It's not as though the movies didn't make me question my entire existence, this book just had to put the questions posed by the movies into words, often without giving solid answers. Very hypothetical stuff and of course, philosophical, however Lawrence doesn't truly delve into his own opinion regarding the truth, objectivity, and all that may or may not be illusory. It's crazy how it often feels as though we are not in control of our own lives yet soothing to know that perhaps we are not meant to be and those that are in control are doing a horrible job haha
My main takeaway is that as far as we're concerned, we only have one life, our perceptions are all valid, and whether or not we think we live in a simulation doesn't matter as our thoughts are real to us regardless of how fabricated they may be behind the scenes. It's perhaps just an optimistic things of viewing life but the matrix itself may be used as a justification for any wrongdoings lol In this book Lawrence tried to tie actual philosophers with the characters in the movies and how they themselves almost seem to represent the mentalities of the same philosophers. To this day I'm not sure whether I love the matrix so much because of how cool an actor Keanu is or because Neo is such a mysterious character.
I believe that we have some shred of free will however I am also aware that many live their lives in a non playable character sort of way because they have no choice but to revoke their free will due to financial issues or problems which always seem to boil down to family. I finished reading this book almost 20 years after it was published and I must say, I am surprised as very little seems to have changed. If anything, the government is creating more npcs by the second as there is a need for a society of workers rather than thinkers. Thinkers are able to swallow the red pill, workers are not given such a choice, it would almost seem to me as though they are made to overdose on blue pills. I hope to have the opportunity to understand the world for what it truly is and prevent myself from landing in a predicament where my opinion regarding reality is hindered, even if marginally. I would go as far as to say that the various points made in this book changed my life.
07/01/2025. Chapter 2 Tumbling down the rabbit hole review. I decided to start reading this one again and review each chapter individually. I do have a 1000 word long assignment due tonight so I am of course procrastinating as one does. This chapter has a lot to do with how we perceive the world and how much of it we can truly believe. Lawrence brings up Descartes and Russell to speak about scepticism and how delusional we should be about the reality we are living in. Personally, I don't care much. I'm quite a fan of the Cogito ergo sum I think therefore I am argument but wouldn't want to tumble further down the rabbit hole from there. I'm given a world to live in, I have apparently no choice but to do so, I don't see a point in questioning my existence, and I move on. As long as we're trying to make the best out of our lives as we can there's no point in wondering whether or not your existence matters or whether it's real. People who do this are often trying to justify their laziness and negate how they've never contributed anything of substance to the world they've been inhabiting for however many decades. This is the world we live in and even in its lucidity there's not much point in wondering whether or not we'll ever wake up. I tend to stay away from rabbit holes altogether to be honest.