This story shows that renewal and rebirth are possible. Most of Goudge's work that I have read so far includes these themes, but she presents them in such a fascinating variety of ways that I do not tire of them. Jocelyn, who struggles for rebirth through life, is contrasted with Ferranti, who seeks the escape of death. But both find new life through the bond that Ferranti’s books and writing forge between them. They are both practically forced to begin anew, Jocelyn by his affection for Henrietta and his grandfather and Torminster's insistence that he open a bookshop, and Ferranti by Jocelyn's persistence in believing that he is alive and can be brought back to reason. The two men both also find the strength and interest to continue living through the influence of the childlike, both actual children (Henrietta and Hugh Anthony) and those who have retained the faith and lightness of children (grandfather).
Goudge emphasizes how the arts can reveal people’s inner lives more deeply and clearly than speaking to them directly. Artists live on in their work, and those who encounter it can connect with them without ever meeting them in person.
The setting is cozy and vivid, as usual with Goudge's writing, and the characters feel like real people. Grandfather is particularly endearing. I did not love Felicity, somehow. Maybe she struck me as a little cocky, or maybe I simply tired of hearing about her beauty! Nonetheless, I appreciate how Felicity's buoyancy helps to bring Jocelyn out of his depression and how Goudge describes their relationship: "there should always be a mating between the lovers of life and the endurers of it…the star-shine of the one comforting the darkness of the other" (129).
Some of the plot is, of course, a bit implausible (Ferranti happening to meet Henrietta, his lost daughter, and Jocelyn happening to bump into him on the street near the end, for instance), but the story is so full of wisdom, hope, and coziness that I do not care in the slightest. I enjoyed it so much that I promptly ordered the next two books in the Torminster trio.
Memorable quotes:
7 Life…a funny business…consisted in climbing painfully to the tops of ladders and falling even more painfully to the bottom of them again.
8 He was in that state of fatigue of mind and body when all well-meant suggestions immediately make the sufferer want to do the opposite.
10 A pity to be tired of life in such a world…If the old earth could wash herself and begin again so often and so humbly why could not a man do the same?
11 He would feel toward Torminster as one feels towards a human being when one has, if only once, seen the soul flickering in the eyes.
14 The most important moments of a lifetime seem always to arrive out of the blue.
20 The eyes…slightly astonished, as though he had never ceased to be surprised at the beauty of the world.
25 A sincerity as catching as measles, shouldn’t be allowed about loose in a world where the wearing of a mask was good form.
26 Our destiny is like a wind blowing…It carries us along. But now and again the wind seems to drop. We don’t know what to do next. Then it may be that a blade of grass beside us bends slightly. It is a tiny movement, slight as a whim, but enough to show us which way to take.
31 She was giving him her friendship with the lovely abandonment of childhood that has not learned yet to hold back for fear the love given should be scorned. Jocelyn, in this his first close contact with a child, felt not so much touched as stabbed. This trustfulness and fragility were almost terrifying, for how in the world, as children grew from childhood to maturity and the bloom was rubbed off them, did the sensitive spirit itself escape destruction?
35 The beauty was so unearthly that the thought of its passing was a pain…wished it were possible to draw beauty into oneself and preserve it unfadingly for ever.
38 Flowers needed individual care, some wanting one sort of soil, some another, some wanting sun, some shade. Was it perhaps the same with children?
44 Colours and scents had their sounds. Red was a trumpet blast and green was the sound of fairy flutes.
45 Dreams cannot be hoarded selfishly in the mind, lying piled one upon the other, getting dog-eared and faded, but must be generously spilt out into the world.
59 In this beautiful world that God had made joy was a duty.
63 An army of spirits stepping silently through the veil of mist hanging between earth and heaven.
67 In this world you may lay violent hands upon no personality but your own. Other people’s…must be handled with a touch as light as a butterfly’s.
72 She disliked excess. Things were much more enjoyable…if you took them singly and in small quantities.
79 “An old house is a sort of history book…All that people thought and did in it must be written in it somewhere…Only the ink’s invisible.”
81 No doubt we are all of us much more peculiar than we have any idea of.
90 His look had thrilled her and comforted the lonely place that cries out for help deep inside every human being.
96 A man always leaves the print of his personality on his dwelling-place.
103 “One can relax in one’s past. One hasn’t got to do anything about it any more…And it’s companionable.”
105 “A writer has to spin his work out of himself and the effect upon the character is often disastrous. It inflates the ego. Now your bookseller sinks his own ego in the thousand different egos that he introduces one to the other.”
