Book Review My Name is Seepeetza
Sterling, S. (1992). My Name is Seepeetza. Toronto, ON: Groundwood Books/House of Ananasi Press.
Why the book was chosen
I chose My Name is Seepeetza a while ago. It was not easy for me to read at first.
Residential school has its impacts and effects that still linger in the lives of Native peoples,
commonly known as Intergenerational Trauma. On the cover was an old photo with an excerpt
from the diary. That photo is what caught my eye and is the main reason I chose the book to read.
Summary/Overview
My Name is Seepeetza is a detailed writing of a young girl's accounts of residential school.
Written in the current, My Name is Seepeetza spans a time frame from September, 1958, to
August, 1959, at the Kalamak Indian Residential School. We are introduced to Mr. Oiko who
taught Seepeetza to write journals. Seepeetza's name is changed to Martha Stone in residential
school in accordance to being acknowledged as a person with a Christian name. Seepeetza is to
never say her name “Seepeetza” ever again in the school. Martha introduces the Priest Father
Sloane who runs the school. Martha describes the building and grounds surrounding the
Residential School. The children are divided into grade groups. Martha has to write in her diary
in secret, as it is a rule not to write anything about the school.
Martha has to live in the girl's dormitory, which is separated from the boys. Rarely are girls and
boys in contact with each other. Special occasions are dances, holiday, and recitals. Martha learns to dance. The girls who dance are given exemptions from certain activities but they have to constantly practice. In My Name is Seepeetza, in her diary the author notes and shares with us,that the girls are isolated from most people and are continuously watched by the nuns who run the school. The nuns give the children ways to pray. They also share stories of devils that reside under their beds the stories scare the children from leaving the beds at night. Martha survives the whole year at Kalamak Indian Residential School. Martha is twelve years old and is in grade six.
Martha's favorite days are when she can go home and visit during the summer and at Christmas.
In her picture at the Kalamak Indian Residential School, Martha notices her smile, and comments
that she was never happy there. She is ostracized by many of the children because of her fair
complexion and green eyes. For example, Ruth, a girl in the school, is against Martha from the
beginning of Martha's time at residential school.
Specific Quotes from the text
“ Today my teacher Mr. Oiko taught us how to write journals. You have to put the date and place
at the top of the page. Then you write about what happens during the day. I like journals because
I love writing [whatever] I want.”
“I'll get in trouble if I get caught. Sister Theo checks our letters home. We're not allowed to say
anything about the school. I might get the strap, or worse.”
“We are divided into juniors grades one to four, intermediates grades five to eight, and seniors
grades nine to twelve. Each group stays in different dormitories called dorms, and recreation
rooms called recs. We're not allowed to leave our own rec or dorm except for meals.”
“[When the] lights turned off I was scared to move, even to breathe. I know those devils would
come and get me if I made a sound. I kept really still.”
“ I don't like school. We have to come here every September and stay until June. My dad doesn't
like it either, but he says it's law. All stratus Indian kids have to go to residential schools.”
“ I punched Edna today. I knew she was going to come after me because I told her to shut up last
week. All week she's been glaring at me and showing her fist.”
My questions, inferences, visual images, thoughts, reactions, feelings, opinions
I think to myself about residential school and wonder about the racism and how the total
denial of being an Indian is forced right from the first day, starting with a persons own name. I
felt scared to read much of the book. I am glad to know that Martha survived her first year and I
am afraid for the following years in the school. She tells us what that nun tried to do to her; I
hope she doesn't get sexually abused. My feelings are that since the boys are being abused and
trying to run away, the girls will also have a difficult time warding off abuses. When I think of the
oppression inside the school, I wonder that any person could lead a life close to normal once
outside of residential school.
Reevaluating the story with reference to values, ideals, beliefs, and/or institutions of Aboriginal
peoples
All Aboriginal beliefs and values were denigrated. It is a wonder that any of the kids who
did go home could see the beauty in their parents and their own lifestyle. In residential school the
“Indian” was not respected in any way. The children were being taken from the family, which
meant breaking up the Aboriginal institution of family, always held in high regard by Native people. The children suffered, the parents suffered, and the smallest of children were next in line
to suffer. The multiplicity of trauma I saw in My Name is Seepeetza were from strong influences
of society that was directly fueled by state, political, and religious affiliations.
My transformed thoughts: What is not written in the story but now I am thinking about...
I believe that the children had a felt sense of the way they were treated. Suppressing the
emotions was not only a way to protect themselves from abuses, but it also aided in denial of self.
How cunning it is to use children and have them then divide themselves internally from their
own emotions creating emotional numbing. Separating the Indian from the “child” was the policy of residential schools.