only when she vanishes,
leaving her scarf in her haste.
A scarf of genuine wool,
in colored stripes
crocheted for her
by our mother.
I've still got it.