Christian - 200 years of anger at his brothers, and obsession with Lilith, performing heinous acts of blood and violence to please her... until she walked into the sun, destroying herself (she wanted Christian's brother, and finally figured he wouldn't come to her)... and Christian attacked Jane with the intention of taking her from Rhys, and at the taste of her blood he could feel true love (not obsession) that she feels for his brother, and in shame he runs away - not knowing Rhys saved /turning her to vampire.
and he moves himself to Shady Folk Mobile Park for penance - he gives up taking blood from humans, and rations bags from blood banks - he's trying to follow a 12 step program to being human - and he's blogging his thoughts about being human. He can't stand the sound of the yard ornaments, he's alone, he's lost many of his preternatural powers.
and one night, he hears a scream - and sees his neighbor hiding in the grass - and someone on her steps yelling for her. He rescues her, hitting the guy - her brother - and really sees her for the first time. and is hit with an attraction... he's aware he wants her, but he doesn't want to feed from her and is puzzled - Jolee comes from white trash - and she's moved away from her family, bought a karoake bar (though they never explained where she got the money for it), and she's trying to make it work.
The next night he goes out driving in his Porsche (the only luxury he kept), trying to work out some of his tension, driving fast, and almost hit Jolee walking home -- she jumps into a ditch to get out of the way of his brakeing car - and he takes her to emergency & he pays when she can't - and he takes her home. and they share their first kiss...
and when he wakes, he follows her scent to the bar - where she is struggling with the pain in her shoulder as she reaches and carries drinks... and he just steps in to do it for her... and when the bar closes ... in the rain, and they have their second kiss... and a bit of petting on the hood of his car,.
They both are doing some soul searching - both with backgrounds that have them struggle to believe they deserve someone to love them... unwilling to trust... and Christian's actions and come before he understands his feelings - he knows he wants to be with her - he wants to help her - he wants to ease her... and he wants her... her life is so different from what he had as a mortal, and so different from what he knew as a vampire - and he works very hard to understand her, to give her what she wants... and she sees his pain, and wants to help him. Christian tells Jolee the truth about himself, keeping the pieces of being a vampire out of it... but when he tells about his brothers, he remembers he doesn't deserve to be happy - but she takes it on herself to try to reach his family, and leaves a message via the NY operator, telling them where they can find their brother, who would really like to see them...
Then her brother breaks into the bar and destroys much of it and steals her money - and Christian comes, and helps her clean it up - and she's feeling optimistic - and...
And he's going to leave, but he can't... and then in walks into the bar his brothers and Jane - and he is amazed - and relieved - and happy to be reuinted, and thankful to Jolee - there is peace -
and then he wants to tell her the full truth, and invite her to join him in eternity... he tries, but she doesn't believe him... and then during the day, her brother shows up, and in anger at the police questioninghim... and he hits her... and Christian wakes up, and goes into the sun to rescue her - chasing away her brother, and she drags him into the trailer, and he's dying, and she offers her blood, and to changed, now that she believes him and wants to save him... and his fangs extend (first time with her) - and she wakes up a vampire... and.. they...live...happily... ever...after... ahhhh