Loss held to the light, examined down to the microscopic levels, the imagery becomes more wonderful; the sadness becoming not simpler but complex exponentially, ten-fold in its overwhelming power. In the gauzy, floating aftermath of tragedy, this is the clear-eyed witness who recalls the details no one else would (or could) consent to remember.
“Black curtains sewn from bolts of consciousness
Are held aside by seraphs in black corners:
A stream of flowing atoms, held aside.
The presentation of a hidden sight:
Anatomy, which means the ‘cutting open,’
From atoms, meaning the ‘uncuttables,’
The indivisibles, the Fabrica,
The template of the ‘pre-existing I’—
Intangible, the fabric tourniquets
The seraphs tie and tie with anxious hands—
But when they turn, to see it for themselves,
Atoms unbind, down to their nuclei:
“The mortal body spectral to the core.
An image no one made, or made by God,
Or self-made, self-dissolving, self-aware.
Who then, or what, hallucinated this?
The tragedy of being only this,
Aristotle’s thisness, nothing more…”
from “Sublimaze”