2.5 stars. I am so irritated with this book...there was so much wasted potential!
So brief synopsis... The hero is friends with the heroine's brothers and they have known each other for many years. Supposedly he was kind to her and she's loved him from girlhood. They have one encounter when she's 18: she catches him stealing something at a party and demands a kiss to keep his secret. He kisses her and then immediately makes some harsh comments and breaks her heart. Skip ahead many many years later... I believe around 10, but I can't be sure atm, but it was long enough to be a lot of wasted time. The heroine is forced by her grandmother to find a husband and she posts an advertisement for one to anger her gma. The hero shows up and proposes marriage, which she thinks is a joke because he hasn't paid a minute of attention to her in years. Instead, we learn he's been whoring, gambling, drinking, etc. Just being a rake and a rogue with all kinds of unsavory vices. It makes sense that the heroine thinks he's insincere, but she agrees to a fake courtship to horrify her grandmother, since she assumes gma would do anything to keep him away. We also learn right away that the hero isn't quite what he appears - since he's also been a spy and is a talented attorney.
Here's where I thought this book would be different...
I expected that the hero would turn out to be more than just the picture he painted to the outside world. But at the end, it turns out he really did all those awful things. He really was whoring, and gambling, (not spending all his money, but still) and drinking, etc. He was doing all these things "for the government." LOL. What made it worse? He had been interested in the heroine the entire time! He had been secretly pining for her when he saw her around. Maybe if he didn't see her that way? I could have understood. If he had just considered her a little sister or something and didn't come around to her charms until later? That would be more understandable. But no, he was interested in her for YEARS. But all that time, he spent with TONS OF OW.
Here's a nice excerpt from nearly the end of the book, where he tells his wife how much he desired her, and then went and fucked OW instead:
Oh, I remember it very well. I ached to put my mouth right where that cameo rested.” He pulled her into his arms. “I’ve always noticed what you wear. At the Valentine’s Day ball, you wore a pink evening gown with puffy sleeves. And I already told you how well I remember the sausage curl lying on your bosom at our house party in Berkshire.”
“The party where you went off with a sultry widow, you mean?” she said tartly.
He brushed a kiss to her hair. “That was something I did for Ravenswood. He wanted me to learn what she knew about an agitator in the Commons. And I found it out for him.”
“In her bed, most likely,” she said with a sniff.
“I would rather have been in your bed,” he countered, since he couldn’t deny the accusation.
THAT IS NOT ROMANTIC TO ME!!! The heroes past is thrown in my face over and over and over again. Meanwhile, the heroine has been pathetic and stayed a virgin into her late 20's. I'm sorry, but men like this don't deserve to be romance book heroes. He's not heroic, he's disgusting.
I guess if this kind of shit doesn't bother you, this story is alright otherwise. They both make plenty of stupid decisions that made me grind my teeth together, but overall the story was fine. Nowhere close to one of my favorites by this author, unfortunately.
I'll call this one unsafe, because of the long separation and because the book made me want to stab a bitch. No others once they are together and the current storyline begins.