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206 pages, Kindle Edition
First published April 5, 2010
- The MC is a victim of domestic abuse, with his wife as the abuser. I was actually impressed at how well this was done. It was never used as an excuse to justify the m/m. The trauma of it didn't just go away with a few tender fucks from the love interest, nor did it bog down the plot with melodramatic angst. Instead it lingered quietly in the background, becoming relevant when you least expected it. I love how this element was leveraged to make the MC vulnerable without emasculating him. He's not a victim because he's weak, he's a victim because he's trapped. No one believes that the wife can abuse the husband, all he has to do is defend himself from her once and he knows he's doomed. As it is he's trapped in a lose-lose situation. When he leaves he's slapped with a dead-beat-dad label.
- Much of the book focuses on the MC's sexual confusion. He's had sexual encounters with men prior to his love interest, but has not found them satisfying. Not horrible, violent or traumatic, just blah and awkward. We don't have to suffer through those scenes, just get told about them over the course of the narrative, and it was nice to see a romance writer acknowledge that not all sex is ~*~OMG-mindblowing~*~ It's also nice to see a character that doesn't just jump immediately in the "Okay I'm gay! :D" identity after one hot encounter.
- OMG THERE IS A FUCKING PLOT IN THIS BOOK. A plot that has absolutely nothing to do with hooking the MC up with his love interest!! It struck me about a third of the way through that instead of a predictable romance with some urban fantasy pasted on, this was a rather well developed and executed urban fantasy novel where the central relationship happens to be m/m
- Because there is a plot we also have minor characters that are interesting in their own right. You never get the feeling that they have been dropped into the story just to lecture the MC into realizing his omg-luv for another guy. Most shocking of all some of these minor characters are women.
- There are women in this book, and since the MC is dealing with sexual confusion he does on occasion have sexual encounters with them, or short erotic side thoughts concerning them. I would not classify this book as m/f because these scenes are not written like sex scenes. They are light in description (no icky vaginas!) and focus mostly on the MC's conflicting emotions and light angst. They are also not gratuitous, not there to prove that the MC really belongs with a proper man. They have a point and are not drawn out unnecessarily, but they are still there when many m/m readers (pussies) will prefer they weren't.
- *points to the above* That means there is some cheating in this book. In my opinion it's done well: the MC is not cheating to get back at his love interest like a spoiled twat. His relationship with the love interest is unclear, he's coming off some severe (and yet realistic) trauma and is confused both emotionally and sexually.
- The love story is not really the focus of the story here. Instead it's more a story of the MC's slow transformation from humiliated and powerless man to self-empowered badass. Some people will be bothered by the lack of emotional pull from the relationship between the MC and the love interest, and it's true that their relationship is not as well developed as it could have been ... but frankly I've seen much worse. It's not Instalove, it's just a bit muted.