Interesting short snippets of thoughts and poetry from milosz and other interesting writers. Here are the best bits:
I am not what I am. My essence escapes me. Here A does not equal A. It is a durable achievement of existential philosophy to remind us that we should not think of our past as definitely settled, for we are not a stone or a tree. In other words, my past changes every minute according to the meaning given it now, in this moment.
Let man be noble,
Kind to his neighbors, good!
For only then is he different
From all the creatures we know
To absorb with your eyes the inside of a flower shop, to hear the voices of people, to feel on your tongue the taste of just-drunk coffee. Passing by the windows of apartments, I invent stories, similar to my own, a lifted elbow, the combing of hair before a mirror. I multiplied myself and came to inhabit every one of them separately, thus my impermanence has no power over me.
And I drink wine and I shake my head and say: "What man feels and thinks will never be expressed."
"If then you do not make yourself equal to God, you cannot apprehend God; for like is known by like. Leap clear of all that is corporeal, and make yourself grow to a like expanse with that greatness which is beyond measure; rise above all time, and become eternal; then you will apprehend God.
"There is not and there cannot be anything more precious for any thinking creature than life. Death is an oddity tearing the spectator away from a huge stage before the play, which infinitely interests him, is over."
- CASANOVA, Memoirs
Always in doubt whether it was we who were there, you and I, Annalena, or just anonymous lovers on the enameled tablets of a fairyland.
I passed judgment on that. Though marked myself.
This hasn't been the age for the righteous and the decent.
I know what it means to beget monsters And to recognize in them myself.
I was liberating myself and that was bitter. Having been eminently susceptible to words, to all propaganda. Then from year to year the language of chronicles, lectures, speeches, poems, tragedies, novels grew thinner and thinner, till it took on the consistency of smoke, completely different from that of the tangible though incomprehensible reality.
"Rabbi Levi said:
If it is the world you seek, there can be no justice; and if it is justice you seek, there can be no world.
Why do you grasp the rope by both ends, seeking both the world and justice?
Let one of them go,
for if you do not relent a little, the world cannot endure."
—Hammer on the Rock, A Short Midrash Reader, edited by Nahum Glatzer, 1962.
Who will assure me that I perceive the world the same way other people do? It is not improbable that I am a deviation from a norm, an oddity, a mutation, and that I have no access to what they experience. And if that is the case, what right do I have to pronounce general opinions on man, history, the difference between good and evil, society, systems; as if I did not guess that my difference, though hidden, influences my judgments, , changes proportions?
Our social self on which the feeling of our existence practically depends is always and entirely exposed to every possible hazard. The center of our being is bound to those three things with fibers so tender that it feels their wounds, to the point of bleeding. What diminishes or destroys our social prestige, especially our right to consideration, seems to alter or abolish our very essence, so much so that illusion is our very substance."
Though for the dogs it is we who are like gods Disappearing in crystal palaces of reason, Busy with activities beyond comprehension.
"Whatever one knows, he knows for himself only and he should keep it secret. As soon as he reveals it, contradictions appear, and if he begins to argue, he will lose his equilibrium, while what is best in him will be, if not annihilated, at least shaken.
—GOETHE, Wilhelm Meister
"To wait for faith in order to be able to pray is to put the cart before the horse. Our way leads from the physical to the spiritual."
"For me the principal proof of the existence of God is the joy I experience any time I think that God is.
—RENÉ LE SENNE, La découverte de Dieu
Whoever maintains the contrary simply asserts that the unembraceable kaleidoscope of time is present every quarter of a second in a super-mind which sees past, present and future simultaneously. In other words, he believes in God. Such seems to be the foundation of objective truth, searched for by the agnostic Orwell.
Once I pass'd through a populous city imprinting my brain for future use with its shows, architecture, customs, traditions,
Yet now of all that city I remember only a woman I casually
met there who detain'd me for love of me,
Day by day and night by night we were together—all else has
long been forgotten by me,
I remember I say only that woman who passionately clung to
me,
Again we wander, we love, we separate again, Again she holds me by the hand, I must not go, I see her close beside me with silent lips sad and tremulous.
—WALT WHITMAN
O Living Always, Always Dying
O living always, always dying!
O the burials of me past and present,
O me while I stride ahead, material, visible, imperious as ever;
O me, what I was for years, now dead (I lament not, I am
content);
O to disengage myself from those corpses of me, which I turn
and look at where I cast them,
To pass on (O living! always living!) and leave the corpses behind.
- WALT WHITMAN
The torture of dying for weeks, months, sometimes years. It is waiting for the majority of us. And nothing? And we accept such an order of things? But how can one accept monstrosity?
A decent man cannot believe that a good God wanted such a world.
Every one of us, leaving this life, preserves from his past, from memories, from quotations by which he lived, no more than a few words that he salvages from a receding memory.
Since she lacks faith and because of that may find herself in Hell, could I, having such tenderness for her, leave her there alone?
Were I to do that, I would deserve Hell, all right.