I didn't realize this was a youth book when I checked it out. Nonetheless I found it compelling. I was able to read this in ~3 hours.
Memorable quotes:
"The next morning, my father came quietly into our room and kissed us on our foreheads.
'Why are you waking me up?' I asked him.
He just kept kissing me and hugging me. I didn't know that this would be the last time I would ever see my father. I have always regretted that I was sleepy and didn't hug him back. I'm sure my father understood I didn't mean to ignore him, but that is one regret I will have for the rest of my life."
"During roundups, the police hit people to make them move faster, especially old people, sick people, and children. It was a way of behaving that I had never witnessed, not even in nightmares. Bad dreams were mild compared to what the Germans did. What made it worse was that the Nazis abused the very people to whom the Jewish religion says you should show the greatest kindness, namely the old, the sick, and the young. Everything I saw being done was the opposite of the values I had been taught."
"Right across from the children's barrack was a building filled with dead bodies, not just inside but overflowing outside as well. I lived and walked beside dead people. After a while, we had to say to ourselves, I'm not going to look at who this is. I'm not going to recognize a person lying here.
I had to close my eyes to a number of things. Otherwise I would not have survived."
"Maybe my most pronounced emotion as I revisited Bergen-Belsen was sadness over realizing that the world's worst catastrophes are often human-made and that the image of our world today as civilized is a myth. We just became more sophisticated at how we go about killing people."
"The most difficult part of returning to Bergen-Belsen had nothing to do with shortcomings in the museum exhibits, which overall were powerful and well done. Rather, most difficult for me was my own inability to understand what had happened and why. There was no religious or philosophical explanation that made sense. Nor could any museum, however well designed, explain how some people could turn so brutal toward their fellow human beings. No memorial will ever repair such deep losses."