Moacyr Scliar’s novel, The Centaur in the Garden, ends much as it begins, with a restless Guedali Tartakovsky wishing for freedom. Guedali’s perception of freedom takes shape in the form of a centaur. The centaur is a mythical being with the upper body of a human, and the lower body of a horse. In its form, the centaur is a mix between man and beast. A centaur possesses a man’s capacity for intellect and reason, as well as the animal’s instinct and physicality. In the centaur, Guedali sees his ideal form of being, and the means to achieve his own personal freedom. Guedali is not enslaved literally, but his physical desires for women other than his wife, and his identification with a mythical being, coupled with his desire to “gallop across the pampas” (216) suggests that Guedali feels confined and suppressed. Guedali’s human reasoning and feelings of obligation on moral and religious terms lead him to understand that he loves his wife and his children, and that he is happy with his life as a family man, and a successful businessman. In spite of this Guedali has a desire for other women, and feels urges to gallop across vast fields. Guedali’s conflicted and doubled mental state resembles the physical state of a centaur and in that sense even as a biped, Guedali is a centaur, a breed between the mental and the physical. As a man, Guedali attempts to retain a sense of intimacy between himself and Tita, build a better life for himself, and stay true to his Jewish identity and obligation. As a horse, Guedali seeks to run across vast expanses and copulate with the opposite sex at every opportunity. Sex is a major preoccupation in the novel, and Scliar uses Guedali’s sexuality, as a tool to not only illustrate the proximity between man and beast in physical desire, but also to show that beast and man are not so far apart.
Guedali’s physical state as a centaur, helps Scliar to demonstrate not only the merging of the two conflicted states of being (man, animal), but also the levels of self-control of each state. “On the eve of Guedali’s twelfth birthday” (32) he reaches puberty, and experiences uncontrollable sexual desire. As a regular teenager, Guedali would experience certain awkwardness, and would begin to be curious about his sexual urges, but as a horse he “will rub against trees, dive into the river… gallop aimlessly” (32). Scliar embellishes Guedali’s puberty through his actions, but the scene reminds us, and gives us a strong idea of what puberty is like for someone emerging into their coming-of age. Guedali’s first sexual experience is with a mare, and as most first sexual experiences it leaves him ashamed and embarrassed. After the fast satisfaction of his urges, Guedali “run[s] to the river and take[s] a purifying bath” (33). The word choice of “purifying” suggests that Guedali feels that he has committed a dirty act, something that needs to be washed away. After the bath Guedali “sneak[s] into his room as silently as a thief” (33), and his stealth reveals that he wants his transgression to be hidden and secret. The word choice of thief implies that Guedali has gotten away with something. The satisfaction of Guedali’s urges is fast and beastly, and not necessarily common to teenagers who for the most part would suppress their urges, as opposed to satisfying them from the onset of their adolescence. Guedali’s feelings of shame and embarrassment after the act are, however, very similar to the feelings teenagers have about either their thoughts or actions. Guedali is therefore in a subtle symbiosis between man and beast. Scliar inserts an interesting dissonance into our common assumptions with what follows.
The mare Guedali copulated with, begins to “follow Guedali about” (33), and despite him throwing rocks at her, and hitting her with a broom handle, she refuses to leave him alone. Guedali, therefore, ironically first encounters the very human sensibility of a lover’s attachment from a horse, and not from a human being. It is also the mare who feels the human torrents of love and affection, and develops a dislike for her original mate, Pasha. Guedali is on the other hand callous and ashamed, and in fear ponders the consequences of a duel between himself and Pasha. The relationship between Guedali and Magnolia is therefore, bizarre, familiar, and strangely human. Guedali’s emotions resemble Magnolia’s eight years later, when Guedali falls in love with a girl he spies on with his telescope.
Guedali is infatuated with the girl in the mansion, despite the fact that he has never met her. Even though Guedali watches her sunbathing in the nude, his fantasies of her are childish and romantic. He dreams of “galloping up to the mansion… tak[ing] her in [his] arms” (51) and carrying her away to the mountains where they can live in a cavern “eating wild fruit, making clay pots, walking together” (51). These fantasies are not sexual, but rather romantic and idealistic notions of a teenager. Guedali is in love with the idea of being in love, and his dreams of intimately eating wild fruit and making clay pots is a cry for companionship and affection from someone who has not experienced the process of a significant other. Guedali’s feelings and desires are in this case entirely human, and not driven on by carnal desires. Guedali is crushed when he sees the girl of his dreams engaging in a sexual act with another unfamiliar man. Guedali falls ill, and after recovery makes up his mind to run away from home. The reasons behind Guedali’s escape have to do with his feelings of captivity and loneliness causing him unhappiness, but the impetus behind his escape is the heartbreak he experiences in having his fantasy shattered. Guedali’s failed amorous intentions have less to do with the actuality of the girl across his house, and more with the disillusionment of his idea of love and amorous desire. Guedali’s wish to escape is that of a caged animal, and he refers to himself as a “prisoner in [his] own room (55). Escaping the confines of his house, Guedali is still a prisoner in his role as a circus sideshow, as he has to hide the truth of his identity as a centaur from the people he works with. Guedali sympathizes with the caged animals at the circus and claims that he “understand[s] them well” (64). His encounter with the lion tamer (someone with the ability to control animals), is interesting as it his first sexual encounter (with a human).
