These poems are intimate astonishments, wonders of tender love for the world closely observed and its interplay with spirit - especially a spirit of song, whether in sorrow or confusion in aging and death of a loved one, or in rejoicing for the beauty and providence of the day. Her poems delight me! I've been searching for good writing that is both serious and uplifting, life-embracing -- and -- among living authors -- I found Mary Oliver.
Not This, Not That seems to be Mary Oliver's own, earthly take on St. Paul's litany "nothing can separate us from the love of God" -- expanded to embrace the love of everyone and everything else she loves.
Not This, Not That
Nor anything,
not the eastern wind whose other name is rain,
nor the burning heats of the dunes at the crown of summer,
nor the ticks, that new, ferocious populace,
not the President who loves blood,
nor the governmental agencies that love money,
will alter
my love for you, my friends and my beloved,
or for you, oh ghosts of Emerson and Whitman,
or for you, oh blue sky of a summer morning,
that makes me roll in a barrel of gratitude down hills,
or for you, oldest of friends: hope;
or for you, newest of friends, faith;
or for you, silliest and dearest of surprises, my own life.
Several poems take the imagined point of view of an animal -- often a bird or a fox -- familiar poetic tropes that Mary knows as animals through many years of walking and watching in the woods and and open land around her New England home. In Straight Talk from the Fox she calls out civilized humans in our separation from the fearful ways of nature in their wonder and joy.
Listen says the fox it is music to run
over the hills to lick
dew from the leaves to nose along
the edges of the pond to smell the fat
ducks in their bright feathers but
far out, safe in their rafts of
sleep. It is like
music to visit the orchard, to find
the vole sucking the sweet of the apple, or the
rabbit with his fast-beating heart. Death itself
is a music. Nobody has ever come close to
writing it down, awake or in a dream. It cannot
be told. It is flesh and bones
changing shape and with good cause, mercy
is a little child beside such an invention. It is
music to wander the black back roads
outside of town no one awake or wondering
if anything miraculous is ever going to
happen, totally dumb to the fact of every
moment's miracle. Don't think I haven't
peeked into your windows. I see you in all your seasons
making love, arguing, talking about God
as if he were an idea instead of the grass,
instead of the stars, the rabbit caught
in one good teeth-whacking hit and brought
home to its den. What I am, and I know it, is
responsible, joyful, thankful. I would not
give my life for a thousand of yours.
I love this poem. It may be the strongest in the book, it lodges in the mind and won't leave, breathtaking and wonderful and terrible in the ancient sense of the word, in its celebration of this wild aliveness -- and the hunt. On some level this poem terrifies me -- to say that mercy is lesser?
The ways of the fox are not ours -- no, her poems point out, ours are much worse. In Iraq she laments
I want to sing a song
for a body I saw
crumpled
and without a name
but clearly someone young
who had not yet lived his life
and never would.
How shall I do this?
And in Red, she relates her first encounter with a gray fox:
I wanted to see
gray fox.
Finally I found him.
He was in the highway.
He was singing
his death song.
I picked him up
and carried him
into a field
while the cars kept coming.
He showed me
how he could ripple
how he could bleed.
Goodbye I said
to the light of his eye
as the cars went by.
(This hits me personally -- living in a semi-rural area where I frequently take very long walks, I see many, oh so many bodies of animals killed on the road, so many that I wonder how many were hit on purpose.)
The Red Bird himself begins and ends the book and is sighted throughout, a light in the winter landscape of age, of Mary Oliver's loss of her lifelong partner. In Eleven Versions of the Same Poem, her cycle on love and loss, he makes his appearance -- as inspiration -- in I will try
I will try.
I will step from the house to see what I see
and hear and I will praise it.
I did not come into this world
to be comforted.
I came, like the red bird, to sing.
And in Red Bird Explains Himself
And this was my true task, to be the
music of the body.
The book ends with several poems of great interior peace-making and the difficult and hard won path of acceptance.
Someday
Even the oldest of the trees continues its wonderful labor.
Hummingbird lives in one of them.
He's there for the white blossoms, and the secrecy.
The blossoms could be snow, with a dash of pink.
At first the fruit is small and green and hard.
Everything has dreams, hope, ambition.
If I could I would always live in such shining obedience
where nothing but the wind trims the boughs.
I am sorry for every mistake I have made in my life.
I'm sorry I wasn't wiser sooner.
I'm sorry I ever spoke of myself as lonely.
Oh, love, lay your hands upon me again.
Some of the fruit ripens and is picked and is delicious.
Some of it falls and the ants are delighted.
Some of it hides under the snow and the famished deer are saved.
Amen, Ms. Oliver, Amen. Your work is needed. I need it.
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