106 The peculiar feelings that lie in wait to pounce upon those who are both tired and alone proceeded to pounce.
110 “Some of us are lucky enough to find a causeway for our feet across the slough of this world…But we find it for ourselves. It’s the tragedy of life that we can’t communicate it…We can cry aloud and hold out a hand to another man, but even though he may take our hand and come nearer to us we have no way of forcing his feet to find rock. That he must do for himself.”
111 “…that fatal gift of identifying his whole being with one object only. There’s a touch of greatness there, but it’s dangerous.”
119 “We’re all greedy for life…and our short span of existence can’t give us all that we hunger for, the time is too short and our capacity not large enough. But in books we experience all life vicariously.”
127 Like all happy people she always seemed to be very close to the earth and to all growing, living things…Perhaps her joy in life gave her a special unity with all forms of life…self is forgotten.
129 In this world…there should always be a mating between the lovers of life and the endurers of it…the star-shine of the one comforting the darkness of the other.
155 If you created a story with your mind surely it was just as much there as a piece of needlework that you created with your fingers?
162 If one wanted [peace], one must not hit back when fate hit hard but must allow the hammer-stroke to batter out a hollow place inside one into which peace, like cool water, could flow.
169 Life and its disillusionment had a little dulled his perception of beauty and his response to it. How is it that artists keep their powers of perception even in the days when life darkens?...their perception was born of the faculty of wonder.
173 Felicity chattered as a bird sings, joy being with her a thing that must be instantly expressed lest she burst, but Jocelyn did not speak, it being with him a thing that silenced.
180 Man while still in the body cannot look upon pure spirit…he can apprehend it only when its light is split into coloured fragments by the prism of his own senses…must pluck [these fragments] out of the mud…form them into a pattern…that shall satisfy him by shadowing faintly the perfection of patterns that he cannot see.
181 The room had the indescribable fascination of all studies…where the life of the mind only is carried on and the fact and business of practical living are shut out.
189 Imagination, like the honey-sucking bee, creates from what it feeds upon. Surrounded with flowery beauty it creates sweetness, surrounded with harshness and ugliness the fruits of its toil are bitter.
192 …that moment of pause between day and night. Henrietta had already noticed that there was always a haunting, unearthly beauty about this time of transition and that it was very varied. On sunshiny summer days it was a gradual intensification of colour and scent that came near to ecstasy.
196 In childhood there is no past or future, but only the joy or desolation of the moment.
201 So often the minor miseries of life had been eased by the touch of humanity; would the great miseries be eased by God’s touch?...the old…and not the young, were more often the men of faith.
213 He longed for the time when all the different lights carried by man in the pageantry of life should glow into one.
226 Was there anything in this world of which one could be certain, of which one could take hold and say “This will never forsake me?”
245 There had come to him one of those moments of quiet despair that lie in wait for even the happiest. Stealthy-footed they leap upon us, as we walk along the street…neight at our work nor our play nor our prayers are we safe, those moments can leap at any time out of the blackness around human life.
“I don’t think it saddens people to have their heartache expressed for them in art. It relieves them as a burst of tears would.”
260 Human longing is too vast a thing to be satisfied by anything that the earth holds, human love like natural beauty can comfort but it cannot satisfy.
267 She, like everyone else, had to find out by experience in what mode of life she could best adjust herself to the twin facts of her own personality and the moment of time in which destiny had planted it.
287 Is it a human instinct to think that buried gold is richer than the treasure that lies ready to hand?
305 A man’s mind can be his greatest friend or his greatest enemy according as it serves or binds his will.
310 “We’re all too apt to think that things are as we feel them to be, forgetting that they have an objective value apart from what we feel about them. An embittered mind colours the world black for its owner yet that does not alter the fact that the world is a treasure house of beauty and love.”
311 “It is possible to be born again as a little child…It is easier…choosing death rather than birth. The dying man…only has to let go, while the child in the womb has to fight for its life.”
315 The Cathedral, towering against the brilliant blue sky, gave to its lovers who looked upon it that gift of self-forgetfulness that is at the same time both awe and peace.
316 What we are made to do we seldom do well, what we do of our own choice we make a success of for very pride.
319 There is nothing more consoling than to be told by someone whose judgment you trust that they would have done the same.
324 “There’s nothing so steadying, when you’re in pieces, as reading something fine that you know very well.
329 Inside her there was a little room and it was empty and cold.
341 Suffering…could be the gateway to renewal, than which no more glorious experience can be man’s on earth.