Guedali’s attraction for the lion tamer is based of her attraction to him, as the initiator, and evokes a dual reaction from Guedali. Guedali ejaculates before even penetrating the lion tamer, which speaks of his excitement and inexperience. In his first sexual experience with a mare, Guedali is beastly and penetrates the mare much like a horse. In his first sexual experience with a human, Guedali fails to penetrate as a result of human overzealousness and excitement. The lion tamer’s discovery that Guedali is a “real horse” (65) sends him running again. As both man and beast, Guedali runs from danger. As a man, he has matured in his experience, and as a beast, he seeks the freedom of running and the freedom of the wild. Later in the novel, as a married man without the horse parts, Guedali will miss the galloping, or running he has done in the past, and will feel confined and trapped in his form of a simple, ordinary man.
Guedali’s relationship with Tita is happy in its first stages, and remains happy even after their operation turns them into scarred humans. Their happiness reaches a peak after they move out of the Tartakovsky family house, and move into Sao Paulo to start a life of their own. Guedali starts a business, and Tita takes charge of the domestic affairs. In the first stages of their private life, Guedali describes Tita as “happy” (99) and her “high spirits” (99) as “contagious” (99). Guedali claims that they make love a lot, “more than most people” (99) and states that the act of their lovemaking was “almost too much pleasure for [their] now almost-human bodies” (100). It is important that they are “almost-human bodies”, for this indicates that the couple still feels beastly and animalistic. Their lovemaking is free and spirited without reservation and worry, and without other human constraints. This free and loving relationship changes as Guedali and Tita, (particularly Guedali) immerse themselves more into civilized life. After their marriage, as a businessman, Guedali has more opportunity for human interaction, while Tita continues to stay at home. At one point, Guedali notices Tita pacing around the room, with her scarred legs clearly visible, and admits that he does not “like to see her that way” (107). Tita instinctively notices Guedali’s apprehension, and bitterly asks, “Have you already forgotten that we used to be centaurs? Only a little while ago, we used to gallop together” (107). Tita is the first to realize that their relationships as well as they are starting to feel confined and suppressed. Her constant life at home evokes a sense of imprisonment, and her pacing indicates her restlessness and need for liberation. Tita’s reproach of Guedali for theoretically “forgetting” or attempting to forget their past physical state is Tita’s regret for loss of freedom, and an attempt to reconnect with the freer beast galloping across the pampas. Meanwhile Guedali attempts to disassociate himself from the beastly, and instead embrace the normal, civilized life of a human being.
Guedali’s choice to educate Tita is his manner of linking himself closer to his human side, and he complains that Tita is a “rough peasant girl” (107). In hopes of sparing her from her beastly side, Guedali attempts to enlighten her to give her a better chance to assimilate. Despite his efforts, Tita still “d[oes] not feel happy” (108) and the intimacy between the couple wanes. Despite his attempts for normalcy, and stability, his friend Paulo’s wife, Fernanda, manages to elicit Guedali’s beastly instincts. In his brief affair in the garden, Guedali “feels a mounting urge… fe[els] [him]self losing [his]head” (128). Guedali’s moments of passion are always overwhelming, and take control of him despite his efforts to control them. In his throes of lust, Guedali loses his reasoning, and instead relies solely on carnal instinct. This act further alienates Guedali from his wife, and his act of giving way to his impulses produces the same result as him attempting to civilize and normalize himself. As the distance between the couple grows, Guedali feels increased physiological pressure from his body. His “stiffened tendons inside their boots sen[d] [him] constant messages: We’re ready to gallop Guedali, ready to gallop” (129). In a sense, Guedali feels the “call of the wild”, and it is this feeling that he hopes will pave the way for his happiness, especially after his heartbreak of catching Tita in the arms of another centaur.
In a similar way, Tita feels the same “call of the wild” and her affair with a (be it a rebellious passionate student, or rebellious passionate) centaur is an indication of her desire for escape and liberation. Her infidelity has a similar domino effect on Guedali, and he feels her longing for freedom and escape as a result of the grueling and heartbreaking situation he is in. Despised by his wife, feeling trapped in a heavily guarded community, Guedali feels that he needs to become a centaur once more to establish his feeling of freedom. Yet, Guedali felt just as trapped in his physical state of a centaur, a shape that caused him to hide and to flee as a young man. Guedali’s dilemma therefore is to find the right path towards happiness and ultimately freedom, a feeling that has eluded him for most of his life. Guedali’s inability to find a balance within himself is what causes his duality to arise. His manifestation of himself as a centaur is the symbolic representation of a dual clash. The clash is between man and beast; the civilized and the savage; the faithful and the disloyal. Guedali fits into neither of these categories, and his confusion at the end of the novel, regarding which foot caresses his leg, is a further indication of his struggle. Guedali seeks the “bosom of Abraham” (216), but does not find anything conclusive. Though “ready to jump the wall in search of freedom” (216), Guedali is nonetheless still in search of his true self. Scliar uses Guedali’s sexuality as one of the few examples of a conflicted, doubled soul. Guedali’s lovemaking is both lustful and intimate, both animal-like, and human, and in the end it is difficult to tell the horse from the man.